A/N: Ok so I know i said this chapter would be up this morning but I kinda forgot that i had to get up early and catch a train, so yeah. Sorry about that. And I know this chapter is a bit short but i promise they get longer...school starts again tommorow so updates may be just a tad bit slower then they have been this week, put the story on Alert if you like it so that you'll know when i've updated
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I shut off my computer, but my mind was racing. First of all i just admitted to Edward, one of the most good looking guys that I know, that I was a virgin in every possible aspect of the word, and second I was planing on having sex with him. My world had been flipped, tripped and spum upside down. I was by no means a prude, or a goody goody little school girl but this was never something that people would expect from me. Hell this wasn't even something that I'd expect from me. It's crazy how you think you know yourself and what you're capable of and then in one night your lost in yourself all over again. I think the thing that scares me the most is that I want it too. Of course with that there are the obvious nerves. What if I don't turn him on? What if I'm not any good? What if, what if, what if. As I drifted off to sleep my mind was plagued with those questions and all night I dreampt of the possible ways that this could go wrong.
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I was awakened the nest morning to the sound of Suppermassive Black Hole blaring into my ear from under my pillow. Ugh if that was Alice already I was going to have to kill her. I rolled over and the alarm clock said seven o'clock. It must be Alice. I grabbed the phone and flicked it open. Much to my surprise it wasn't Alice, but Edward. I smiled to myself, coming to the realization that yesterday was in fact real and not a figment of my imagination.
Morning Sexy
E.
Wow, It was only seven o'clock in the morning and I was already blushing, this isn't good.
Hey..
B.
I figured I'd get to you before Alice did :) You know we can't tell anybody about this right?
E.
Does he honestly think I'm that stupid...I mean to i have DUFUS written across me forhead or something?
Obvioulsy
B.
KK..Just making sure. BTW are we going to need condoms?
E.
Ah unless you want to take the chance of having a mini Cullen running around, I would suggest it.
B.
Like that wasn't the most obvious answer. I already told him i'd never been with anybody else, why would I be on the pill?
KK, ugh i really don't want to have to go get them...
E.
What a girl...
Your brilliant idea...your problem.
B.
Ugh...you could get them...
E.
Soooooo NOT happening
B.
Y??
E.
Cuz that would be like over the top embarrassing.. I blush enough as it is
B.
Lol, I like it when you blush
E.
Lol whatever. I'm stll not going to get them. Rumours spread like crazy in this town, and Charlie is the Cheif of police, what are the odds he wouldn't find out?
B.
Ugh, I hate it when your right..
E.
No you don't
B.
Your right, I don't.
E,
See told ya :)
B.
Sneeky...I like it.
E.
Lol
B.
I stumbled to the bathroom and decided that I was in no mood to mess with my hair this morning. I threw it hastily into a ponytail and was relatively shocked that it looked pretty good. I gathered up my school bag and my jacket and headed to the kitchen. I was running a little bit late and I knew that Alice would be here soon, which left me with very little time to do anything. I scarfed down a bowl of cereal and threw the dishes in the sink for later. Just as I'd finished putting my shoes on I heard the shrill horn from Alice's car.
I had the distinct impression that this was going to be a very long day.
A/N: So what do you think?? Be brutal, i want to know what your thinking, every last unedited thought!!!! (hehehe i sound like edward), but seriously REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW, it makes me write faster!!!!