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WARNING! This is number one of my five smut chapters! The additional chapters begin with chapter 64.
After the horrible events in Falme, Moiraine and Lan finally have a night to themselves.
Rand was in no condition to travel, but he also couldn't stay in Falme now that everyone knew he was the Dragon Reborn. Moiraine organized tents for everyone who had declared to stay with the young man, and they opened their camp a few miles away from Falme. While the Aes Sedai gave the orders to organize everything, the Warder took care of their safety. He and his Shienaren friends stood guard to protect their camp, or he trained Perrin, who wanted to help, too.
But Rand and Moiraine didn't go along well. Since his secret was no more, the Aes Sedai tried to teach him everything she thought could be important to him, but the young man from the Two Rivers didn't want to listen. He didn't want the whole world to know who he was and didn't want to make plans. If his injury wouldn't have troubled him, the Dragon probably had run away by now.
Lan felt Moiraine's frustration and exhaustion through the bond. Her mood became worse with every day that passed, though she didn't show it on the outside. The storm only raged inside her, and Lan was the only one who knew about her feelings. She needed a distraction – and not just her.
After a week, Lan ensured he wouldn't have guard duty for the night. He spoke to every guard, giving instructions for what to look for before he headed for his and Moiraine's tent. His Aes Sedai was already there, studying maps and going through some pages while being lost in her thoughts. She didn't hear him enter, nor did she notice him checking the surrounding for indications of trouble before he closed the entrance of their tent thoroughly. Tonight, he didn't want to be disturbed, and he had informed everyone of their companions only to seek him out if it was truly necessary – like they were attacked in some sort. The camp knew he and Moiraine needed a full night of sleep, and the uncrowned king of Malkier hoped there wouldn't be any kind of trouble.
Quietly, he placed his sword on his bed, then walked to his reading Aes Sedai. He didn't want to startle her, so he sent his concerns through the bond. It would be enough to break her out of her routine. And he was right.
Immediately, the woman of the Blue Ajah straightened while focusing on the bond to get to the bottom of his worries. When she felt him close, she turned her head around. "What is wrong?"
Lan smiled, closing the distance between them. His hands found her shoulders and started to massage the tight knots in her back which were troubling her. "You need a break." He pressed a kiss on top of her head.
"I can't. First, I need to find out what else is coming for the Dragon Reborn. I've read those books countless times, yet I don't know more than the first ten times."
"You're exhausted. Give yourself a break." The Warder's fingers found a nasty knot, and his Aes Sedai whimpered. Squirming, she tried to escape his fingers, but Lan didn't let go of her. Her back wouldn't get better by ignoring the pain.
"I can't. Rand needs my guidance."
Even now, she was arguing with him. Stubborn woman. Then she released a relieved sigh when the nasty knot in her back loosened, and the pain faded. Her head fell back against Lan's stomach.
"And you can guide him again in the morning. But you need to look out for yourself, too. You can't help him if you collapse."
"I won't collapse," Moiraine objected, frowning. "I've never-"
Smiling, Lan watched her mouth opening and closing, but the rest of her sentence didn't cross her lips. The first oath kept her from lying. "You've collapsed countless times over the years because you pushed yourself too far."
Growling, Moiraine shrugged off his hands and got back on her feet. "I'll take a walk." It was her way to calm down. Running through the camp, checking her wards while having an eye on everything – especially Rand.
But Lan had different plans for tonight. Quickly, he blocked Moiraine's way, standing nose-to-nose with her. His hands moved gently up and down her arms like he wanted to warm her. "Please, don't leave."
Moiraine shivered when she felt the warmth of his body. When had it become so cold outside? His warm breath mingled with hers, and her lips felt dry. Automatically, she wet them with her tongue, though it helped only for a moment. For the last couple of days, she hadn't thought about Lan, his talented lips, his very handsome body, or about other body parts of him. She had been busy with Rand, arguing with him, and organizing a camp. Sadly, forgetting her hidden needs was more challenging when he stood so close to her. And it also didn't help that his lips almost touched hers.
"I need… it would be the best… I should…." She couldn't think clearly. As soon as she started a new sentence, she forgot what she had wanted to say after a few words. Why wasn't Lan stepping back? They should get some distance between themselves.
"Stay," Lan breathed tenderly. His hands moved up to her face, cupping it in his hands while his lips came an inch closer. "I would like to kiss you now."
No! They shouldn't do this! Nynaeve might have given her permission for them to kiss and bed each other, but Moiraine knew the young woman had obviously not been happy about it. How could she think about bedding Lan, though the Wisdom had just been gone for… Screw her! Lan is my Warder! Before she could change her mind, Moiraine closed the distance between them and pressed her lips to Lan's.
At the moment when their lips met, the Aes Sedai knew she was lost. Like all the other times before when they had kissed, it was like their bodies were starving – hungry for each other. Anxiously, Moiraine's finger fumbled at Lan's belt until it fell to the ground, then worked on his tunic. She wanted to feel him. She needed the feeling of his naked skin under her fingertips.
But as soon as she had opened his tunic and only had to push it off his shoulders, her Warder stepped back, out of her reach. Moiraine stopped herself from following him and tried to breathe again. What had she done? Lan had said he wanted to kiss her. KISS her, not bed her! And she had crossed the line big time. "Forgive me. I didn't mean to force myself on you. I lost control, and-"
Growling, Lan stepped into her personal space, cupping her face again, and captured her lips in another heated kiss. First, Moiraine's hands wanted to continue where they had left off, but she forced herself to move them to Lan's arms. This was safer. She couldn't cross the line by holding on to his arms.
"Why in light's name do you apologize for something I started?" Lan growled when he ended the kiss, leaning his forehead against Moiraine's.
"You stepped back after… I thought you wanted-"
Lan didn't let her finish. His mouth swallowed her explanations, kissing her hungrily. How could she think he didn't want this? Didn't want her? All day, he had planned everything to ensure they would have this night to themselves. He had hoped he could convince his Aes Sedai to explore their newly upcoming feelings – now that they weren't surrounded by their companions and had a tent to themselves – though he wouldn't have been mad if she simply wanted a night to rest. But blood and ashes, he wanted her!
When they needed to breathe again, Moiraine tried again to explain herself. "Lan, I didn't mean to-"
"Light, Moiraine," Lan moaned. "I want you." He chuckled when she blushed at his words and gave her a quick kiss on the lips. His adorable Aes Sedai. "But I don't want to rush this. For almost two weeks, I can't stop thinking about feeling your skin under my fingers. I want to touch you, hear you being breathless, and want you to moan my name when I make you come."
Moiraine's core pulled itself together when she heard what he desired. It seemed her body agreed with his needs. It wanted to come, too.
"But I also want to cherish this. I don't know for how long I will be able to restrain myself before I forget myself-" They both chuckled. Usually, Lan was very good at holding himself back, but they both felt his anxiety. He wanted to bed her now, and at the same time, he didn't want it to be over quickly. "-but I promise I will try to do my best."
Suddenly, he felt his Aes Sedai touching Saidar, then she moved her hands to weave. It didn't take long before she released the One Power again, and Lan understood. She had thrown the privacy shield over their tent, so no one would hear them.
"I'm all yours," Moiraine whispered, and his eyes glowed excitedly.
Tenderly, their lips met again, then Lan's hand started moving. Carefully, he pushed the leather straps off her shoulders before his hands went to her waist. Moiraine had stuck her tunic into her pants, and Lan had to free it now to reveal what lay beyond. He didn't even need to look at what he was doing. He knew Moiraine's clothes and her body like his own.
Yet, it felt different this time. His fingers trembled a little when he pulled out her tunic and opened it to reveal her skin. How many times had he seen her naked body by now? As a man from the Borderlands, he wasn't prudish and had never cared about seeing other people in their full glory. At the beginning of their partnership, Moiraine had felt extremely uncomfortable and nervous being naked around him, and now, Lan felt the same. It was stupid, but Moiraine was the most important person in his life. He didn't want to hurt her – not ever.
The tunic opened, and Lan took a small step back. He wanted to look at her – to really look at her for the first time. The fabric had parted, and he saw the outlines of her breasts. Most of them were still covered by the tunic, but he didn't mind. He would free them very soon.
But first, he needed to move to safer territory. The uncrowned king of Malkier went on his knees, which earned him a raised eyebrow. She wondered what he had in mind. Smiling, Lan let his hands wander over her thighs to her boots. They were in the way.
Their eyes locked when he lifted her left leg and pulled at her boot. Surprised, Moiraine swayed and grabbed his shoulders to steady herself. Lan threw the boot aside. Very quickly, the second boot followed, and she let go of his shoulders, so he could stand up again. But the Warder took care of his own boots before he did so.
Now, they both were even. They had removed their footwear, and their tunics hung loose over their shoulders. Lan wanted to continue with his exploration, but he wasn't the only one with needs. He felt Moiraine's longing through the bond and decided to let her take over.
The Aes Sedai stepped closer, placing her hands on his naked chest. Then she pulled them back and looked at him questioningly, asking him for permission. Smiling, Lan placed a hand on hers and pressed it back on his skin. She could do whatever she wanted to do. He wouldn't change his mind about tonight.
Encouraged, Moiraine let her hands wander over his chest – feeling the scars and strong muscles under her palms. This time, she didn't touch him to heal him. Tonight, she touched him to truly feel him for the very first time in their twenty years of partnership. Her hands moved up and over his shoulders to his arms while pushing off his tunic in the process. The fabric landed on the ground, leaving Lan's upper body bare.
Moiraine felt her breath turning shallow. Her heart beat faster than usual, and her head felt dizzy. Light, how should she survive this night?
Lan felt her swaying, and his hands immediately grabbed her arms to steady her. Concern shone in his eyes. "Are you all right? We can end this at any time if you don't feel well. We don't have to rush-"
This time, it was Moiraine who interrupted him by covering his lips with hers. Ending this? Her whole body was on fire, longing for his touch and attention. Finally, they had a moment to themselves, and he wanted to stop?
She was glad when Lan took her kiss for what it was. She wanted him and didn't want to stop. One of her hands placed itself on the back of his neck to pull his head down to her while the other moved down, searching for the cords to open his pants. She found them but soon realized she couldn't open his pants with only one hand.
Luckily, Lan was as desperate as she was. When he noticed she couldn't undo his cords, his hands helped her until he could push down his pants and underwear. This time, it was Moiraine who stepped back to look at him. She had seen him naked many times before, and it wasn't the first time she laid eyes on his cock, though in the past, she had ensured not to look too closely. All this time, she had been afraid Lan could feel her interest and would be disgusted, not knowing he was also interested in her. But his cock looks different than before.
Lan was highly erect, and his cock was bigger than usual. Moiraine couldn't stop herself from comparing the look of it with the one from her dream – well, her first dream about Lan. It looked very similar.
"What is it?" Lan asked and followed her eyes. "Are you disappointed?"
Moiraine's eyes widened. "Disappointed? What makes you think that?"
"Well, you keep staring as if something is wrong."
Chuckling, the woman of the Blue Ajah stepped back into his personal space, cupping his face. Then she said tenderly to her insecure Warder, "I'm not disappointed. Not in the least."
Smiling, Lan leaned in and captured her lips once more. She still wore too many clothes. He had to change that. His fingers opened her pants and pushed them and her underwear over her hips.
Carefully, the uncrowned king of Malkier led his bondholder to her bed while never breaking contact with her. Then he let the final piece of cloth fall to the ground, leaving her as naked as he was. Moiraine wrapped her arms around him so her breasts were pressed against his chest. Lan moaned when he felt her nipples rub over his skin. Before he had started this, he had thought about taking it slowly. He wanted to explore Moiraine's body. But now, he wasn't sure if he could hold back that long. His body needed her!
The hands of the Aes Sedai moved from his back to his hips and then to his front. Quickly, Lan caught them before they could reach their destination. If he wasn't careful, he would come any second. He was certain Moiraine's touch would be his undoing.
Moiraine growled when the Warder interrupted her intention. "Let go of me."
Smiling, Lan leaned back and let his eyes wander over her body. Her perfect, round breasts were waiting for him to cup them with his hands. Her hard nipples were screaming for his attention – attention he would gladly give in a moment. She had a flat stomach, though he could see her ribs. He would have to ensure she would be eating more. It wasn't healthy to be so thin. At last, his eyes locked on the dark hair between her legs, making his cock bounce in anticipation. He wanted to bury himself deep between her legs. Lan licked his lips. Yes, he would be enjoying this.
"Lan." Moiraine's voice pulled him out of his daydream. He couldn't just stand here, looking at her body. His brain remembered the sweet moans of her when her body had melted against his when they had been hiding behind the wall of blankets at the pond. And he was determined to hear them again.
"Lay down on the bed." His voice sounded raspy. He wanted to touch her.
"Why don't you let me-?"
"Because I'm very close to losing control. And when I'm going to come, I want to be inside of you. So, I will focus my attention on bringing you pleasure first."
His Aes Sedai was still not convinced and pouted at him. Gently, he pushed her backward until she had to crawl on the bed if she didn't want to fall – not that Lan would have let her. One of his hands was placed on her back to steady her if needed.
Moiraine crawled backward – her eyes locked with Lan's – and the uncrowned king of Malkier didn't waste any time and followed her until he leaned over her. Then his lips were back on hers while one of his hands started to move. Very quickly, it found one of her breasts and squeezed it tenderly. She gasped when he kneaded it. This felt better than in her dreams.
When Lan started to pinch her nipple, a moan escaped her lips, and she felt her pulsing center reacting. Her body liked Lan's actions.
Tenderly, the Warder nibbled his way down her throat and collarbone in search of the other breast. Moiraine moaned again when he found the second nipple and closed his mouth around it. While he sucked on her nipple, the Aes Sedai pushed her breast into his mouth. She didn't want him to stop.
Meanwhile, Lan's free hand searched for her hip, letting his fingertips wander gingerly down on the outside of her thigh before they moved to the inside and upward. He found the spot where her thigh connected with her lower body and felt Moiraine wince. Although she had expected his touch, she couldn't suppress this reaction.
And then his fingers reached their destination. Lan groaned and lifted his head when his fingers moved through her folds. Light, she was wet! And he had barely touched her.
"Lan," Moiraine moaned, pressing her hips demanding against his hand.
Smiling, the Warder circled her clit while pinching her nipple. "You like that?" It was an unnecessary question. He could feel her pleasure through the bond, and her moans were music to his ears. Her pleasure turned higher when his thumb moved directly over her little pearl. Oh, yes, she liked this.
Again, he lowered his mouth and restarted his previous work. At the same time, while he sucked hard on her nipple, his thumb moved over her clit again. A loud moan crossed Moiraine's lips, and she buried her hands in his hair. Time to see how well she takes my fingers.
His index finger moved through her folds over her wet entrance, which was dripping. Carefully, he inserted his finger into her vagina. Light, she was so warm and slick! There was no resistance at all. Lan added his middle finger, and Moiraine moaned again. She was enjoying what he did to her. Her hips started to move against his fingers, and Lan realized how badly she needed to come. Well, as her Warder, it was his duty to fulfill all her needs and wishes.
He moved his mouth to her other nipple while increasing the speed of his pumping fingers. When he felt no change through the bond, he bent his fingers slightly and was rewarded with a loud moan. He had hit the right spot. His thumb flicked over her clit, and he felt another spike of pleasure through the bond. Her inner walls tightened around his fingers, and he felt her orgasm being close. Lan sucked harder on her nipple and increased the speed of his finger again. She was close! So damn close! All she needed was… His thumb rubbed over her pearl, and Moiraine cried out loud when her release washed over her.
Lan gasped when he felt it, too. He needed all his strength not to give in to his own release. This was not what he wanted. He wanted to bury himself deep within Moiraine before he wanted to find his release.
Gently, he slowed his fingers but kept pumping – allowing her to fully ride out her orgasm. Her inner walls squeezed his fingers, and he couldn't help to wonder what it would feel like when her vagina squeezed his cock instead of his fingers. Lan growled at himself when his cock reacted to his thoughts. He was moving on dangerous territory.
Gasping, Moiraine finally came down from her orgasm. Lan flicked his thumb over her clit one last time, which coaxed a whimper out of the Aes Sedai, then pulled out his fingers. They were coated in her arousal.
Lan released her nipple. Moiraine lay limp beneath him, breathing heavily. Her eyes shone with love, and she expressed gratitude through the bond. The real Lan was so much better at this than her DreamLan – and the dream version had already been good. She had been longing for an orgasm for days. First, her stolen kisses with Lan had made her horny, while they couldn't give in to their desires because of their companions. Then Lan had bedded Nynaeve, and she had to experience everything firsthand. But the worst part had been her two sexy dreams about Lan. Blood and ashes! She really had needed this orgasm.
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