A/N: Sorry, i know i said it would be up yesterday but i was soooo tired after work I came home and crashed. I would really like to that all those awsome people who have added this story to their fav/alert list, I'm so happy that you enjoy it. Oh and remember the more you review the faster I update!!! just keep that in mind.

ALERT: MUCH SOURNESS IN THIS CHAPTER!!!!!!

In that instant my heart went into overdrive and i started to panic. It just felt so awkward, seeing as what we were planning on doing monday. I walked slowly to the door and opened it. There he was, in all in godlike glory standing on the porch, just under the overhang avoiding the rain.

"Hey" I said nervously

"Hey" he said with a smile that all but made my heart melt.

I stepped back, giving him enough room to make his way into the house. He slipped off his jacket and hung it up on one of the pegs by the door, and then looked at me. It was kind of awkward, but certainly nothing unbearable. I decided to give him a quick tour of the house, not that there was much to see, in an attempt to ease the awkwardness. We walked slowly from room to room, talking about nothing in particular. The last room on the tour was mine

"Um..yeah and this is my room" I said with a bit of a blush.

"Nice" she said as his eyes swept the room.

"Want something to drink?" I asked, more for something to say then anything else

"Nah I'm good" he said, it seemed just as awkward for him as it did for me, so that was something.

"So...wanna watch a movie?" I asked

"Sure" he said, seemingly a small bit more comfortable.

"Why don't you choose one, there's a rack full of them beside the tv." I said, pointing to the little TV Charlie had given me when I first moved here. "A lot of them are kinda girly...sorry"

"No problem" he said with a chuckle

He looked at the movies for a moment and then said "You know them better then me, why don't you pick one"

He took a step back, and I moved forward. I skimmed through the titles without the slightest idea what might appeal to him. As I was looking I heard the bed creak as he sat down waiting for me.

"Ever seen CRY_WOLF?" I asked

"Nope" he said

I poped it into the player, grabbed the remote and moved toward the bed. This all felt so damn awkward, I mean sure the texts had been weird, but that was nothing compared to having him sitting right here, in my room....on my bed.

I took a seat next to him, leaving about a half foot between us. It wasn't intentional, merely where I happened to plop down, or at least that was what I was telling myself. The tension was unmistakable and as hard as I tried I was at a loss for a way to ease it. The previews started playing and he seemed to finally find his voice again.

"Why you all the way over there Bella?" he asked innocently

"Just where I ended up" I said, not even fooling myself this time. I found a surge of confidence, not really sure from where, and shimmied myself closer to him. We were now sitting side by side, and the movie started playing. Slowly, as if to judge my reaction, he put his arm around my shoulder bringing me even closer to him. Normally something like that would have shocked me, but instead I found that it felt right. I snuggled into his side resting my head on his shoulder. The weird thing was that it just felt so right. It was if the awkwardness had simply disappeared with that one little action.

Slowly his other had came to my face. He put his fingers under my chin and pulled my face around so that I was looking at him. His face was mere inches from mine, and he closed the distance between us in a matter of seconds. Before I even knew what was going on, he pressed his lips gently against mine. My heart was litterally thudding in my chest. I closed my eyes and moved my lips with his. His hand moved from my chin, to cup my cheek. When he pulled away we were both breathing heavily. I blushed as he looked into my eyes, but the opportunity was too good to miss, and I simply couldn't resist myself.

"Guess what" I said

"What?" he asked, a smile plastered on his beautiful face.

I leaned toward him and whispered in his ear "You just kissed a girl"

He laughed and said "And I liked it"

I couldn't help but laugh to. I sat back a bit and said "If you start singing, I'm outta here"

He ran his thumb across my cheek, leaned in closer and said "Well we certainly can't have that". His lips were on mine again and there was no shock this time. I kissed him back immediately. I tangled my fingers in his unruly hair, brining him even closer to me. Gently I could feel his tongue tracing my bottom lip. Without even thinking twice, I opened my mouth granting him access. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and gently rubbed it against mine.

If I had died right then, I would have died a happy person. Having him so close, all the tension and barriers discarded, was like having a piece of my own personal heaven. He broke away again, giving us both a minute to catch a much needed breath, and started laying kisses down my neck. As he did, my hands roamed through his hair, and I couldn't supress the moan that escaped my lips as he blew his cool breath along the path of kisses. His lips met mine again and we moved with more passion and desire then anyone would have ever thought possible. His tongue, which had again found its way into my mouth was more forceful this time, driven by desire. His hands started to wonder, slowly at first, gaining confidence when I made no attempt to stop him. They dropped slowly from my face, down my arms and coming to a brief rest on my waist. Gently he pulled me closer to him and my body reacted without me. I pulled him gently along with me as I laid back on the bed. Now hovering over me, his hands resumed their wandering. Slowly he traced circles on my overheated skin, his hands slipping further and further up my shirt. I could feel the goosebumps rising on my skin, his touch causing me to unravel at the seams. Slowly, painfullly slowly, he moved up even further. I moaned as his hands came to lay on my chest.

"You can always tell me to stop if I'm making you uncomfortable" he said, and I could tell from his tone that he wouldn't argue if i was to say stop. But not one fiber in my body was thinking anything close to the word Stop. He took my silence the wrong way and started to slip his hands out from under my shirt. I gathered up what little courage I had and grabbed his wrists.

"I don't remember saying stop" I said before kissing his neck. He moved a bit faster this time, knowing that I didn't object. I moaned again as he gently squeezed my breasts through my bra. He chuckled every time I moaned, and I decided that it was time he get a taste of his own medicine. As he fondeled my breasts, and I moaned, he chuckled and I bucked my hips into his. As I did, his raging hard on became all that much more apparent and he growled. I blushed and giggled.

He knew the effect that he had on me, seeing as my body had a tendency to give me away. The thought that I had the same effect on him was a real confidence boost, and with it an idea. I was being given quite a bit of attention, and i think it was time i reciprocated. Summoning all that courage and confidence I slowly let my hand trail from his hair down to his chest. I could feel his chiseled abs through his shirt, but i kept going. As I reached his waist I looked up into his eyes and gently ran my palm over the front of his bulging jeans, adding just a tiny bit of pressure.

"Mmmm fuck" he whispered

I took that as encouragement and rolled us over again, so that I was now on top of him. My trembling hands fumbled with the button of his jeans and he suddenly got serious

"Bella, you don't have to do anything you don't want to do" he said

I knew that, of course, and he knew that I knew. But that was Edward for you, sweet as hell and always making sure you weren't uncomfortable. I kissed him hard hoping to show him that I wanted to do it. When I was sure he knew, I resumed my previous activities. I managed to undo the button and slide the zipper down, freeing his hard member. I had absolutely no idea what I was doing and for a minute I simply sat there, afraid that I might do something wrong. I blushed at the thought and he smiled at me.

"What are you thinking?" he asked

"Honestly?"

"Always"

"I have no idea what i'm doing" I said, blushing even harder

He just chuckled and took my hand gently in his. He placed it on his member and started to pump it up and down. He set a steady pace and removed his hand, and I picked up the pace just a bit. I could feel his cock twitch in my hand and I took that as I was doing something right. Of course the sinfully sweet moans that he was unsuccessfully attempting to hold back didn't hurt either.

I remembered one day after school, walking into the Cullen's house with Alice. We went to Emmetts room to say hey and to see if he wanted anything when we went out. We'd gotten more then we bargained for that day. When we walked into his room, he was watching some porno thing on the computer. I remember briefly seeing what was going on before he shut his computerr screen. I focused all my energy on remembering the tiniest details and took his stiffening member into my mouth

That did it. "Ahhh...fuck Bella...that feels...so good" he stammered.

I bobbed my head up and down his shaft, the moans and light profanities giving me confidence. He wound his fingers through my hair and set a pace for me. I took my had and gently gripped what wouldn't fit in my mouth. I could feel that me was so close to his realease, even before he said

"Bella...ugh...I'm gonna..."

I pushed him even deeper into my mouth and swallowed against his shaft. Just at that moment he came and his body shock with his release. I released him and slowly crept back up his body. When my face reached his he grabbed my face between his hands and kissed me deeply. Only when it was absolutely necessairy, when air was becoming an issue, he realeased my lips.

He flashed me his brilliant croocked smile and said "I think it's time I returned the favor"

A/N: SOOOOOO what do you think???? Im hoping to have another chapter out by tomorrow, but im not making any promises...

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xoxNichole