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Now that's all said and done, I would like to make a small statement regarding this story. The character I have made is clearly fictional. I know that Angel already had one sister and I already know that Spike was madly in love with Dru but this is my take if there was a separate sister in the mix. What would've happened if she and Spike had met before he was a vampire? What would've happened if Darla converting Angel was really his motive and it wasn't because he was drunk? Maybe there was a real reason why Spike and Angel had kept this woman a secret... Maybe there was a reason why they wanted to keep her completely hidden. I know I am twisting Joss' idea of what happened during his show but this is why it's a fiction of my own. I've been working really hard on this story and I hope that you all enjoy it! Also Reviews are greatly appreciated they really do help keep me motivated to continue on with this story. So now that's all out and such let's get on with the story! :)

Warning this is a dark chapter.

Chapter 3

March 15th 1766

(Liam's Pov)

Today was Sára 16th birthday I can't believe how big she's getting. It seems as only yesterday that I had carried her in my arms, and now she has became a beautiful young women. She had a small but curvy figure, dark brown hair and piercing blue eyes that it was no wonder why Kathy was threatened by her.

Any man would be caught dead if they ever thought Kathy was the more selected choice. But today I vowed myself that today was supposed to be a special day for my baby sister. Today was her day and for no one else even though she begged me to let her come with me to the docks I still said no.

The men would be all over her and not do their work. But I would never tell her that, it'll only make her more tempted to go. I stood there staring at the trinity necklace I have bought her. I thought to myself will this really protect her? I wanted something for her to remember me by, something that will be a good luck charm for her.

As I walked into the room with the box in my coat pocket I saw her sitting there, writing in that incessant journal of hers. What she writes in that damn thing I'll never know. She always seems to have a passion for music and would sing all the time my God if you could hear her voice its amazing. She's like an original Irish Angel when she sang. I then slowly walked up behind her and rested my hand on her shoulder causing her to suddenly jump and yell.

"My God Liam You Have Scared the BeJesus Out Of Me!!"

I sat there and laughed while she smacked me on the shoulder, she went to hit me again but I grabbed her wrist and chuckled. "Now is that a right way to treat someone who has just gotten you your birthday gift?" Her eyes grew wide by hearing me say this and just sat there quietly.

Personally I think she forgot it was her birthday, so I took the seat next to her and sat down to present the box I hid in my jacket pocket. I watched her open it and noticed that she started crying. "My God I thought I was the only one who remembered, thank you so much Liam! I'll wear it forever!" she said completely stunned that I remembered her day. I just sat there and stared at her. I was glad that she loved my gift, so I gave her the most biggest hug in the world and said.

"You deserve any good that will come to you."

Suddenly I heard this huge bang from the door and turned to see my father standing there with this devilish grin on his face, I knew this wasn't going to be good.

"Isn't today my little girls 16th birthday?"

He questioned, something about the way he was acting was making me nervous why suddenly did he care about her birthday he can't stand the sight of Sára. He then came walking up to her and gave her this huge box. Sára looked at him like he had lost his mind, but she slowly opened the box to see this beautiful red dress and white arm length gloves, and a pair white pearls.

She just sat there in awe and couldn't believe that our father spent so much on her. That's when I heard his rough voice say.

"We my dear are going to an opera tonight. I've always known you wanted to go to one and now is your chance! I'll do anything to make my darling daughter happy."

He smirked, but I knew something was up, it had to be. I watched Sára run up and hug our father I couldn't help but think something bad was going to happen.

Later that Night (Sára's POV)

I can't believe my father has spent so much money on this beautiful dress! It fits me perfectly, maybe I was wrong about my father and maybe he has finally changed. When we finally had approached the opera house I suddenly gasped because of its beauty. The architecture could just take your breath away by a single glance. As my father lead me into the lobby I just stared in awe of its beauty when heard him say

"Sára my dear I have some business to attend to I shall be right back"

I only nodded my head still amazed by the opera house when suddenly I saw my father walk back with this man, the man looked to be 6 feet tall and had dark hair and brown eyes (Think Christian Bale) and slowly walked up to me and took my hand and kissed it while my father was introducing us.

I stood there in fear of this man, he couldn't possibly be a good man for he had a very dark and sinister personality to him. I remember my father saying his name was Daniel Miller and I stood there and stared at him. I slowly took my father's arm and told him it was time for us to go watch the opera, but then suddenly my father started laughing and said

"My dear we aren't seeing an opera you are going to be Mr. Miller's entertainment for tonight"

He said evilly, as I stared at my father in disbelief. Daniel just smiled at me while I turned to my father and begged him to tell me he was joking. "No my dear I'm afraid not." He said as I grabbed his arm with tears running down my face.

"Father please we can forget this! I'm sorry for whatever I have done! I'm sorry please Father let me come home with you I promise I'll be good, just please!"

My father shrugged my arm away and turned to look at Daniel who was completely unaffected by my pleas. "She will be brought home in the morning and I expect that you have a good time with her." He said with a smirk and walked away.

I sat there crying as Daniel took my arm forcefully and yanked me into the carriage. He sat next to me and put his hand on my thigh and started to caress it. I sat there in tears crying to him, begging him to just take me home and that if he was a good man he would do so. He slowly looked back over at me and smirked.

"Now don't worry love, it'll only hurt for a minute but then I'll have you screaming for me."

He seductively whispered in my ear and kissed my ear lobe. I couldn't believe my father has done this to me. How could he do this? How could he sell me for a common whore? Why? My heart was aching, I wanted to die! We had finally approached Daniel's supposed home and as we entered I suddenly had the feeling of wrapping my arms around myself as if it was to protect me from all the evil I am going to encounter.

I sat there in a haze when I suddenly felt someone's arms around my waist and heard that terrifying voice again.

"So my dear how do you like my home? Unfortunately the only place you'll be exploring is my bedroom"

He said slyly with this evil grin on his face. He suddenly then grabbed my arm and yanked me with him up the stairs to his room. I just sat there, I wish I could have fought him, I wish I was stronger but I wasn't.

My heart was Gone everything I ever thought to be true wasn't I hated my father, I hated what he did to me and I will forever hate this man for going along with this. I then felt a hand on my lower back move slowly while it cut into my train of thoughts.

I felt him move his hand slowly up to the top of my dress and then slowly started to unbutton it. I felt his lips brush across the back of my neck while he continued his fixation of the buttons on my gown. I then realized that I only have one more button to be unlatched until my destiny is met and then in a flash the dress was pushed off my shoulders.

I started feeling this warm rush happen to me that I have never experienced before or at least I wished to experience with only my husband which I knew was never ever going to be the case again. He then undid the laces of my corset and whispered in my ear.

"You're so beautiful."

Which made my gut wrenched when he tried to be romantic with me, I didn't want this how could he think I would so willingly respond to him?

As soon as he had all my clothes off he just stepped back and marveled at my body. It disgusted me as he looked at me and said "My God I am before an Angel." He walked up to me and slowly claimed my lips to his and kissed me with unwanted passion. I didn't want this man I never would.

How could he do this to me? He slowly pushed me back into the bed and the last thing I knew was my back was instantly on the bed and he was above me unbuttoning his shirt in hopes if I can see is sculpted chest that It would make me more responsive in which It didn't.

I just sat there in a haze, allowed him to do what ever he wanted. I knew I couldn't get out. I was dead to the world as he unbuttoned his pants, I could see his erection and just threw his pants into a pool of clothing on the floor and then in no time he inserted himself into me.

I wanted to cry because the pain was so severe, he pushed so hard into me not giving me time to get used to him and when he heard my cries he thought of them as pleasure and not of pain. I felt my body getting warm and this weird feeling coming over me as my body gave myself an unwanted climax.

I cried from the pleasure I just received and the hurt and pain because it wasn't the love of my life who was giving this to me.

He soon came after and rolled off me, grabbing me and kissed me hard with no sympathy. He caressed my body as I just sat there with tears in my eyes. I knew then that I will forever be gone because of this moment. This man raped me and I will never forgive this man for as long as I live.

Next Morning

I felt the warm sun caress my skin when I woke up from the bed, as I slowly started to move to go get my clothing. As I tried to move off the mattress to pick something up to cover myself I then suddenly felt two strong arms around my waist and pulled me against a rock hard chest. That is when I knew I wasn't dreaming when I heard him say.

"Why are you such in a rush? I am not finished with you yet."

He rose up on top of me again and raped me for the 2nd time. After he was finished he got off the bed and threw a robe at me. "Come, you must fix yourself up for when you go home here's the money give this to your father." I stared at the money, knowing what I have become and knowing that my fate would be sealed forever.

The view of my home came closer and as soon as we had finally approached the large house I then began to step out of the carriage until Daniel grabbed me and kissed me for the last time. "Thanks for the wonderful night I will never forget it" He whispered and then kissed my ear lobe again.

All I wanted to do is run away from this man and never see him again. I slowly looked over at him and gave him a small nod and finally walked out of the carriage and back into my home. I found my brother sitting at the table just staring out into an oblivion and then he turned his head to stare at me.

That's when I noticed a black eye on his face, I gasped in complete shock and ran to him

"Liam what happened?"

I asked worriedly, I saw the burning hatred and anger in his eyes when he finally looked up at me.

"What did he do to you?"

He asked and I just stared at him and just started to cry. "Oh Liam he raped me twice! Father sold me to this man and he just raped me!"

I hated myself, my heart burned and all Liam could do was hug me until I heard him whisper.

"I'll Kill Him"

In a low growl that made my body shudder from fear. I looked into his eyes and asked

"What do you mean?"

Realizing that I shouldn't have asked because that is when he started to yell. "I'LL KILL THE SON OF A BITCH WHO RAPED YOU!" He then threw the table over and stalked off to my father who now entered into the room and punched him right in the eye. Liam looked at him with such hatred and disgust that he just left our father on the floor bellowing in pain, I smirked at this and I watch my brother walk off and muttering in an angry tone.

"I'll be at the pub you hide in your room and never leave until I come back."

A Month Later: (Sara's POV)

It's been a month since my father sent me to Daniel and lately my father has forced me to meet with other men and sometimes I would end up with Daniel as well, he was my father's best customer which meant that I was becoming more of Daniel's mistress than whore.

I learned that this is going to be a part of my life and that I'll just have to deal with it. Liam has grown really cold and distant and would constantly drink.

I think it became an ongoing habit for him. There were days where he would save me and hide me, so I wouldn't have to go through this. But then there were days when I wasn't able to or father sent me away to far ahead before Liam could get to me.

Liam started telling the officials what's been going on and what my father is forcing me to do. Out of spite and since the police have been snooping around the house, my father has decided it best that we move to London where prostitution was legal.

My mother stood up for what's happening for me but deep down I think she feels bad to see my spirit leave me. I was nothing but a ghost after Daniel. I never talked out of line anymore, I did everything my parents told me to do, Kathy's comments never even left a dent inside me. I was just gone.

Liam couldn't even look at me like he used to. I knew it was killing him to see me be this way, but I didn't care, my life is gone, everything is gone, I'm gone.

So now we start our new adventure London here we come…

Hope you all enjoyed this chapter. I know that it involved a rape scene but I wanted to show how manipulative Seamus really is and how Abigail really didn't care much as to what happened to her daughter. Don't worry Spike will be showing up very very very soon! but I wanted to give you all a perspective of Sara's life before she meets Spike. I promise things are going to lighten up in the next chapter. Thanks for the adds and the reviews! Please keep them up they really do motivate me to continue the story.