A/N: Its the moment you have all been waiting for...the lemon, lol. Hope you like it and seeing as it took me a long time to get this chapter done, I would really really really like at LEAST 10 reviews. I'm sure you guys can do it, I have faith in you!

I awoke the next morning, as usual to a text message from Alice. I unwillingly rolled over and sent her a reply before heading to the shower. In order to save myself another headache from Alice, I dressed in some of the clothes she had insisted on buying me and straightened my hair. I put on a thin layer of makeup and took my stuff downstairs. I had managed to accomplish all this with impressive speed, and had time to actually make myself a decent breakfast. Once I was finished eating I washed my dishes and headed for the door, knowing that there was only a matter of minutes until Alice arrived.

I noticed as I attempted to zip up my jacket that my hands were shaking, in fact it felt as though my entire body was vibrating. I was nervous about my after school plans, and my body was giving me away. I was trying desperately to think of a way to explain this to Alice, without spilling out the truth, when I heard her honk the horn. I walked slowly out the door, locking it behind me, and got into her car.

"Bella are you alright?!?!" she demanded as I got in

"Yeah" I said "Why?"

"Oh I just thought that maybe you fell and hit your head. You're wearing the clothes I got you, make up AND you did your hair"

"Oh ha ha Alice, you're just so amusing" I said, rolling my eyes "I figured it would make you happy"

"Hells yes it does" she said smiling "I'm finally getting through to your girly, fashion wise, side"

"You certainly are infectious" I said with a smirk

"No, but seriously," she said "You look a bit pale, and your shaking"

"I'm just cold" I said "Charlie had all the damn windows open this morning when I got up."

"Oh" she said

The ride to school was relatively harmless. She didn't question me any further on my appearance and shakes. We made it to school with about fifteen minutes to spare before homeroom. We made our way into the school and were soon joined by Rosalie. We made our way towards our lockers, which we had conveniently suckered some freshmen into switching with us so that they were side by side. As we got our books and stowed our jackets Alice banged her locker

"Ah crap." she said " Bella I totally forgot, I have to be in Seatle for two o'clock, i won't be able to drive you home."

"Thats OK Alice, I'll just walk" I said

"No you will not" she said "I made the mistake so i'm gonna fix it"

"And that means what exactly?" I asked nervously

"I'll just tell Edward he's gotta drive you. He won't mind" she said

"Whatever you say Alice. But it's kinda out of the way, don't you think?" I said, not really meaning it, seeing as he was already driving me anyway

"Nah, besides he doesn't have anything better to do anyway" she said.

No sooner had she said that, the bell rang and we headed to class. The morning passed fairly quickly, and before I even realised it, it was lunch time. After depositing our morning books and collecting the ones for the afternoon, we made our way to the cafe. We sat at our regular table, Emmett, Jasper and Edward were already there. Alice filled Edward in on the news that he would be driving me home, at which he smirked and said it would be his pleasure. He caught my eyes as he said it, and I blushed. Before Alice could notice my now red face, I folded my arms on the table and rested my head on them. Only after I was sure the blush had faded did I lift my head and resume my position in the conversations.

Emmett and Jasper were talking about football practice this afternoon, ragging on Edward for skipping out on it, and Alice and Rose were planning a trip to a club in Olympia for this weekend. I expressed some completely fake enthusiasm, and assured them that I was in. Everybody else was a little more excited then I was and agreed that a Saturday night out would be fun. The bell rang shortly after and we all made our way out of the cafeteria together. As Alice and I were headed outside I heard Edward call, in his velvetey smooth voice

"Meet me at the Volvo after school Bella"

"K, and thanks again." I called back.

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The rest of the day passed relatively quickly. I had Biology, Spanish and Calculus. Calculus was the hardest, I had a test and though I wasn't feeling as nervous as I was this morning when Alice picked me up, the shaking continued. FInally the bell rang and I made my way out of the class. I stopped of quickly at my locker, grabbing all the books I would need for homework and my jacket.

I walked outside and wandered down the long row that was the student parking lot until I found Edward stanfing outside his shinny silver volvo. I'd never noticed before, but this car fit him perfectly. I walked toward the passenger side.

"Hey" I said nervously

"Hey" she said, as we both got in.

"So, how was your calculus test?" he asked

"Pretty sure I failed, epically." I said "How were your classes?"

"Tests all day long," he said with a sigh "My hand is killing me"

I laughed, which sounded kind of shaky. Being this close to him in such a confined space was agony. It was as though there was an electric current running between us, and I had the supress the urge to reach up and stroke his face, which was a huge challenge. Some of the awkwardness was wearing off, just as it had done the other night, as we made our way to his house, talking about nothing, and everything all at once.

We pulled into the driveway of the Cullens house and he parked just inside the huge garage. We both got out and made our way into the house. We walked into the living room and he stopped me by grabbing my arm. He spun me around to face him and instantly our lips met. There was even more hunger and need in this kiss then the other night. He licked my bottom lip, and without hesitation I granted him access. Our tongues battled for control of my mouth and he won. He broke away, giving me a chance to breath and started placing hasty kisses down the side of my neck. He sucked and kissed my neck with fevor, not that it really mattered but I was wondering if he was leaving marks.

As if he could read my mind he said, rather breathlessly "I promise not to leave any visible marks." Placing emphasis on the visible part. As he continued to kiss me, my hands ran through his hair, and pushed his face closer to my skin. With unspoken agreement we headed for the stairs toward his bedroom on the second floor. Once successfully inside, he shut the door and I leaned against it.

It seemed that he was either just as nervous as I was, or just impatient, because his hands were shaking just as bad as mine had been all day. Slowly I felt his hands reach the hem of my shirt, he tugged on it a bit, as if asking permission to remove it. I took his hands in mine and helped him pull it over my head, as I did my body arched slightly into his and I could feel a very pronounced bulge at the front of his jeans, which when my body rubbed up against it caused us both to moan.

His hands came back down my body, tracing the shape of every curve along my torso. His touch caused me to shiver with need. He bent his head forward, his lips headed for my neck when I stopped him. He looked surprised and a little scared, but I just chuckled and pulled his shirt over his head, discarding it next to my own. I ran my hands lightly over his chiseled chest, causing goosebumps. I tried to memorize his shape with my hands, never wanting to forget anything about the way we were feeling right now.

He took his hand off my waist and placed his fingers under my chin. He lifted my face so he could stare into my eyes and then he kissed me again. Slow at first, but the want growing by the second. I pushed off the door and we walked, our lips never leaving each other, toward the bed. Gently he pushed backward, just as my knees met the bed, and I was laying on my back with him hovering over me. As we kissed, his hands started to roam again, this time coming to rest on the waistband of my jeans.

Skillfully he undid the buttons and slid them from my body, throwing them in the ever growing pile on the floor. I pulled his face back to mine and kissed him, hard. I nipped and sucked at his neck as my fingers struggled with his jeans. Eventually I managed to get them undone and he shimmied his way out of them.

In no time at all, the rest of our clothes had been discarded and Edward had lavished my body in wonderous kisses. As he brought himself back up, so that he was level with me, I felt one of his slim digits running over my core. I moaned with exstacy as he slid his finger inside of me. He pumped it in and out with a gentle, but agonizing pace. He inserted another finger and my breath caught in my chest. On a normal day he had the ability to take my breath away, but the pleasure he was causing me was over the top.

"Ugh...Edward, please" I moaned

"Please what Bella?" he said with a smirk

"I...I need you" I said, blushing

He slid his fingers out of me and my body felt empty from the loss. But with one gently thrust me was inside of me again, and it was indescribable. We both moaned, loudly, and he set himself a pace, that was much to slow for my liking. As he moved within me, my hips raised off the bed to meat his thrusts. But it wasn't enough, my body needed to be closer to him. As his hand traveled to my centre, and he started rubbing circles on my clit, I wrapped my legs around his waist, causing him to delve even deeper within me, hitting spots I never knew exsisted.

I could feel the pressure building in my stomach and I knew I was close. I could tell that the pace he had set was more to ensure that he didn't hurt me, then it was what he was comfortable with.

"Edward....you can, ugh, stop worrying......i'm not going to...ugh...break" I said, between moans. He smiled and moved faster. His thrusts were hard and fast and my body was so close to its breaking point. He continued to drive into me and I could feel that he was close to. He applied more pressure to my clit and my body exploded. My inner walls clamped down around him, and as I started to shake I felt him reach his climax.

We were both panting and sweaty as he pulled out and laid next to me. He pulled me softly against his chest and kissed my shoulder.

"I..." he started, sounding nervous again

"Yes?"

"I..I think I love you Bella" he said. I could tell from his voice that he wasn't just saying it, but that he meant it. I could also tell that he was over the top scared.

"You know what?" I said, turning in his arms so that I was facing him "I think I love you to."

He smiled down at me and kissed me again. This time, though there was need, it was passionate and loving. There was no lie in the words we had spoken and his kiss sealed the honesty.

A/N: SOOOO what did you think...Its been a long time since i wrote a full out lemon so I need feedback...on that and the chapter in general...I will do my bestest to have the next chapter out tomorrow...but remember I really really would like 10 reviews

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