I was in my small bedroom in pheonix for the last time most likely, the well-painted dark purpule walls... My round dark colored bed, my computer, my tv, my pictures... I will most likely for sure miss all of this. Tomorrow I am going to live to my own personal hell, Forks WA to live with my father Charlie, police cheif swan to the good people of Forks. What most of you would be thinking is 'Why are you going there then?!' But I have a pretty good excuse, my mother re-married Phil Dwayer, not that I mind him but he is a minor league baseball player so he travels a lot, my mom used to stay home with me but I knew it made her unhappy so I decided 'Why not go to Forks with my father and make everyone else happy?' I probably and by that I mean I will not be happy in Forks, most likely when I get out of high school there I will get a schoolarship to go to an university somewhere sunny in hawaii, yeah that's what will probably happen.
"Hey mom, can I go to the bookstore? Tomorrow it's going to be a long day" I asked my mother Renee.
"Sure Bella, just be back before ten okay hun?"
"Yeah, will do"
With that I got out of the house and walked to the nearest bookstore which was about 2 blocks away from my house, I just looked around Pheonix. I feel sad to be leaving this for nothing else than cloudy, gloomy, rainy Forks, but if it makes my parents happy why not? I opened the store and was greeted by my only friend here Selena.
"Hey Bells! Watcha looking for?" Selena was a short, pale, emo girl. You can tell she has long red spiky hair and is wearing a black and white metrostation shirt, with black converse, and white skinny jeans and a lot of black make-up, but she is a very nice girl.
"I don't know you tell me what's good?"
"Oh I know! Mrs. Russel told me to give you a series just for you to read be cause she was informed that you were leaving and she likes you a lot so here you go" She said as she gave me a big brown box that weighted about 15 pounds.
"Oh okay, well... Bye Sel!" I said arm-hugging her.
"Bye Bells! Have a nice trip!" She said with a grin.
When I got home I told my mother good-night and went to my room and started opening the box that Mrs. Russel gave me. Suprisingly enough they were 4 books and I felt a really weird pull towards them like I needed to read them... So I started with the one with the apple in the pale hands called 'Twilight' Why not give a try to a goth book? Sure, maybe I could get a new style!
~ Next Morning~
I woke up and realized I had fallen asleep after reading eclipse, I still can't believe what a bitch I was! I mean I technically cheated on my Edward! Im so mad at myself! But he did left me... Whatever! That does not mean it is okay to kiss the dog! But more important... Do the Cullens exist? Does my Edward, my angel, my life exists? And if they do... What will I do about it? Will I play along? Or change it...?