If I made some mistakes plz tell me so I can correct them.

THIS ANIME DOESN"T BELONG NOR DOES THE MANGA

I will be using the manga since some of the manga wasn't in the anime. Now and then you will see some anime things

Thks for all the reviews ^^....Amu won't turn Emo(I don't think I want her killer herself)

Chapter 5

Ikuto look at the time. Thirty minutes before the party. Getting up, he walk over to Amu's room. Worry about her, since a year ago, Amu had undergo stress. Stress that has been building up. Ikuto sigh. He was worry that one day that Amu would crack from it.

Giving one sharp cut, blood gush out onto the sink. Amu's face was emotionless. Water has been rinsing against the wrist for a few minutes already. Nothing was stopping her to do whatever she was planning to do.

"Onee-san." Ami's voice was heard outside the lock door. "Party is in twenty minutes." Amu smile. She had taken Ami's problems away ever since she was born. She didn't want to take Ami's childhood away like how her's was.

"I be there. I will be a little late." Ami lied. Ami laugh and ran off. Blurriness had taken Amu's vision. Making another cut so it will be larger.

"Amu. Time to go. Are you still in the shower?" Ikuto ask, slightly surprising her. Amu ignore her lover. "Amu? Open the door Amu." Banging against the door, Ikuto knew something was wrong. "Open. The. Door." Continuing to ignore him, dizziness struck her. Her window in her was opened. He ordered Ran, Miki and Su to continuing asking for her to open the door. Finally opening the door, Amu has collapse and was barely breathing. Her wrist had stop bleeding but it was still open.

"To much. I can't marry Tadase-sama. Only Ikuto." Amu pant out. Ikuto place pressure onto the wound, shushing Amu. Her eyes weren't focus on anything. But it seem to be searching for Ikuto's midnight blue eyes. The eyes she always knew. "Please save me." After Ikuto stop the bleeding, he hugged her tightly.

"I know. I know. So please." Amu's face toward him who held her by the shoulders now. "Don't kill yourself." Ikuto order her. "I will be here for you. So don't kill yourself. Ever. If you die, what about me?" Ikuto kiss Amu as they cry in each other's arm. Knowing that their love is true but a hard choice. Ikuto would hand her over if it was the best choice for her. Knowing that Ikuto would be kill. "We have to live with it for now. Now. Let's play along for now." Amu nodded. She didn't want to, but what choice does she have.

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Amu: 18 Ikuto:23 (around)

The past four years had been toture. People heard that she will be marry at age twenty-three. Maybe have a child after that. She had bee granted a wish. To go travel to a place of her choice with Ikuto only during her birthday. Amu was packing for her trip. They were heading out tomorrow. The whole day to themselves. And the next to return. The choice of the place was Ikuto's hometown. Well just outside of it. Close enough to walk there. Big plans were made between them. Amu smile as the hours quickly pass.

"Is this your childhood hid out?" Amu ask. It was in perfect condition. Even through no one had touch it. Only Utau, who comes here to relax once in a while. Inside it seem to be like a castle.

"Yeah.. My friends hang out at a bigger place now. It's a small town in the country side remember." Ikuto explain. He walk into the other room. "Hungry?"

"Are we going to do 'it'?" Amu ask blushing. "We only reach the third base* so far. This is a good time. Mama isn't watching. No one is. Ikuto look at Amu. Biting his lip, he has been holding back but Amu was right. Nodding they attack each other with their love.

Opening her eyes, Amu look at the naked man next to her. It was a rememberer night. Smiling at the man, she knew she made the right choice. Holding Ikuto's hand, she made a choice. When the time comes. She will become a normal person.

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Amu:21 Ikuto:26

Toamu: 4

Amu smiled as Toamu held a smaller size violin. Growing up, Toamu lost some of Ikuto's facial features and gain some of Amu's. Now, anyone can see that Toamu was the child of Amu and Ikuto.

"Mama. Can I ever be as good as Papa?" Toamu ask. Amu nodded. Toamu was living like a child. No proper lessons. No special food. Toamu had a say in what she wanted to do. "Mama. Can we go swimming?"

"It's to cold to go out. Hon." Toamu shrug. Going back to practice with father. Amu smiled of how Ikuto was bonding with Toamu. Even if his career was filling most of his time. Helping Toamu to play violin. Like him, she was a quick learner.

"Toamu has grown." Ran smiled. Miki and Su nodded. Their job was to protect Toamu until she gets her chara. Amu got up and walk into her bathroom. Her worry eyes set on a family picture. A picture that was a year old already. Queen hasn't given up yet. It has been so long. Five years? Not long at all. But long enough. Amu clench her shirt. She won't let them take her family away from this happy life.

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Years without Amu had harden his heart. Frozen of the unkind environment. Without Amu the older men didn't respect him much. He lost Amu to that masked man. Unknown to him that Amu was okay or not. Nothing work to find her.

"Tadase. Give up." Kukai said. Worry over Tadase being. He was a General now. Rising up the ranks in four years. Getting the promotion last week. News came to him about Amu quickly. -Someone spotted her last week.- -Unknown sir.- All these news were nothing. Excuses, excuse, and excuses. None of these will bring anything closer to bring Amu back. Kiseki didn't sense any Embryo near them. Even traveling won't be close.

— Tsukiyomi Ikuto reach the top charts yet again. In his latest album, his wife, Tsukiyomi Ayumi will sing with his sister Utau. His little girl Toamu plays a short song as well. Mama listen.— A music critic said. — I had to listen to it and report on it.---

— Thank you Ann. Here's a preview on the duet with Tsukiyomi Ayumi and Tsukiyomi(not Hoshina b/c that's not her real last name) Utau.— Tadase look up at the tv. Utau and Ayumi was standing in the crowd with Toamu with her violin. Picking it up Tadase saw she was nervous. Amu's voice pick up the same pitch as the A string.

Aaahh. Wanna see the night

Feeling my skies

Picking up her mic so it lift higher into the air.

The blue dress, yellow tie.

Red shoes is what my day is

Nothing ruins it with my family.

Utau pick it up, her strong voice over took Amu's.

Yeah, spelling it out my wonderful day

The clouds make my day

My voice, my hair

Purple robes is what my day is.

Tadase turn it off. Reminding of how Amu and utau use to sing like that whenever she visit. He had recording of them singing. In Amu's room, she had most of it with Ikuto's violin. He didn't touch a thing in her room just for her return. Nothing was clean, nothing was touch. It was close off to everyone else. Only the guardians can enter. Tadase narrow his eyes. He didn't want take this long to find Amu but nothing was working. Sighing he just decide to sleep on it again.

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How was it?????? I'm waiting for the new shugo chara chapter(39)...anyone else?

Plz review

srry for the short chapter

k for some ppl that doesn't know what the bases are here it is:

*1st base: kiss
2nd base: french(when you stick your tongue into each other's mouths)
3rd base: Oral sex(search it up if you don't know what that is)
4th base: Anal sex(other words, regular sex)

Preview may or may not be in the next chapter

Preview

Amu stood at the door way. No one was going to save her from Tadase. Toamu was in her arms. Looking at the man then back to her Mama.

"I see that's your daughter." Tadase said.

"So what she is?" Amu ask the man. She didn't care if she hunted his feelings. Her feeling been kept in the dark for so long now.

"You know what the law is." Tadase stated. Amu nodded. "So why?" Amu smiled but kept quiet. She held Toamu tightly. "You are the most important person that holds the embryo."

"So?" Amu stated again. "I'm the one who as the last say on the wish. I know what to wish on. Don't worry. It won't effect you one bit."

"Mama. What are you talking about?" Toamu ask. She tug on Amu's sleeve.

"Don't worry. You will have Papa. I wanted to tell Papa great news too. But I guess that won't happen. Toamu. Go home for now. Utau is waiting." Amu cooed. Toamu nodded. She was place down. Turning to run, she didn't stop to look back. "So....It there going to be a fight?"

"Come back quietly." Tadase said. His voice was cold.

"I like being free." Amu stated. "A princess traps me in a cage. For five years, the Embryo has been fine. So why now?" Amu ask.

"In order to protect it."

"Tch. Fine. I will fight may way."