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Chapter 4

Appointment

I woke up crying, I had been dreaming but they were good dreams, or at least they were! Dreams full of sunshine and happy times. I turned my head and looked at the window, yes, another grey start to yet another grey day in the dreary, dull town of Forks. Don't get me wrong, I was really grateful to be here, safe and sound, away from Phil but I was used to the sunshine and warmth of Jacksonville. Sometimes life just sucks!

As I lay there I thought of my predicament and immediately felt the need to scream, it was hard trying to suppress the scream. I had to get a grip; there were more important things in my life I had to deal with other than the weather! Maybe I should do more instead of looking out of a window all of the time or surfing the internet, maybe I should make an effort to do something I might not feel this frustration.

I really did not have any interest in anyone other than Charlie, but then again, I did not know anyone other than Charlie in this godforsaken place. I really did need to give myself a good shake, I had been here for three weeks now and all I am doing is wallowing in self pity and loathing. I hadn't even tried to meet new people or even some of Charlie's friends.

Charlie knocked on my door spoke softly as he opened the door and entered my room, "Bella, are you awake? You have an appointment in 2 hours with Dr Cullen" He smiled at me as he spoke and I sighed. He was worried and it was over me and my lack of interest and energy.

"Oh, Hi Charlie, I'm just about to jump in the shower, shouldn't be too long" I told him smiling at him and trying to lift his worry. Charlie walked over to the bed and sat on the edge. My attempt had done nothing to easy his worrying, he had already suggested therapy much to my dismay. I told him what had happened the last time I tried this so he dropped the subject. I sighed and rolled over onto my back to look up at him, I knew he was trying to do what was best for me but he really had no idea what that was. I don't think I knew either!

I sat up in the bed and mumbled "sorry" Charlie looked at me and before either of us could say another word he gathered me into his arms and gave me a reassuring hug. My safe haven against the world, my Uncle Charlie. How much longer was I going to hurt the man that had become a father to me? I would apologise until I stopped hurting him even if he said he didn't want my apologies how else was I going to tell him that I didn't mean to be hurtful?

"Hey there, nothing to be sorry for Bells, I'm just worried that this might not be the right place for you" releasing me to look at my face more clearly.

"I think I should go to school, what do you think?" I said and he smiled at my complete lack of enthusiasm. I had never really enjoyed school and certainly did not find the "fun" in it! "Its a necessary evil and then I suppose it would give me something to do with my time I guess" I said. Maybe going to school and meeting people my own age would be good for me, I might make some new friends. It would give me something to do at least.

"That's the spirit" Charlie said ruffling my hair as I smiled at him. "Now girl, get yourself dressed and ready to go to the hospital, you need to be ready to leave in an hour and a half. So, if you're not ready I will be leaving without you, got it?" he said and we both laughed. Charlie left and I dragged myself from my bed, grabbed some clothes and headed for the bathroom.

Exactly an hour and a half later I was ready to go, I came downstairs and stood by the door, standing to attention and making a mock salute at Charlie. He laughed at my idiocy, it was nice to laugh and joke around sometimes.

I had been ready for the last thirty minutes, it had only taken me an hour to shower, dress and brush my hair, the rest of the time I spent lounging on my bed not really thinking of anything at all. I had to get the timing right for Charlie, he said be ready in an hour and a half so here was an hour and a half later and ready to go. I smiled when he saluted me back and then we were off. The rain was torrential and it was becoming very difficult to concentrate and focus on the road ahead, I was so glad that Charlie was driving and not me!

We pulled into the hospital parking lot, Charlie parked the car as near to the hospital as possible. We then ran for the doors as quickly as we could, it was a feeble attempt as by the time we got into the hospital we were both dripping wet. People looked at us though we were mad and that we were the only people who were running to get out of the rain! We reached the front desk and the receptionist did not even look up as we came to a stop in front of her.

She looked up but she was not smiling, she asked "Can I help you?"

"Yes, I have an appointment this morning with Dr Cullen, my name is Bella Dwyer" I replied.

The receptionist turned to her out dated computer and finally replied "Oh, yes I see, can you please take a seat in the waiting area and I will let Dr Cullen know you are here?"

"Okay" I said and both Charlie and I headed towards the seated area.

Just as we took our seats Dr Cullen walked into the room "Ah, perfect timing Bella, Good morning to you both" he said reaching out his hand to welcome us both. "Would you both like to follow me?" he said as he opened a door leading to an examination room. We both entered the room and Carlisle indicated to the examination table where I should sit. "How are you feeling today Bells?" he asked,

"Good, I'm thinking of starting school next week" I told him and he smiled at me nodding his head.

"Well that's good. Hopefully you will meet my children. What grade are you?" he asked

"I'm in grade 11 so that makes me a junior." I said smiling at him.

"Oh very good, that means you're in Edward and Alice's year. They are my youngest two. Rose, Jasper and Emmet are seniors" He said I looked at him a little confused as to how he could have children and look so young. He must have realised what I was thinking as he laughed and went onto explain.... "Rosalie and Jasper are twins their father was my wife Esme's brother. When he passed she took custody of them, Edward, Alice and Emmet are our adopted children" He explained and I nodded as it made more sense. I was beginning to think he had started having a family at the tender age of 10!

"Cool, maybe I will have some classes with them" I said hoping they were as nice as their father. Carlisle smiled and indicated to me that he was about to start his examination. Carlisle then asked me if I wanted Charlie to remain in the room during my examination, I agreed to this.

Carlisle pushed and prodded gently before saying "Everything seems to be healing very well. I commend you on taking care of yourself Bella," I blushed at the compliment. "Well I don't think you'll be needing my services any longer and it's such a shame to lose such a good patient" He said smiling and I grinned back. I fixed my shirt and hopped down from the table, luckily I kept my balance this time! I smiled at Carlisle as we walked back down the hall, I was still carrying my dripping wet coat from earlier and it seemed to be making small puddles on the floor.

"Bye Carlisle nice to see you again." I said as we parted and he smiled at me before turning and walking into the nursing station. It was still pouring with rain so instead of putting on my soaking wet coat I held it over my head and ran to Charlie's cruiser. During the drive home neither of us talked but we were both pleased with the trip and couldn't wait for me to start school.

I wonder if I'll get along with Alice and Edward and if I'll have any classes with them. It would be nice to have some close friends for a change, friends I could rely on, friends that wouldn't leave me in the lurch. If either of them were anything like their father then I think they will be very reliable friends to have! I could not bear getting new friends then losing them over something stupid and being punished by them for things happening out with my control.

No, no, no Bella, don't do this again I say to myself, it's a new life, a fresh start, I need to get myself together and be more positive. I have not even met any of them yet and I am already making problems and condemning them!! Get a grip Bella! Sides it's not like their the only people in the school, I'm sure I'll meet someone to talk to during school.