(Bella POV)

Hospital Admit:

I ran down to Carlisle, who was tending to the Mason's flowers.

"How long," I asked.

Knowing what I meant, he said, "By his condition, I think that he will be admitted to the hospital tomorrow and I wouldn't think that he will be alive for much longer."

Knowing that I was going to blurt it out, I bit my tongue, literally.

"Bella, why aren't you saying anything," he asked. "Don't you love him?"

"I do."

"Do you know something that I don't?"

"Yes," I said hesitating.

"What?"

"His heart will stop but he won't die. At least not really."

As soon as I said that, his eyes got wide. He raised his hand and pointed to himself. I nodded.

"I couldn't," he said.

I told him he would and then he was speechless.

I waited days, days until Edward would almost go. As I was walking to the hospital, Carlisle crashed into me.

"Bella, he's not doing too well. I'm not sure he is going to last too much longer. His mother just passed and you know that his father passed two days ago. Come one," he said.

I walked in with him to Edward's room. He looked so… dead. But there was a shallow movement coming from chest. I walked over to him and he turned. I couldn't believe he was still conscience enough to notice I was there.

"Edward," I breathed.

"Bella, I love you. But I'm going to die. I'll miss you," Edward choked out in a broken voice that was barely there.

"You aren't going to die… just… you'll find out."

"Bella, I… I don't know… I don't know if I can do it," Carlisle murmured behind me.

"Carlisle, you have to. And don't say that I can do it. If I do, the future changes," I said to him.

He face was wary. I cupped my hands around Edward's face.

"Carlisle, there are things between my hands that I cannot lose-Edward," I told him, staring at Edward, whose eyes were now closed. I was suddenly overwhelmed by the meaning of my words; I remembered Edward saying that to me right before we, well more like his family and the werewolves, faced the newborn vampire army.

The heart rate monitor slowed.

"Carlisle, it's now or never. Lose your future and never meet me or keep it all the same. You have a great life. Please," I begged.

He was about to die and Carlisle wasn't going to do anything. I ran out of the room, not wanting to see my future be ripped out from under me. I slouched down and sat in front of the door, facing away from it. Suddenly, I heard yelling, screaming, an excruciating bellow. I ran back into the room. Carlisle was attached to Edward's neck. Carlisle was going to kill him!

I ran up to him and tried to yank him off Edward and he turned and smacked me to the floor. Then he looked concerned and was at my side.

"Bella, I'm sorry. That was the first time ever I tasted human blood. It was… delicious," he said.

"Accepted. Is he being transformed," I asked.

"Yes, two to three days and you can live happily ever after with him."

"Unfortunately not. More like eighty years before I meet him."

And then I felt lighter. I looked down and my body was evaporating.

"Bella, what's happening," Carlisle asked.

"I'm finally going back to my own time."

"Don't go."

"You'll see me again. Just be patient. By the next time you see me, you'll have a wife and children."

As I evaporated even more I "floated" over to Edward and kissed him lightly.

Carlisle was looking weary.

"I love you Carlisle. I'll see you in eighty years or so," I said as I finally evaporated into thin air.

On my way back, I floated through every year of Edward's life. He was so lonely. Until 2005, I got to watch him and I meet and every moment of us. Then I saw what I was afraid of; the six months he was gone. He traveled around, always in the same clothes. He looked like he was incapable of anything. I saw everything; when I saved him, when he proposed, when I accepted, when we got married, our honeymoon, when I was changed.

I was suddenly thrown out of the picture, to the floor. Edward wasn't there. I looked at his calendar. It said June 19. How did it go back in time? I knew what I wanted to do, what I had to do. I stood up and grabbed the picture. I took the picture out of the frame and replaced it with one of Edward and me. As I ran downstairs with the picture, Edward saw me. I sprinted passed him and then hid the picture, when I came back, I embraced him. He welcomed me lovingly and then I kissed him.

I was sure that he didn't remember any of his past with me.

"Edward, I'm going to sound like a loon for asking this but, do you for any reason remember me in your 'first' life," I asked him and he raised his eyebrows like I was a loon.

"Bella, I remember the first day we met in school, the first time I saw you," he replied.

I breathed a sigh of relief. He wrapped his arms around my lips and kissed me. When we stopped, I saw Alice from the corner of my eye.

"Edward, excuse me. I need to talk to Alice in private," I said and Alice's face lit up.

Alice bounced over to me and I ran out of the house. She easily caught up to me and then we ran all the way to the cottage.

"Alice, guess what you get to do," I said.

"YAY!"

"What?"

"I already see that this party is going to be a success."

I smiled and then told her what she had to do.