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Do you know how hard it was not to stare at him? Have you ever had something you wanted so much in front of you, and you couldn't stare at it? He was obviously teasing me, when he would lick his lips. Or when he stretched, the soft skin of his abdomen being shown to me. And I couldn't do a damn thing.
"So Jake, what are you having?" Bella asked me, sipping on her coke.
"Him- I mean hamburger. I'm having a hamburger." I choked on my words. I almost said him...I did say him. I looked at Edward, seeing his trademark smirk grow even bigger.
"I will also have a hamburger." Edward smiled sarcastically.
"Oh Edward." Bella giggled. I rolled my eyes, Edward would say that knowing that he doesn't eat.
I sipped on my coke, trying to block off my traitorous thoughts from Edward. I want to sit next to him, not Bella. We are currently in a booth seat, at an old burger place in Forks. It doesn't get much customers any more, but the food is still great. Bella is sitting in the middle, with me on her left, and Edward on her right. They are talking to each other, laughing at times, and I felt jealousy run hot in my veins. 'Edward is mine. Bella, stay away from him!' I growled in my thoughts. Damn my imprint. My eyes flashed to Edward's, and he smiled ruefully at me. That's it. I stood up abruptly, knocking over my glass. It fell to the floor, splashing soda all over my shoes and pants.
"I can't take it anymore. If you both need me, I'll be walking home." I shouted, my voice coming out unnaturally deep, and I walked out of the restaurant.
I was so close to transforming, that my clothes started to get tighter. My body wanted to change so badly, hairs on my body stared to grow out slowly, and started spreading out on my body. I slowly sat on a bench outside the burger place, and tried to control my breathing. I breathed in deeply, huffing out when I exhaled. Slowly, my body regained control, and my clothes started fitting me again. The hairs slowly retracted back into my body, and I was now hairless again. Thank god. I held my head in my hands, my mind telling me to go back inside and apologize to my imprint. My imprint. I want to kill Edward so bad, I just want to remove his stupid fucking head from his body. With my teeth.
But I also want him to hold me, cover his cold body over mine, and tell me that he loves me. What a joke. Knowing Edward, he will use this to his advantage, and torture me. I wanted to break down and scream. How could my world be flipped upside down in 2 hours? If Bella didn't have us hanging out, I wouldn't have this problem. Damn Bella, damn Edward, and damn myself. I never should have gotten so close.
"Jacob." His smooth voice called me. I looked up, unconsciously eager to see my imprint. Ugh, this is so wrong.
"What." I asked, the anger building up in my chest.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." Edward sat next to me on the bench, sounding apologetic.
I glared at him,"How low can you be to fuck with me like that? I wished I didn't imprint on an asshole like you. Doing that kind of stuff messes with me, greatly, and can cause emotions in me that I don't want."
Then Edward leaned into me, his face inches away from mine. "What kind of emotions?" He asked, his cold breath caressing my face. I tried not to shiver, from the cold, I don't know.
"You can create pain for me, depression, jealous, abandonment...love." I whispered the last word. Edward's eyes glazed over in some kind of unknown emotion, and he slowly embraced me. I gasped, his cold body holding mine, and I unconsciously relaxed.
'This is our imprint.' My inner wolf whispered to me.
'I hate him' I growled.
'I love him.' My wolf whispered back.
Edward rubbed my back, and I let out a sigh. "I'm sorry. I won't do that ever again." Edward whispered.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked.
"Because I'm your imprint. And I can't change that." Edward let go of me. I immediately missed his cold hug, but then he stood up. "I'm going back inside with Bella. Join us when your ready." Edward looked at me, and then left. I felt my heart cry out in abandonment, he is choosing Bella over me. He said he wouldn't hurt me. Yet he willingly is choosing another over me. This is effecting my mine, body, heart, and soul. My imprint is going to someone else. I clenched my fists together, trying to stop the painful howls that I wanted to scream. But then I stood up, and walked slowly back inside. I must be with my imprint. No matter how much it hurts me.
Aww. Poor Jake. Edward just left him when he needed him. Jake is taking this imprint thing hard, and he is trying to ignore his instincts. He has to be with his imprint, but his imprint is with someone else. That must hurt. Maybe things with Eddie and Jake will get better next chapter. Only if you review. Lol teehee. Oh and I need another beta, if anyone is up for it, send me a PM please.