Here is chapter 3! I like all the reviews telling me to continue. Check out my other stories, if you get a chance.
My good night sleep was ruined by my thoughts. I kept thinking of Edward, and I just couldn't sleep. I've been away from him for 2 days, and the effects were already starting. I am starting to get depressed, my body is starting to throb painfully. I wanted to transform and run to Edward. I pulled the sheets closer to my body, my skin was scorching hot. I let out a painful whimper, trying not to shake. I have to see Edward, or I'll...die. I haven't told the pack, or dad, about me imprinting. I couldn't take to see their faces when they find out. The pack would banish me from the gang...and dad, he would make me leave. They all hate the Cullens, except Seth. He likes everyone. I chuckled weakly at that, I wish I was Seth right now. In this position, I bet you he wouldn't be like me. He would deal with it, and still be his normal happy self. I covered my face with my hands, and I felt my eyes water. Am I crying? I brushed my fingers against my eyes, and I was surprised to see that I was. Of all people, I am crying because of Edward. I let out a humorless laugh, how ironic. Yet that didn't stop my tears, and I kept laughing and crying. Then I heard a tap at my window. The sweet smell of sugar wafted to my nose. Edward. My Edward! I immediately became happy, and ran to my window, flinging it open. I could have broke it. Edward climbed through my window, gracefully, and engulfed me in a hug. I hugged him back tightly, inhaling his scent. He gently caressed my hair, and I couldn't help but to whimper. I've missed him so much.
"I know. I'm sorry I couldn't come sooner." Edward said, hearing my thoughts.
"When did you start apologizing this much?" I teased, smiling up at him. Edward smiled back. I haven't seen him smile before. It was always that confident smirk, taunting me. But here he is, smiling at me. My heart started to beat faster.
Edward smiled wider,"What gots your heart beating like that?"
"You." I whispered. I leaned in, the instinct to kiss my imprint overpowered all my senses. But Edward turned his head, and I kissed his cold, soft cheek. I looked at him confused.
"Jacob. Even though you have imprinted on me, and I have accepted it...I still love Bella." Edward whispered. I stopped breathing, oxygen supplied to my brain died on contact. My imprint has told me he loves someone else. I already knew Edward loves Bella, but hearing it from him...hurt me.
"Edward. Please. This is hard enough for me. Don't say things like that." I whimpered, the urge to die filling me. He is making my inner wolf suicidal, if my wolf can't have Edward, it will just kill itself. Taking me with it.
"I'm sorry Jacob. I keep hurting you and I can't help it. If I leave, you'll get hurt, if I stay, you'll get hurt. I'm just...a screw up." Edward said, shame in his eyes.
"Please don't say that. I like you the way you are." I hugged Edward tightly. Why am I so ready to comfort him? I hate being all nice and feminine like that to Edward. It must be an effect of imprinting. I wonder if Sam tries to please Emily all the time.
"Jacob, your thoughts are running." Edward smiled. I blushed, forgetting Edward can read my mind. "Jacob. Have you noticed anything about your scent?" Edward asked suddenly.
"No...do I stink?" I asked, my cheeks getting hot.
"No of course not. You smell wonderful. But you also smell...feminine." Edward winced at the last word.
"Feminine?!" Anger building inside me. No one, not even my imprint, calls me feminine!
"No Jake, listen before you rip me apart." Edward waved his hands at me.
"Fine. Finish please." I replied back, my voice strained.
"You smell like...if you are starting to become a woman. I know it sounds weird, but you are sending out female pheromone. Maybe to show that you are maturing into something...or if you trying to attract me." Edward gently held my face in between his hands.
"You're right. It is weird." I gasped out, my skin tingling from Edward's cold hands.
"I'm afraid that my family might be attracted to you." Edward's eyes were filled with concern.
"You mean they will think I'm sexy?!" I almost screeched. That is just wrong!
"No! I mean your blood will be like Bella's. Intoxicating. Maybe even more then Bella's. You're sending out delicious scents, Jacob. And I wouldn't be surprised if your pack starts flocking to you." Edward said, hissing when he said pack.
"You're jealous." I smiled.
"I don't want anyone to touch you, Jacob. You belong to me, and I belong to you." Edward kissed my forehead. I smiled, my eyes starting to droop. "Let's get you to bed." Edward pulled me on my bed. I layed my head on Edward's chest, as he held me in his arms.
"I don't want you to go anymore, Edward." I whispered sleeply.
"I can't guarantee that I will never leave, but I will be here every night to hold you when you sleep." Edward said, kissing my forehead again. I drowsly smiled, and fell asleep. Having Edward hold me when I sleep didn't sound bad at all.
Hmm. What's going on with Jake's scent? Edward is concerned, so it must mean something. Look out for the next chapter. And don't forget to review!
