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Disclaimer:"Enjoy, people! I'm gonna go eat some chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream. Hehe." S.M.
Let It Go
Chapter 2
Her hands ran across the marred skin of my arms and chest. Her touch was like fire and left a path of it all over my body. She bent her head to press her lips to my chest and my hands gripped her waist. I breathed deeply trying to keep myself from hyperventilating, or fainting.
"Edward, I'm sorry." She whispered.
I shook my head and put my hands on her face to bring it closer to mine.
"Don't ever say you're sorry for something you had no control over."I said fiercely.
Her brown eyes stared into mine. I could see the acceptance in them, the lust and love, too, something I thought I would never be on the receiving end of.
I crashed my lips to hers, my hands bringing her body close to mine. Her shirt was gone in a matter of seconds, and then went the white lace bra. Almost as soon as my hands touched her breasts a low moan escaped her lips. I smiled at the thought of being the one to do that to her.
I squeezed and pulled and tweaked. She was panting hard. I could feel her heart beating rapidly against her chest. I lowered my head to take one of her erect nipples into my mouth.
She gripped my hair as a shudder ran through her body. One of my hands ran down her abdomen to her jeans. I unbuttoned them and skipped my hand inside. I felt soft curls before—
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!
I shot up from my bed, disoriented and I was not happy at all.
Damn alarm! Damn school! Damn it all!
I sat up groggily, scratching my head. I rubbed my eyes before heading to my bathroom to get ready.
It had been about a month since Bella (I learned her name when Mr. Banner called on her in class one day and she jumped. She didn't seem to be paying attention though it looked like she was.) slipped that note in my hand and every night since then I've gone to sleep. I only sleep no more than a few hours but it's enough to have me dreaming about her.
I have dreams where I'm ravishing her on the biology table, in my room, in my car, almost anywhere. Those dreams were the ones that tended to be interrupted more often than not. I've had to take quite a few cold showers to relieve some tension. I sometimes wondered if mommy and daddy dearest noticed the lack of cold water in the house….
I slipped out of the bathroom, grabbed my bag and iPod and headed to my car. The parking lot was only half full when I got to school so I got a closer spot then I usually did. I didn't really pay attention to the time when I left the house.
I parked and then went to the cafeteria to grab something to eat. I bought a bacon and egg on a biscuit with some fruit and orange juice and found an empty table in the back somewhere. I sat and started eating. My thoughts immediately went to Bella. They usually did that when I had nothing to do, or sometimes even when I had something to do.
I could hardly escape her. Not that I actually wanted to anyways.
I remembered the dreams I had of her, the fantasies, and the perverted thoughts. Sometimes I felt like a stalker even though I only watched her in the one class we had together. Her face, body, eyes, voice, everything haunted my dreams.
And I loved it.
Even though I knew I couldn't have it. Ever.
I looked down at my watch; 8:08. Damn, it was still too early. I took a bite of my sandwich and swig of my orange juice. I was going to take out my book to start writing mindless things when suddenly someone sat down in the empty seat in front of me.
And not just any someone.
Bella.
My eyes followed her folded hands on the table, up to her forearms and shoulders, to her slender neck, up to her face. Her brown eyes were staring right at me. It was like she could see right through me, through all the shit I went through, through all my walls. It shook me to the core and scared me, too.
"Edward," She spoke softly.
My name rolled off her lips like honey and I forced my brain to remember the sound.
"Why are you talking to me?" Was the first thing out of my mouth. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I'm a jackass. Way to ward off the only person to talk to you in years.
She blinked at me, as if what I said to her was a slap in the face or something, but then she steeled herself.
"Because you need someone to talk to," She said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
I laughed sardonically before speaking. "Why do I need to talk to something? Why do I have to talk? I like my privacy. It's the only thing I have that no one has tainted."
Bella's brown eyes were looking at me like I was the only person in the room. Again, I felt like she could see into my soul, see past all the shit I had been trying to cover up and thought was covered up pretty well.
I wasn't gonna to lie; she scared the shit out of me.
But then her voice surrounded me again. She spoke so softly that I don't think she thought I heard her but I did.
"I see you."
Damn those words!
They shook me to the core again and I felt traitor tears spring into my eyes.
I looked up at her and she looked ready to cry too, like she could somehow feel what I felt just now. And I didn't want to see that look on her face. I never wanted to see her cry. She was too beautiful for that.
Fuck, I went from a dark, lonely emo kid to a lovesick, sappy, emo kid. Wow, Masen, just wow.
And suddenly I didn't want to be here. I didn't want to see the stares I got or the wide berth people gave me in the halls or the ignorance of the teachers.
I wanted to be gone. Away from here. Away from everyone.
With Bella.
I looked at her again, not even realizing that I'd looked away from her and as if she'd read my mind she spoke, "Lets get away from here."
I hesitated.
She grabbed my hand as if to reassure me and again I felt that jolt run up my arm. I felt my hand get warm and I looked down and touched it with the other to make sure it wasn't on fire. She squeezed my hand and I felt like I would never have to feel like I was falling again. I felt grounded.
I stood and she did too. She kept pace with me as we hurried out a side door of the cafeteria to the parking lot. I helped her in my car and only a few seconds passed before we were on the road to the penthouse mommy and daddy dearest kept at the hotel.
"Did you drive to school?" I asked, suddenly aware that people would wonder where she was since her car would be the only one left in the lot.
I saw Bella shake her head out of the corner of my eye. "Got a ride with a friend. My car died."
I corked an eyebrow at this but didn't say anything more about it. Bella's hand reached for mine and we gripped the other's hand as if our lives depended on it. She brought her other hand up to cup my cheek and it felt so good. I melted under her touch. It was like I was a frozen Popsicle until she came and wrapped me up in her heat. I leaned into her hand and turned my head to kiss her palm, while still trying to keep my eyes in the road.
I glanced at her and she was smiling. I took pride in that I was the one making her do that.
We made it to the hotel and a valet took my car. I grasped Bella's hand in mine, not liking even the smallest space between us, as we made our way into the lobby. The staff gasped and murmured to each as I strolled in but I ignored them. I got a few 'Hello's and 'Good Morning, Mr. Masen's as we walked to the elevator and I nodded at them.
It wasn't the first I came in on a random day by myself. The staff could tell Mr. and Mrs. Sadist if they wanted too. It wasn't like they would do anything to me. Or could do anything more to me….
When we got inside the elevator I pushed the button for the top floor and leaned back against the wall. Bella stood in front of me. She had a slight smile on her lips. She reached up placed her hands on my chest and leaned into me. I wrapped my arms around and reveled in the warmth she radiated. I had never felt such warmth. It felt like I was on fire again and I looked down to see if I was charred but I wasn't. I was met with the beautiful pools of chocolate that could see me.
Bella leaned up and I leaned down. Our lips met in an earth shattering kiss that had me visibly shaking. Those lips were softer than my dreams that made them. They tasted like…I couldn't even think of a word to describe what they tasted like, except that it was just Bella.
The kiss was passionate, warming, exciting, astonishing, and plenty other adjectives that I couldn't think of at the moment because my mind was completely filled with Bella.
All the darkness, hate, sorrow and self loathing that surrounded me was suddenly washed away by this…this….this wonderful girl who see me.
Our tongues battled for dominance, our teeth clashed, and our hands gripped at whatever they could reach. I never felt so alive.
My hands settled on her lower back and a groan escaped me when she grounded against my now painful erection. I could feel her lips smile against mine and just as I was about get some payback for her sneakiness the elevator dinged and the doors opened.
It seemed like it was forever we were in that elevator but only a few minutes at most. I smiled a real smile at her and took her hand as I walked out the elevator and into something I knew would change me for the rest of my life.
And I couldn't wait.
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