Sorry for taking forever to update. My life has been hectic. I had exams and new classes and college stuff to take care of. My granddad's in the hospital and my boyfriend's dad was also in the hospital. Both of them are having heart problems. My internet and both my computers have been messing up alot lately and I've just got them fixed. RL has just been a little crazy. I also had some writer's block going on.
As usual I give much love to LSR who beta'd this. Without her I'd be lost. She kept me going when I just wanted to throw down my pencil and stop writing because I was so stressed out. I love you lots!!!
S.M. is currently on vacation so she won't be doing the disclaimer tonight. I will! Yay me! Lol.
Disclaimer: S. Meyer owns Twilight. I own a bookshelf that doesn't have enough space for all my books.
EPOV
I gazed down at her face as her head rested on my chest. Her breathing was slow and steady. One of her arms was thrown across my chest and one of mine was around her shoulders. I never thought I would see this day. I never thought I would actually have someone in my bed. Everyone had deemed me an outcast and I gladly accepted it, but she hadn't.
Bella.
It still blew my mind. The day we've had…I shook my head slightly. The movement brought my nose closer to her hair and I breathed it in. It smelled like strawberries. I loved that smell. Bella titled her head some in my direction, as if she knew my lips were in her hair. Her body shifted as she brought a leg in between mine and almost pulled herself atop me.
I groaned as I felt her nipples against my chest and her warm center was closer to my cock.
Damnit.
I didn't want to be rude by trying to move her and waking her up and I wasn't sure if waking her up the way I wanted to wake her up was a good idea or not…
Then she moaned.
And I couldn't resist.
I lightly turned her so she was on her back; her beautiful body exposed and laid out for me. I kissed down her neck, nibbling on the place where her shoulder met her neck. I could feel her heart beat increase under my lips and I wondered if she thought she was dreaming as my hands moved of their own accord, sliding down her sides to her hips.
My lips continued their path down her chest. I sucked on each of her nipples, making sure to pay each one the same amount of attention. Bella's hands started to move and her breathing picked up. I wondered again if she still thought she was dreaming. I kissed down her flat stomach to dip my tongue in her belly button. She sighed heavily at that and I had to smirk because that was now my new favorite part of her.
I continued my way down, though, and once I got to her pussy I blew on it. She shuddered and for a moment I wondered if she was cold but the hand reaching down for me told me otherwise. I took her into my mouth and growled loudly at the taste of her. At this her eyes flew open and her mouth formed a little 'o' as she finally realized she wasn't dreaming and that this was quite real.
I continued to lick, nibble, bite, and suck on her until her body was writhing, her moans were loud enough to bother a few neighbors, her hands wouldn't let go of my hair and she couldn't control the movement of her hips. I knew she was close when her legs started to shake and she let go of my hair to grab onto the sheets. She all but screamed my name when I unceremoniously thrust two fingers inside her and she came. I lapped up all that she had to give me, made sure I got every last drop like it was my last meal.
Is it wrong to think I'm becoming slightly obsessed and it hasn't even been twenty-four hours?
I decided not to dwell on that because Bella was coming to and if the sight of her splayed out on my bed, trying to catch her breath after I made her come with just my mouth, wasn't the most beautiful thing my dark world has ever seen, then I don't know what was.
"Edward…" She breathed.
A smile graced my face. I loved the way my name rolled off her lips. It felt like a caress.
I crawled up her body, placing kisses anywhere I saw fit. When I reached her face she grabbed it between her two hands and kissed me hard. I knew she could taste herself on me and I was ready to pull back in case she felt disgusted but she didn't. She just moaned into my mouth and wrapped her fingers in my hair.
"If I could wake up like that every morning I'd die happy." She said when she pulled back. We were panting. We were so close that every time she took a breath in, her chest hit mine and her nipples were still hard.
I grinned then groaned.
"If I could wake you up like that every morning I'd be happy."
She smiled a beaming smile at me and it made my chest warm to think that I could actually make her smile after spending my whole life making everybody angry. I know I haven't known her that long, but after this extremely short amount of time, it feels like I've known her forever. Or at least something close to it.
I leaned down and kissed her already swollen lips, again delighting in the fact that I did that to her. I turned to lie on my side as I drew her to my chest. I could feel every line of her body against mine and fuck if it didn't make me horny as hell.
Bella nuzzled her face in my neck. I could feel her breath across my collarbones and I shivered. I kissed her hair. We lay like that for a while. I enjoyed the softness of her skin against mine and the way her fingers danced up and down my spine every once and a while. I didn't feel like I had to run and hide or lash out. I didn't feel like I had to push her away because of the shit load of hate and resentment that built up all my life.
I felt…peaceful.
I gazed out the window at the setting sun. It was the first time I'd ever seen it, ever took the time to sit and look out the window. I nudged Bella, to get her to turn over and look and when she did, she gasped.
I watched her face, an open book. She was amazed by it and it surprised me that she'd never seen it either.
"It's beautiful," She whispered.
"I know," My voice sounded strange to my ears; heavy, deep and full of emotion. Bella turned her head to look at me and I knew she knew I was talking about her and not the sight outside.
She leaned in and kissed me, long and slow.
Fuck, I love her lips.
But when she pulled back her eyes reminded me of something she'd said when we were in the living room.
I voiced my thought.
"What did you mean, back in the living room?"
Her eyes widened and I held my breath as I waited for her to speak.
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