Major angst in this chapter. And something bad is going to happen. Skip if you want to, I warned ya.
I have no regrets.
Yeah, in the beginning, I was a little pissed off that I imprinted on my mortal enemy.
I was more pissed off, when at first he denied me for another.
And the one thing that pissed me off the most, was when I started that whole man-period cycle. Yeah, it may be because I imprinted.
But still, its a little fucked up.
Yet, I wouldn't trade that for anything.
I found my soul mate, and I thought that would never happen to me.
And to be able to create a family, that is a really beautiful thing.
Ugh, I hate getting all sentimental and shit.
....Well, there is one thing that I regret.
I never told him I love him.
I wish I did before this mess happened.
I love you, Edward, and I hope you know that.
Never forget.
The pound of my head brought me back to world.
So much pain, my head seemed to be splitting in two.
I was somewhere bright, for the light danced on my eyelids. So, I opened my eyes.
A room, filled with windows.
White walls, white bed, white carpet.
Pure, was the word that popped into my mind.
I tried to wipe the sleep from my eyes, but found my arms tied to the headboard of the bed.
My legs were free.
Where the hell am I?
"You're awake." Erin walked in the room, holding breakfast in a tray.
"Why am I tied up?"
"Because you could escape." He said nonchalantly, and sat at the foot of the bed.
I watched him as he poured syrup on a plate of waffles, and cut them up.
"Are you hungry?" He asked.
As much as I wanted to say, "Fuck no. Let me go, so I can kick your ass", I couldn't pass up the chance of food.
I was fucking hungry.
I nodded slowly, and he fed me a piece of waffle.
It continued on for about 5 minutes, and eventually, all the food was gone.
"Would you like some of the orange juice?"
"Yes."
He poured the juice into my mouth, and stopped after 5 seconds.
Out of affection, he wiped the remains of juice off my lips with his index finger.
I coiled back.
"Jacob....I want to be with you. Why is that so bad?"
"I don't like you, I won't ever love you, so why can't you see that?" My voice rose, frustration getting the better of me.
I have my reasons to be frustrated, obviously.
"Can I tell you what happened between Muse and I?"
I didn't reply back to his question.
"I loved Muse, with all my heart. I tried everything I could to make him see that. Yet, his heart was stolen by a stupid vampire, a vampire that had his own family. Do you understand the hurt I felt, knowing that Muse lusted for him, when he could have everything with me?" Erin stared at me with smoldering eyes, and I flinched from them.
".......Fate and love works in mysterious ways. Sometimes it fucks with your head. But in the end, what's done is done. And when it comes to love, you can't really control it. You can't help who you love." I smiled weakly at the words that Carlisle told me. Maybe these words will help Erin understand.
"I want you to have my children." Ok, maybe the words didn't help.
"I'm not having your damn children, so you can forget about that shit." I spit out at Erin.
"You know what, I am the fastest wolf in my pack. And with the help of my pack, they distracted your vamp coven. So it could take hours for them to find you. Not to mention, your little human, Bella, is in the care of my pack brothers. You wouldn't want her to get hurt, would you?" Erin smirked at me, and I felt my blood run cold.
"You better not let them hurt Bella, or I swear I will rip your fucking throat out, and watch you choke on your own dirty blood!" I snarled, baring my teeth.
Erin pulled out a cell phone from his pocket, and quickly dialed a number.
"Hey, let me speak to Bella." He said to the person on the other line. Then he put it on speakerphone.
"Hello?" Bella's shaky voice blasted from the phone.
"Bella!! Are you alright?!" I shouted, straining my arms to get closer to the phone.
"Oh god, Jake, please save me!! Please, they have my tied up, and they keep on talking about how much fun they're going to have with me-" She cried, and then I heard someone yell, "Shut the fuck up!", and Bella let out a yelp.
"Bella, I swear I'm going to save you, just hold on. Just please hold on." My voice cracked.
"Make sure Bella behaves, and I'll call you if Jakey Poo refuses my love. You can have all the fun with Bells if he does." Erin smiled, and hanged up the phone.
I sat there, blank, as Erin's words played through my head.
Refuses his love? Is he going to rape me, or something?
"Jacob, now is the time. I'm going to claim you, my love." Erin grinned, and leaned down to kiss my lips.
"No!" I scream was muffled by his lips.
"Remember, you don't want Bella to get hurt." He whispered against my skin.
Bella, I don't want you to pay the price for what Erin is going to do to me.
You weren't suppose to be here, and I wished I never involved you.
Not only did I take Edward from you, but now I might end up getting you raped.
I have to make a sacrifice.
"Fine, get it over with." I glared at him, and his eyes doubled in size.
"Good, you are a nice friend." Erin pulled my shredded pants down, along with his.
His hands went to my waist, pushing me close to him.
I never imagined my first time like this.
I never wanted to imagine my first time like this.
His hands went in between my legs, moving them apart.
I looked down at his rock solid cock, and I felt bile collect in my throat.
Please Edward save me.
Don't let his happen to me.
Muse, do something.
"I can't do anything, my poor boy, I'm so sorry. Damn you, Erin! Damn you, Levi!!" Muse howled in my mind.
Tears trailed down my face, and I flinched as Erin wiped them away.
"Don't be afraid." His finger traced over my entrance.
I started to panic now.
"Please, don't do this! Anything but this!" I sobbed, his finger trying to push into me.
"Its to late now. You're mine." His finger forced it's way through my sphincter, and I shrieked out in pain.
"So fucking tight, god, I don't know if I can fit in there." He pushed in another finger.
"Stop!!! Stop!!" I screamed, my head thrashing erratically.
He kept thrusting his fingers, exploring me.
"So warm." He whispered.
He pulled his digits out, and aligned his body with mine.
My eyes widened as I watched his shaft get closer and closer to me, until it against my entrance.
"No, no, no, no, no, no, nooo!!!" I wailed, but Erin ignored me.
Then he pushed in harshly, all the way to the hilt.
I screamed, and howled, and cried, tears falling into my mouth.
Burning, ripping pain encasing my body, pulsating with my heartbeat.
I could die right now, I could just die.
Then he started to move, slowly, and then he thrusted hard, powerful strokes, and I could feel blood start to form inside me.
I closed my eyes, trying to imagine myself somewhere else.
Home, in our bed, would be Edward and I. Just laying there, holding each other, and whispering the words of love that we have for each other. Just us, no one else in the world.
Erin moved harder now, and I could tell he was about to cum.
Please make him stop, please make it end.
"EDWARD!!!!!!" I screamed, the loudest I could, and then Erin tensed.
The door was thrown off its hinges, and there stood my savior.
Edward.
I was so dissociative at that moment, that I didn't even register that Erin came inside me.
"You are going to die." Edward spoke, his eyes pitch black, and he cracked his knuckles.
"Edward, I'm sorry. I couldn't stop him." I weakly wailed, and my vision started to blur.
I looked up to the ceiling, the bright white flashing before my eyes.
How ironic that I am raped in a white room, since white symbolizes purity.
I guess I'm not pure anymore.
And with that realization, I blacked out.
Not before hearing a silencing crack, snarls, and howls of rage.
Sorry for what happened to Jake, I felt really horrible after I wrote this chapter. It hit my heart, and I started to tear up a little, because rape is a very horrible thing that can happen to someone. So leave me at least 20 reviews, and send me hugs in them. I need hugs. Lol :(