Everything is fuzzy, super fuzzy, like when your T.V has really bad static. I tried to open my eyes, but they were brick heavy, and they felt glued together. I tried to move my legs, but felt 100 times heavier than they really are, the same goes for my arms. I felt trapped again...I wonder if Erin still had me tied up. Should I just give up? Let him have his way with me again, and try not to fight back.
I wasn't really all that innocent to start off with, but now...I'm just dirty. And someone as untainted, celestial, and beautiful as Edward deserves something more than me. Much more than what I can offer...well that's if I can offer anything anymore.
I'm going to die.
I know I'm going to die if I can't be with my imprint.
It's just how long will it take me to waste away. I can feel tears prickle behind my eyelids, and all hope drain my body.
Why live life if you're never going to see the one you love ever again. Why go on?
"You go on for the possibility that you when you wake up the next morning, you will find your beloved." Muse's voice echoed through my mind.
"You know that's not going to happen. I...I can't see Edward like this. He will never take me back."I whispered in my mind, the words swirling around like angry, buzzing bees.
He will never take me back. I've been taken by another, and something like that doesn't just go away overnight. It stays...forever.
"Silly child, you are still the man Edward fell in love with, and if you weren't so thick headed, you would notice where you are at right now." Muse said, slightly amused, and then he was gone.
What is he talking about? I'm still held captive by Erin, ain't nothing different bout that.
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When I resurfaced back to consciousness, I immediately noticed something.
This room smells different. Hey, my nose is back! That must mean I'm off my man-period. Sweet Jesus, thank goodness. The scent of sweet sugar and forest pine brought me back to the surface. The gentle touch of a hand on my cheek made my head lean up to receive more, and that's when I heard it.
"Jacob, my wolf, I know you can hear me."
"Edward!" My heart leaped in excitement, and my voice rang out strong in my mind. I could feel Edward chuckle, and felt my own lips kick up into a grin.
"Welcome back, wolf. Did you have a good sleep?" Edward asked, kissing my forehead with his sweet, cold lips. "No. But I'm happy I'm awake now. Edward, you don't know how much I've missed you." Tears fell down the side of my face, onto Edward's pillow.
"I've missed you too, please...don't cry. I'm right here, Jacob." He cooed into my ear, caressing my cheek, and kissing my forehead again.
"He raped me, that fucker raped me! I might even be pregnant with his damn bastard baby. SHIT!!!" I screamed in pain, but the only one that could hear it is Edward. Good.
"I'm sorry. If I was faster, if I was stronger, I could have saved you, Jacob. And that's something I have to live with, if this is what you call living, for the rest of my immortal life. I failed you, and I don't deserve you." His lips left kisses on my cheek, on my nose, and finally on my lips. I could feel him shaking, the entire bed vibrating from his body. I forced my eyes to move behind my eyelids, and slowly, my eyelids started to open. I looked around the light green room, searching for my angel, until I saw him.
He moved to the corner of the room in less than a second, and he had his arms wrapped around his knees. He was still shaking, with his head resting on his kneecaps.
"You're wrong, Edward," His black, coal eyes peered up at me,"If God is real, he must really love me. Because he gave me you, and that's the only thing that ever wanted in my life."
He weakly smiles at me, but I can see the love in his eyes. "Hey...what happened to Erin?"
That is when the weak smile on Edward's face turns into something maniacal, a crazy grin taking over, and I felt my eyes widen in shock. He looks fucking loco!
"You really want to know what happened to Erin?" He asks, that grin growing bigger. I nod hesitantly, I'm not sure what I'm getting myself into.
EDWARD'S POV
I lived my life in a fog before I met him. Peeks of real life shinning through like sunlight, I saw Alice's life, Carlisle's, Emmett's, all of them having their soul mates, yet I'm the bachelor in the group. It's a blessing and a curse.
I could have any single, female vampire, and then some, but it wasn't enough. The hole in my chest was still empty, lying right next to my dead heart. I will live for eternity, and be alone.
I should have died with my parents when the Spanish flu hit, I shouldn't have had a second chance.
But then, Bella happened. At first, she was the ultimate meal, the sweetest dessert I could never have. I didn't want to disappoint my family, and give into blood lust like our kind wants us to. But I also didn't want to just let her get away...so I guess I developed a crush on her. She was nice, quiet, and I relief from the constant voices I have had to hear for the past 100 years.
I could have lived life like this. Yeah, I wasn't in love, but maybe it will develop later on. That happens, right?
No...It doesn't. Because when I met Bella, I met Jacob. Jacob the werewolf.
I felt indifference towards him, he could be the one to stop my life with Bella, and I wasn't about to have someone take away the only thing that brought me peace. I need that quietness that Bella brought with her. I needed it.
"He's going to imprint on you." Alice told me, like we were discussing the weather. I could still feel the way my eyes almost bulged out at that remark. Jacob Black hates me, and even then, I'm straight. I like girls, I never thought about being with a man. I hissed at her, telling her that her vision is bullshit, and that she shouldn't be telling anyone that. Because it will never happened.
But it did, and I was actually ready for it. Hey, he can love me, but I won't love him. I don't even love Bella, so in the end the only person that wins is me. I get Bella, a human obsessed with me, and Jacob, a werewolf that will protect Bella when I am not near, because he love me. He'll do anything for his imprint, right?
2 days after him imprinting on me, I couldn't believe my hands started to shake. And then my neck, and then my legs. When did vampires get the shivers? I felt anxious, I felt dull, I felt...needy. I can't be sick, but yet I felt my vision blur, even the thoughts of my family came in hush voices. What the hell is wrong with me?
Instinct fought against me, wanting me to listen to what it was trying to tell me. GO.
Go where?
GO TO HIM.
Who?
IMPRINT.
Imprint? I need to go to my imprint? Why? I questioned. This makes no sense.
Yet...I went to him...and I immediately felt like an asshole. He was crying, shivering, and in pain. I could hear it, smell it, feel it.
And it was all my fault.
So I did what an imprint is suppose to do, I cared for him. He let me in with no hesitation, and I could feel his love for me.
I was scared when I felt love for him too.
Edward Cullen wasn't in love? Is it the imprint thing making me feel this way?
Maybe...maybe not. But I felt it.
I love Jacob Black, and I will fight for him, no one will take my heart away from me.
Now that I finally found what I've been looking for.
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"He's close, I can smell him and the other pack!" Jasper yelled over the wind created by our running. We were jumping over trees, dodging cars, and people, trying to find Jacob and Bella. What if they're hurt...I can't lose them. I refuse.
"There! That building!" Alice shouted, and we came to a halt.
A gym. A fucking gym.
"We see who's muscles are really natural now." Emmett's sarcastic thought made me nod in agreement. The fuck is the gym for?
We walked in, the people working out stared at us in incredulity. Our beauty maybe, or maybe because we're sparkling? Who cares, we are only here for Jacob and Bella.
We run up the first stairs we come across, the walls white, and so are the doors. There are more floors, but we going to have to split apart.
"Go look for Jacob, Alice will go with you." Jasper spoke in nonhuman speed, and dashed off with Emmett.
Alice and I continued to run up the stairs, searching for Jacob's scent. And we found it on the last floor.
"Oh god." Alice's voice shook, her face scrunching up like a human would when they cry.
Jacob's blood, and the faint scent of semen hit me full force. I was paralyzed for a second.
WHAT THE FUCK?!
The most animalistic, primal growl escaped past my lips, and I ran to the door, and ripped it off it's fucking hedges.
There, on the whitest bed I've ever seen, was Erin on top of my Jacob. Jacob's arms were each tied to a bedpost, his legs were free and limp. Blood dripped down his arms, the rope around his wrists digged into his tender flesh. And then I heard the gushing of liquid, and the vial scent of semen multiplied. This motherfucker just came into my imprint.
"Edward." I heard my name, it was as soft as the sound of butterfly wings flapping, but I heard it. Jacob gave me a weak, sleepy smile, and then he closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
"YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!" I screamed, and grabbed Erin, throwing him against the wall. I grinned at the sounds of breaking bones, and Alice held him against the wall.
"What should we do, Edward? Rip him apart, or detach every limb, and then the head?" Alice smiled evilly at Erin, and he smiled back.
"Do whatever...Jacob is going to have my child, so my goal is complete." Erin's shit eating grin is what made me snap. I grabbed his neck, turnt it, and bite into his flesh. I took in his screams, enjoying every cell in his body protest the pain, and I ripped out his jugular vein. "Edward." Alice's hand was on my shoulder. I shook it off, and brought my attention back on my victim.
I broke his arms, trying them from the sockets, and moved on to his legs, hearing the rips and tears of muscle as I amputated them from his body.
"You will never hurt Jacob, or anyone again." I whispered, and spit his foul blood back onto his face. I would never swallow something so disgusting.
"Leave him here, he will be dead in seconds." I told Alice, going to Jacob and tearing off his restraints. I carried him back down all those stairs, and I stood there in the middle of the empty gym.
"I'm sorry, Jacob. This is the last time anyone will ever hurt you." I kissed his unmoving lips, and I swear I saw them twitch into a smile.
I mean what I say...nothing will ever hurt him again.
Hey peeps. Sorry for the wait, again. Hopefully you will like this chappie, and will review. I will try to update again next month.
Peace. :D