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Later that evening Jude had finally made it back to her house from Jamie's porch and finally been able to slip away from the 'Family Night' her mom had planned. She was in her room unpacking all her stuff from the tour. It was getting late but sleep hadn't even entered her mind, she was to wired and confused to sleep right now. Sadie and her mom had both given up on the film they were watching and gone to bed not long after Jude had departed claiming she was 'tired'. I wish she thought now. She looked at the clocked that chimed slowly in the corner of the room. Three a.m. Oh the joy. Tommy would be here in six hours. Picking up her bag and acoustic she left the room silently closing the door.

Jude stumbled slightly in the darkness. Damn people who move the furniture while I'm away, she cursed to herself as her foot met yet another unfamiliar object. She was almost at the front door when she heard a noise behind her.

'Jude!' a voice whispered loudly. Jude jumped and turned around quickly her hand dropping from the doorknob. Her mind raced with excuses as to what she was doing. Sadie stepped closer to her in the darkness. Jude let out a breath she hadn't realised she was holding until now.

'Sadie what the hell are you doing? You scared me to death?' Jude whispered back. While silently thanking who ever was out there that it wasn't her mom who had caught her.

'What am I doing?' Sadie repeated hurriedly. 'What are you doing?' Jude looked at her sister properly for the first time she was still in her silk pyjamas and her bed hair was pretty amusing. Then, this made her laugh more than what she was already trying to suppress, Sadie was holding a spatula high in her left hand.

' I was just heading out for a bit I couldn't sleep.' Jude finally answered giggling still. 'Sadie what were you gonna do with that?' she pointed to what her sister was holding.

Sadie dropped her hand quickly looking annoying at being mocked by her sister. 'I was in the kitchen getting some water, I heard you and thought there was a burglar or something.' Sadie threw back at Jude.

'What were you gonna do offer him pancakes?' Jude couldn't help but laugh a bit louder now.

'Oh shut up' Sadie snapped. 'It was the first thing I picked up!' Jude stopped laughing quickly seeing the look in her sisters eyes reminding her she could still rat her out to their mom for sneaking out.

'Ok, point taken, your weapon choice skills at short notice are marvellous, now can I go?' Jude gestured to the door behind her.

'Go where?' Sadie said with a sneaky look in her eye. Who was her sister sneaking off to meet at this time of night?

'No where just out, I can't think in this house and I need to plus I have to be in the studio in like five hours something now so there's no point going to sleep.' Jude looked at Sadie as sincerely as possible.

Sadie caved quickly as she wanted to go back to bed and knew that Jude would owe her for this any way. ' Fine but I know your trying to avoid seeing dad, he was coming round to see you in the morning. You best be back I can't be doing with him and mom sniping at each other over mom 'letting' you go out.' Sadie crossed her arms dramatically.

'Fine, I will be back before nine.' Jude replied and opened the door as Sadie headed for the stairs. She had no intentions of being here when her father showed up but it kept Sadie quiet for now. She did feel sorry for her mom, if her and her dad were gonna argue, but she really didn't want to speak to him right now.

Memories flooded her mind of the last time she had seen her father as she walked down the empty streets. Back before the tour things weren't good in the Harrison household. The studio was a great escape and pretty much kept her out of all the major arguments, even though most of them were about her. Her dad was well into music like her but her mom never wanted Jude to be in the business. She thought that it was a great 'hobby' but not a life she wanted for a daughter of hers. This being the start of conflict between the parents. Both thought that what they believe was better for Jude was right. Neither even thinking to ask her opinion. Any way it only got worse from there.

When she won instant star, her dreams came true and her dad was over the moon but her mom, not so much. She went with the idea only because she was out numbered but it made life hard for Jude. She had to try so much to balance school and her music career just to keep her happy. As if high school isn't hard enough! Then when she thought things were starting to settle down she caught her father red handing having an affair with none of than Angela, her mom's ex-best friend. Jude was a loss at what to do she never thought this would happen to her. She couldn't lie to her mom, she couldn't say know to her dad when he asked her to. Instead Jude took to hardly ever going home, she couldn't stand to see her mom chatting on the phone to Angela, or Angela popping over for coffee. How could any one be that good a liar?

Any way her grades were awful but her music wasn't so bad. It was her only saviour that and Tommy. She told him most things and what she didn't it didn't matter because he would never ask. He helped her a lot. And Jamie god, Jamie he knew everything. She told him everything, cried on his shoulder and stayed at his house when she couldn't face hers. Then out of no where one day a few months before the tour everything went wrong.

Her mom found out about her cheating husband and lying best friend and went crazy. She threw him out. She cried hysterically when trying to tell Jude and her sister. Jude couldn't cope, she didn't think, she told her that she already knew. She could still remember the look of betrayal on her moms tear stained face. She doubted she'd ever forget it. She told her every thing from finding out to covering for them to her fathers desperate promises and begging. That's when she hated her father. He had made her do this. Made her lie for him. She was so desperate not to lose him or upset him. She was so scared he would just leave her and their family for good. So she lied. She let it carry on behind her mother's back. Her mom told her she understood told her it wasn't her fault. This didn't stop the endless guilt Jude felt every night hearing her mom cry in her room.

Things were in a state at home, her mom was sick all the time. Never leaving her room. She was depressed and angry. Sadie wasn't much of help. She was out all the time, with friends and boyfriends. Jude knew her sister was hurt with their family falling apart and knew she was only out all the time because she didn't want to be a part of it. She also knew that Sadie blamed her if possible more than their father. So it was left to Jude to be at home, try and pick up the pieces. Their mom started getting better, it took her along time to venture out but she did. It was like she woke up one day, no longer hurt and sad, but determined and brave. She had decided that she wouldn't let that man, as she had taken to calling him, ruin her life. Jude was happy about this and from then vowed not to talk to her father again. She didn't want him anywhere near her life as it slowly rebuilt. Divorce lawyers who granted him joint custody of Sadie and Jude however destroyed this notion. Weekend and holidays at alternate homes was to be their future. Before this could get into full swing thought the tour happened. And Jude couldn't have been happier to have an excuse to leave. Especially after what Jamie did the week leading up to Jude's departure.

so i hope you enjoyed it! you will have to wait a few more chapters for more jamie info hehe.

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He didn't hate me…. Did he?

sent her flying backwards hitting her head hard on the concrete below.

'Mr Quincy how ever will I repay you?'