(Plus de moi practiquer ma francais)

Je suis ecrire cette histoire pour le loup garou brun, mais… des autre personnes commentaire aussi?! Mah~ Je suis tres hereux!

Pour vous mon amie! Je sais tu aimes beaucoup de Remus. Il y a un chaptire tout le moin maintenant. Bon lecture! Je suis desole c'est tardi. Et merci beaucoup pour l'aider moi avec le caractere de Remus. C'est difficile pour moi parce que c'est un nouveau charactere pour moi.

Tout le monde aussi – le commentaires est un option. Et il y a aussi un update tout le mois. Si tu voudrais plus, alert moi s'il vous plait.

Edit - TBW I like personally giving you the links over msn when I write each chapter, its more personal that way. Its like me handing the fic over to you and going "Here is your fic!". To be honest I much prefer it this way. X3

Chapter 3: Sorry

Sirius ran down the hallways after Remus, trying to find him and hopefully figure out why he was so angry and introverted. Because something was clearly wrong with him and if even Sirius could tell then there was something definitely wrong. Because Sirius was one of his best friends, he had known Remus for years now, and as such he knew pretty much everything there was to know about him. Well, with the omission of a couple of things, like the obvious ones.

"Remus!" he yelled after him, trying to push his way through the crowds of people. Muttering to himself as he waded through the masses, trying to determine where his friend had gone off to. "Remus where are you? Remus!"

He had spotted him, after watching him storm out of the great hall and listen to his swearing, running off and turning the corner to get away from the dispersing crowds.

Sirius managed to find him there. He was sitting in an empty corridor and slouching against the wall, he looked like he had been crying. Sirius took a few steps towards him, this strange and dark Remus. This wasn't the Remus he knew and loved, this was a different person. This was a stranger. And Sirius was uncertain as to how he should approach him.

"Re- Remus…"

Remus let out a quiet sob as he covered his face with his hand, tilting his head upwards as he tried to choke back his tears. The tears that made him look weak. He did not react when Sirius quietly stepped over to him and sat down next to him.

"Remus, are you okay?"

"Do I look okay Sirius?"

Sirius let out a long, deep sigh. He knew Remus wasn't okay. And he knew it was a stupid to have asked. But he really wanted to know what was wrong. And what could possibly be going on in Remus Lupin's life to make him break down and become angry like this.

"Remus, tell me what's wrong. If you tell me what's going on then –"

"And why should I tell you?!" Remus growled, snarling at his friend as more tears rolled silently down his face. Sirius was the cause of all of his problems after all, all because of that damn Malfoy.

"Because I am your friend, Remus. And you should be able to trust me."

Remus just sat there, trying to avoid even looking at him. He couldn't tell Sirius. He couldn't tell Sirius anything, if he did then he might betray him, and then it would all go wrong. He would get kicked out of the school and then what would he do? Live on the streets?

"Tell me what's going on Remus!" Sirius demanded, his calm and usually quiet demeanour suddenly vanished, as if apparating into this air. Remus knew he was angry, because they were supposedly friends, and friends were supposed to confide in each other. They were supposed to help one another out of trouble, and Remus was only shutting him out when all Sirius wanted to do was help him. He only wanted to understand the mess Remus was in.

"You've been acting weird all week Lupin, don't tell me there's nothing going on, because there is. For gods' sakes Remus…"

"Sirius…" he whimpered quietly, almost whispering, unable to find any words to say to him.

"You can't keep going on like this Lupin. And if the teachers find out you're having this kind of nervous breakdown it won't do you any good. We're all worried about you Remus, I'm worried about you."

Remus took a deep breath, inhaling and exhaling slowly, his breaths still ragged and shaky.

He didn't know what to do. He could tell Sirius and maybe he could help him, but then again, if he did, then he would just cause more problems for him. And his parents had already done so much for him, and accepted him and his lycanthropy. Even though he felt that he was just being a nuisance to them. And he didn't want to be a burden to Sirius as well. He had finally managed to prove that he was capable of looking after himself since he contracted lycanthropy, and he wasn't going to take any help from anyone. He could deal with things himself; he had already managed to prove that, and he didn't need any help to solve this problem now. There was no need for Sirius or anyone else for that matter to worry over him as if he were a child.

"Look," he said, finally managing to say something back to him. Managing to recompose himself again. "I'm sorry Sirius; I was just having a bad day, that's all. I'm sorry for snapping at you like that. I didn't mean it, I was just… so angry…" he sighed again before continuing, making sure that what he said would be a good enough excuse for his outburst earlier.

"Malfoy said some things earlier, about you and me, and it just pissed me off so much. I'm sorry Padfoot, I didn't mean to yell at you."

Sirius smiled at him.

"That's okay Moony, everybody has those days. I'm just glad you're alright."

Remus looked up at his friend and smiled. It was a weary smile, but till it was a smile nonetheless. Sirius was sat next to him, with his arm resting on his knees that were hunched up to his chest. He knew that Remus didn't like to upset people, and he knew that it would have taken a lot to make him angry enough to swear, so he decided to ignore his little episode.

"Do you feel better?"

"Yeah. Thanks."

"Lets go back." Sirius said, getting up and dusting himself off, then holding out a hand to help Remus up. Remus just shook his head.

"No thanks Sirius, I don't need any help." He said, quite boldly, but without being harsh, because Remus Lupin was not known for ever being harsh. Prompting Sirius to retract his hand as Remus got up and then started walking back to the great hall again with Sirius, back to where the other marauders were waiting for them. Talking between themselves as they began walking, with Remus having starting the conversation.

"Sirius?"

"Yeah Remus."

"I'm sorry."

"Stop apologising you idiot. I've already forgiven you."