AN: Alright people. The time has come. If you're under eighteen please mosey to the end of ch to catch notes. There are citrusy things going about here. I am earning my M

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APOV

Jasper peppered kisses on my forehead and I felt like I was going to burst from the inside out. Everywhere he left a kiss, I felt a spark light my skin sending me into the most beautiful frenzy.

I leaned closer into him and the warming scent of magnolia trees in bloom clouded my senses, setting a delicious fire to every fiber within me and I purred in contentment. He brought his hands up to the sides of my neck and turned my face to his, catching my bottom lip between his teeth and sucking lightly. Just as I was losing myself in him, he pulled back a bit and chuckled at my hiss of annoyance.

"Slow down, sugar, we're entertaining, remember?"

I took a glance around and paused when I noticed Edward was standing at the doorway, pinching the bridge of his nose, his breath a bit ragged as though he were a human runner who had just finished a race. His eyes, although amber in the middle, had a thick line of black around the irises and were focused on the opposite side of the kitchen. Gathering from the expression on his face, I wasn't the only one in need. I followed his gaze and saw Bella on the other side of the kitchen, pebbles of granite hitting the floor where she was gripping the table. Her eyes, fixated upon Edward's, were swirling vermillion and black, and her breath was coming in short spurts. From what I knew of their relationship before he left, all that had happened between them was a few stolen kisses. Edward always worrying about losing control with her, but now, seeing as they were on even footing, I couldn't lie and say I wasn't interested in seeing what might transpire. Now she could most certainly take him on, in more ways than one.

"Darlin', I think little brother is getting annoyed with us," Jasper purred in my ear as he pressed himself against my back. The sheer thought of myself gliding along his cock sent shivers down my spine and a moan slipped from my lips.

I could hear the same pleasure-filled moan escape from Bella as she pushed herself away from the table and began to saunter towards Edward. She seemed almost like she was hunting, slowly breaking away at her prey's resolve until it had nothing to do but bend to her whim. As the last bit of red started turning to ebony in Bella's eyes, I heard a small growl from Edward and whatever gold was left in his began to disappear. She began circling him and then smirking as she looked him up and down. She bit down on her bottom lip and Edward moaned, fisting his hands into his pockets as if to tell them to behave.

As much fun as I was having seeing Edward suffer, I knew it wasn't fair to Bella, given the situation. Jasper, immediately sensing my worry, pulled me in a little tighter and then to my dismay, he sent a giggle through all of us with a small smile. Bella's bubbling laughter mixed with all of ours made it feel like home.

"Pretty boy, at least warn us before you go all primal on your wife. I almost lost it there for a minute. It's a wonder that Alice is still standing upright instead of riding that beautiful face of yours," Bella said coyly. If I didn't hear it myself, I never would have believed those words actually came out of Bella's mouth. Edward looked as if someone had just roundhouse kicked him in the jaw, and Jasper was laughing so hard he was using me to hold himself up.

"Uh, Jazz? Lean on over the other way, won't you? I'm short, but I'm not a countertop. Oh, Bella, I hope to all that is holy that you get your memory back, because that right there is going to make for some interesting times."

Edward shifted from side to side, a nervous gesture I had never seen from him. I heard him mutter, "Indeed," but ignored him when Bella spoke.

"Was it really so different, Alice? I mean, I feel like something is just so… off, like I should be remembering more, but, well, I don't really know how else to explain it other than I think I'm afraid of what I might remember."

I exchanged looks with Jasper knowing full well I couldn't be the catalyst to Bella's memory. She had to have that come back to her on its own time , and as much as I wanted to, I couldn't push her or she might never remember.

"Bella, I think…"

"Alice, I need to talk to you please. Right now." Edward appeared at my side and nudged me lightly, gesturing towards the great room. I obliged, albeit half-heartedly, since I was supposed to be angry with him, but the urgency he held in his eyes told me to follow.

When I returned, I found Jasper sweeping the granite dust and pieces off the floor, humming something soft and low as he bent over the mess. I watched him meticulously cleaning for a moment, stifling a giggle because he was so OCD and liked things neat all the time. I walked oh-so-slowly, hoping he wouldn't sense my anticipation…yet. I slipped my shoes off, and then decided the closer I got, the more I would take off. Jasper didn't even give me a chance to fulfill my plan as he rushed up in front of me, grabbing the hand I was using to slip off my shirt.

"You're cheating, darlin', and you've kept me waiting far too long to rush me now."

I remembered Bella and closed my eyes for a bit. I could see her walking along the backyard, just trying to make sense of things in her head. Edward was hidden, but keeping an eye on her.

"She'll be okay, a little pissed when she realizes he's been watching, but it'll be fine."

"Bella won't go past our property, she promised while you were talking to Edward. She just wants a little time to think. Everything is overwhelming her, but I know this is going to turn out good for her. Eventually, she'll remember it all and hopefully they can work through it together, because Edward's shame in himself is killing me. I'm upset with him, but I would never want him to feel like that. Well, not for long anyway." I nodded in understanding, but truth be told, now that I knew that Bella was alright outside with Edward, I had other things running through my mind.

I pushed off him a bit and took in the glorious sight of my husband. My man. Everything in me exploded, realizing how much I needed him, craved him. I just had to touch. I ripped through his button-down and as each little button clinked to the floor, I drank him in.

He stood there, bare and open for me and only me. His caramel eyes were haunting with so much depth and emotion behind them, a woman could lose her soul getting stripped down and drawn in by his gaze. Rebellious blond locks shielded his eyes a bit, just begging to have my fingers wrapped in them. His beautiful mouth curved into a heartbreaking smile, his bottom lip calling me closer, his jaw longing to have my tongue brush along it.

I stepped a little closer and ghosted over his broad shoulders, down his strong, taut arms, hands that were beyond strong, but I knew what his touch could bring. I took a moment to admire his delicious abs, ripped and defined muscles that teased me into wanting to lick along their contours, down the line of his hip to what lay beneath his low-slung jeans.

A taste was all I needed as I sunk down to my knees, pulling his jeans down with me. I was pleasantly surprised to see he was commando. Every woman in the world may think penises are funny looking, but my man's cock is spectacular, in every sense of the word.

I brought him to my mouth, licking the pearl of pre-cum off his head. The sweet taste of his fluids sent a shiver through my nervous system in anticipation of what his dick could do to me and I took him my mouth in earnest, letting his tip hit the back of my throat. I sucked slowly, letting my teeth graze along his shaft lightly, feeling myself get wetter with every moan elicited. Jasper fisted his hands in my hair bobbing my head up and down in a steady pace. When I looked up at him and could see the way his muscles flexed as he thrusted into my mouth, I almost came right there.

I made eye contact with him and in one swift move I found myself pinned between him and the already breaking table. Jasper began slipping off my shirt, looking at me the whole time as he left little pecks down my collar bone down towards my chest. When his tongue flicked against my nipple, it pebbled in satisfaction of his touch and my knees shook with expectancy as his hand trailed across my stomach, leaving goosebumps where his fingers danced across my skin.

There were no words to explain the way my body screamed for his touch and even if there were, I wouldn't speak them because they would fall flat, not being able to really convey how my heart yearns for his… everything.

"Alice, I'm so sorry. I…" I pressed my finger to his lips and shook my head.

"Now's not the time for 'I'm sorry's.' You. Me. Now. Forever."

His fingers played along the edge of my panties tracing slow circles along the fabric. My hips nudged closer instinctively, praying he would rip them away. He pulled on the seam a bit and started unraveling the fibers as he pressed his fingers against me. I watched as my underwear slowly became undone while Jasper wrapped the threads around and around his hand. Every tug left more exposed to him. I lay there, fascinated, watching him uncover me, stroking me up and down, flesh, then lace, flesh, then lace, flesh…

He slipped his finger inside me, slowly and lazily dipping in and out, circling my wetness around me. He pulled back a bit, admiring his handy-work, and brought his fingers to his mouth to taste me. A growl mixed moan rumbled through him as he brought his head down between my legs. As he licked up and down my clit, Jasper worked me with one hand and cupped my breast with the other. I gripped a fistful of his hair, tugging lightly to have him look up at me.

"I need you, Jasper, now, always." He lifted himself and laid his cock at my entrance, swirling the head around to coat himself with my wetness, and then oh-so–very-slowly-it-almost-drove-me-crazy, he pushed into me and my world went white.

Jasper grabbed my hips and watched himself as he drove into me, going painstakingly slow at first, then thrusting into me hard, using the table as leverage beneath him. With each stroke I felt myself building up like tiny fireworks going off little by little, waiting for the grand finale. I wrapped my legs around him, bringing him in deeper. I arched my back and started touching myself, running my hands up and down my body and playing with my clit as his pace became faster, less gentle and more demanding, asking that I give my all to him. I could feel myself getting closer and I pulled myself up to eye-level as he continued to bury himself in me. I placed my forehead against his and just inhaled him, gulping his scent as I came, my orgasm ripping through me as he cupped my ass and pulled me even closer, emptying himself in me.

No words needed to be said as we laid across the now fully decimated table. He ran his fingers through my hair while he was humming softly in my ear. My body felt completely at ease for the first time in weeks and my mind was quiet as I went through my post-coital buzz.

I thought of Bella alone in the woods with Edward. Had she remembered anything new? I was hoping to take some quality time away with her while hunting and hoped the boys wouldn't be too offended. I drew lazy circles around Jasper's stomach as I closed my eyes to take just a little glance into how my day would unfold.

whew I know! Ima needs me some cowboy in my life! Anyways..

A few rec's if you're waiting around for me

Age of Consent: My Summer as a Legal Intern by littlesecret84

In the Heat of the Night by Lillie Cullen and ChangedbyEdward

The Hills of Twilight a sweet ass colab w antiaol, tara sue me, ScarlettLetters, and Melissa228

Many many many many thanks to Lola Lillie and my fucktacular beta ChandbyEdward for dealing with my nervousness( annoying the shit outta them w questions ...) about this chapter and pretty much keeping me from saying fuck it

To all you guys who are still reading and waiting for me to hurry the hell up, thanks. You drive me

See you guys next chapter

M