I slowly drove home. My mind on Sonny the whole time.

Part of me wished I had never left. So I could still be there sitting beside her.

But the rest of me knew she didn't deserve me. She wasn't the girl I thought I married.

I tossed and turned that whole night, trying to figure out what had happened. We were so in love before.

The next day I went out and went to an audition as usual. I didn't get the part. I couldn't think of anything other then Sonny.

So when I got home I grabbed some chips and sat down to watch TV.

Wouldn't you know that the first Channel was playing old reruns of "So Random"?

I watch her and Tawnie do there "Check it out girls" routine, and laughed despite myself. But, when I found myself getting lost in Sonny's eyes (through the tv! And filmed 7 years ago too!) I had to change the channel.

I turned it to one thing that couldn't possible remind me of Sonny, a new episode of Rachel Ray (I was desperate).

She was talking to some long blond haired woman, the woman had dark green eyes, but you could hardly tell, she was crying so hard.

I could barley make out what she was crying about. Apparently her famous husband left her.

"I thought he loved me!" she wailed.

"Aww it's okay sweetie, listen, I am sorry but we are going to have to move on to our next guest." Rachel said.

So the blond haired woman walked away, still sobbing.

"Okay, on a happy note, our next guest is going to talk about her future and perform her new single!" Rachel said with an overly eager smile. "Please, welcome, Sonny Munroe!"

"Oh my God!" I thought to myself. "She's everywhere!"

Several other thoughts ran through my head. "She sings now!?" and "When did she stop using my name!?"

I was too busy too notice the audience applaud and see Sonny walk over to a table and sit by Rachel.

I did notice however when Rachel said to Sonny, "So how have things been going for you? I heard you went through some tough times."

"Oh great, now Sonny is going to be the poor little woman you got dumped." Boy was I wrong

"Oh yeah. My husband left me after on year of marriage. I don't even really know what happened and why he left…"

"Yeah right." I said to myself.

"But it's okay. I'm over it. Tawnie is a great friend. I have sold my house and we are going to be roommates in a new apartment in L.A." "What?" I said in disbelief . Over it? I mean I had expected her to at least act like she missed me. I know she didn't really, but I had hoped she would at least be a little stunned… Something! But over it? That wasn't the reaction I was expecting.

"And tell me about your singing career." Rachel said.

"Well… I have always wanted to start singing, but never really thought I could…"

She never told me that.

"I had been retired from acting, but when Chad left me, I knew I would need a source of income, so with a little prodding from Tawnie I decide there was no better time to start a new career. So I wrote my song, Today, again with help from Tawnie (my producer also helped) from personal experiences." "Will you play you new song for us?" Rachel asked, causing the crowd to scream in agreement.

"Of course!" Sonny said standing up over to a band across the stage. Everything was set up for her, so all she had to do was grab the mic, cue the band and sing.

Sonny looked a little nervous. A normal person wouldn't notice, but I knew her face so well, I could see she was scared to sing in front of everyone.

The band started out with a soft guitar and soft drum beat. Sonny started to sing softly.

You were the sweetest guy I every met.

I guess I got carried away.

This was you plan, I bet

To just up and leave one day

Leave me wondering why? And what was wrong with me?

But I don't even cry! You set me free!

Then the electric guitarist really started jamming, and the drummer was banging on the drums, things got really rocking.

Sonny started swaying side to side, losing her self in the music. The she continued signing, the music still rocking.

You are so mean!

Just going to do what you want to do!

I don't know how I couldn't have seen!

Thank you!

Now I know!

I wouldn't have wanted you to stay

I don't love you, NO!

My life is better, Today

The music slowly got a little softer as she sang the next verse.

What did you want with me?

Was loving me all a game?

Did you even care bout me?

Oh I'm gonna put you to shame!

She sang to chorus twice more, using her powerful voice, the song ended by the guitarist blaring it out in an amazing solo, I started to wonder who he was.

Anyway it was a great song, but the thing I noticed the most was that Sonny was pregnant.

Okay *dodges tomato* I am sorry I didn't mean to lie! You will begin to understand things, just not this chapter… sorry this song idea just came to me and I went with it instead of my original chapter idea. *dodges knife* Okay well remember if you kill me you will never know!

Jk

Imaniillusion if you are reading this I didn't copy your story (Blast from the Past) I was always planning on having Sonny be on Rachel Ray.

Kaylinwriter14

P.s you wont find that song anywhere else. I wrote it.