My eyes flutter open as I become conscious, taking in the still dark room. There was a sliver of morning light starting to creep inside the room, but I barely noticed all of that, which mostly had to do with the fact that Jake's hand was up my shirt, his fingers softly stroking my breast. I turned my head, seeing his handsome face. He still looked sleepy, and I guessed he had just woken up himself. He gave me a lazy smile, and leaned in to kiss me, his soft mouth at odds with his hands. I brought my hand to his forearm, opening my mind to him.
What are you doing? I thought.
He smirked a little and raised one eyebrow, his eyes raking down my body quickly and back to mine. I knew what he wanted to say then, but he held back his words so we would have some form of privacy. His hand and eyes told me plenty, he wanted me. His thumb rubbed over my nipple, and I felt it grow tight in response. I turned my body to his, my free hand finding his chest, smoothing over and up his neck, sliding into his short hair. I pulled myself to him, my mouth finding his.
Is anybody up? I asked before I lost to much concentration.
He pulled back, shaking his head and adjusted our positions, so I was on my back, and he was hovering almost over me. His hands lowered to my stomach and snuck under my top, sliding it up and over my head. He held himself up with his left arm and his free hand went back to my stomach, then slowly tracing my skin all over. He was in no rush, and I was perfectly content to lay back and let him do whatever he pleased. He leisurely trailed his fingers up my sternum, caressing the underside of my breasts, circling my hard nipples, teasing me. His hand slid up to my neck, his large hand encompassing me totally with just a tiny bit of pressure then back down, trailing slowly till he reached my navel. He pushed up onto his knees and reaching for the hem of my pjs, he slid them down my legs and off.
He didn't move at first, just sat back and admired me. I no longer felt self-conscious about this, didn't care that I was spread out for him, naked and ready. All I knew was that I wanted him, needed him. As if reading my thoughts, or maybe just my face he came back to me, resuming his position with his hand sliding down between my thighs. I kept my mouth shut tight but couldn't control my body at the feel of his fingers parting me. He circled my opening teasingly, one finger just dipping in a tiny bit before pulling back out. I glared at him, and let my hands fall to his shoulders, gripping him to keep me sane. He grinned and allowed his finger to trail up and rub at my clit. My hips twitched, straining forward, seeking out a harder touch. His eyes where one fire watching me, the dark brown pools melted and scorching my body and soul. He lowered his mouth to take my nipple into it, his teeth just capturing the hard bud and tugging on it. I felt my stomach clench as his finger and mouth brought me to that tantalizing end, but as my orgasm mounted closer he withdrew completely.
My mouth fell open in disbelief and a little bit of outrage as he got off the bed. I saw his silent laugher at my expression, but he just winked at me before sliding his pants and boxers down from his body. His hard erection sprung free at once, straining out from his body begging to be touched. He quietly pulled open the drawer from the nightstand and took out a condom, tearing it open and sliding it on. He climbed onto the bed and lay beside me, his hands going to my hip and tugging. I smiled and obeyed, getting onto my knees, and straddling his hips. With practiced precision I sank down onto him, taking him completely inside of me till my hips touched his and I was utterly full, stretched perfectly around him. My head fell back in pleasure, my hair pooling onto his thighs. Once my body adjusted to him I slowly slid up, feeling every stroke of him deep inside of me.
My eyes fell to him, and I loved his expression. His face was open, the pleasure written all over it. His eyes were heavy but on me, his lips parted just a tiny bit. He reached up near his head and grabbed my discarded shirt, draping it across his chest. This was what we had come up with as a solution for my…ability. At least while I was on top it worked. When he was he usually had to force my hands away from him. I braced myself on his chest, giving me the leverage to move faster, but I didn't. This slow and heavy build was intoxicating, it was like every stroke of him was another notch closer, the sensations deeper than usual. When my hips lowered to his he grabbed them, grinding me into him. With the feel of his thick member filling me and my clitoris rubbing hard into him my orgasm hit, rocking me repeatedly against him. I rode the waves, my body pulsating with the deep pleasures of it till I collapsed onto his chest. He held me, giving me the moment I needed to bask.
"Hang on." He whispered, then shifted forward and slid to the end of the bed. He tugged the shirt out from in between us and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, and then as he leaned forward to stand, my legs around him. I was genuinely surprised he managed to do that while he was still in me, but I lost track of my thoughts as he walked into the bathroom, his hard length shifting inside me. He closed the door and turned on the shower, walking right in and backing me into the tile. There was no pretense of a shower, we just knew with the water spraying us and the distance that it would at least somewhat mask the sound of our bodies. Im sure it wasn't the best ploy, if you really wanted to anybody could figure it out, but who wanted to think about that? His hands gripped my hips hard, holding them up so he could thrust into me. I could tell his patience was fast disappearing, the need was taking over, his body felt desperate against mine and I knew he was close. My hands ran up his broad chest and to the back of his neck and I pulled my face closer to his so I could kiss him. He kissed me back, his mouth hard on mine and his arms wrapped tightly around my back. His mouth left mine and he buried his face into my neck, his breath coming out ragged and his rhythm faltered, becoming more urgent.
"Jacob." I sighed, feeling way too much to be more coherent than that.
His arms tightened, crushing me to him as his body froze around me before it shook with his release. I kissed the side of his neck softly, waiting for him to get his bearings, while also secretly thinking it was a good thing that I was tougher than a human, cause he definitely would have left bruises just then. Slowly he seemed to find himself again, then raised his face to look at me. He gave me a perfect smile and I felt my heart constrict, it wasn't possible to love someone this much.
"It is and I do." He said quietly, leaning in and giving me a sweet kiss.
I loosened my tight hold on him as he lowered me to the tile floor. I started to wash up as he disposed of the used condom then came back in. Twenty minutes later we were dressed and heading out into the kitchen. Seth was up and still laying on the couch, his arms tucked behind his head, reminding me of jake. Both the boys where similar in mannerisms, though as a general rule seth was typically nicer, although he was a whip at jokes.
"Hey, how are you doing?" I asked, heading over to the fridge and started pulling out food for breakfast.
"Im fine." He said, looking around almost as if I had interrupted whatever was in his head.
"How's ally?" I emptied the pack of bacon into the frying pan.
"I think she's okay. Overwhelmed id imagine, but she seems to be okay with it all." I felt for him, it must be hard to worry about whether your imprint would accept that. It had always been a constant in my life, I knew from the beginning that Jacob somehow belonged to me, but still I knew Allison, I knew she was brave enough to accept it.
"Just give her some time, she'll come around." I say, but the worry doesn't leave his face.
"Seth trust me, I know her. You are exactly what she needs, and as soon as she figures it out things will be perfect." Just then I noticed the sound of her heart accelerate and figured she must be up. He must have noticed it to cause he got up and slowly walked over to the bedroom door, then knocked softly. I turned my attention to the food and Jacob, trying to give them some privacy. I cooked enough eggs, bacon, and toast for four, assuming they would join us at some point. I wasn't really paying attention but suddenly jake stood up, walking to the wall, and turning up the thermostat. I raised my brow in a question when he sat back down.
"She's cold." He said and shrugged.
"Oh." I said, feeling bad for not thinking about that. There weren't many times that normal humans where in here, in fact it was only ever ally, but of course the temperature wouldn't bother us.
"Im worried for her." I tell him as I turn the burner off and make us both a plate.
"I know, so is he. It's hard, feeling both extremely happy to have found your imprint but being worried they don't want it." He said, taking a slow bite of his eggs.
"Has that ever happened?"
"Not in any of our histories, there's stories of age difference and death, but as far as I know there's never been someone who has denied the imprint bond."
"It'll work out in the end, it has to." I say, willing it to be true. I loved them both, and nothing would be better than them finding happiness with each other, especially since it meant id get to have her in my life. The bedroom door opened then, and ally came out with seth behind her.
"It's about time, I thought you two where gonna go at it right there when im trying to eat." Jake said laughing, I smacked his arm at his inappropriate joke. Seth laughed and wrapped one arm around ally's waist, pulling her over to the stove. I couldn't help but smile at her blush, especially since she's teased me mercilessly about how easily I blush.
"I thought about it but then I'd have to charge you for the show. " Seth said, grabbing two plates and filling them.
"Charge me? How about I just give you some pointers." Jake responded, grinning at seth's back. Seth handed ally the plate then put one hand on the counter and hopped up, sitting on the edge.
"No thanks, I heard your performance in the shower this morning, not impressed." Seth said coolly. I felt my face heat up and was sure I resembled a tomato right about now. Before I could stop him he grabbed one of his toasts and threw it at seth, aiming for his head. I saw ally jump just as he caught it and took a bite out of it.
"You two knock it off before someone gets hurt." I say before turning to him, the disapproving clear on my face.
"You leave them alone." I said before putting my hand on his arm.
Or else you won't get sex again for a very long time. I threatened and knew I had him when he frowned and went back to his food.
"What'd you threaten him with?" Seth asked.
"Celibacy." I said, laughing.
"But you didn't say anything?" Ally asked, looking back and forth between us, her tone confused.
"I don't have to. I can let people see my thoughts if im touching them." I tell her, remembering then that there were a lot of things we didn't talk about yesterday. I didn't want to overwhelm her, so I figured I'd just wait for her to ask the questions first. I touched his forearm again and placed images of our alone time together into his mind. I stifled a giggle as he shifted around his seat a bit. I hear a low growl rumble from his chest before he yanks his arm away from me and glowers in my direction. I know its mean but I can't help it, I love the reactions he has to me.
"Can all your family do that?" Ally asks, looking amazed at the possibility. Seth slides his empty plate into the sink and then reaches for her. I feel myself smile as she melts into his touch, leaning back into him.
"Eat." He says, leaning down to her ear. I stifle a giggle as she looks down almost surprised at her untouched plate and starts to eat.
"No, only I can do that. Not all vampires have a gift, but my dad, edward I mean can read minds. Mom's a mental shield, so she can protect her mind from other gifts, like my dad's. Aunt Alice can see the future, except for the wolves and mines, and uncle jasper can influence the way you're feeling." I tell her, hoping it's not too much information at once.
"Wait, your dad can read your mind? oh that must suck ass." She says. I can't help but laugh at her statement, cause yes it really does sometimes.
"You have no idea. I got really good at blocking certain things out, and if moms around she'll shield our minds from him but yeah, it pretty much sucks. Plus they also have really good hearing so there's no secrets." I say.
"Well now I know why you guys waited so long, losing your virginity where your whole family can hear? hard pass." She says. Seth laughs from the counter, but I shake my head at them both, match made in heaven alright.
"Your honestly just as bad as them. How am I going to survive this." I say, rolling my eyes.
"Sorry?" She says, which sounds pretty insincere since she's laughing. I can't be mad, especially when seth drops a kiss on the top her head and she turns just a tiny bit pink. He's the only person I've ever seen make her blush like that, and im way to happy to care that there laughing at my expense.
"No you're not." I say, getting up and starting to pick up the dishes. She only shrugs but helps me to clean up either way, the boys migrating to the couch. When everything's away we join them, and I sit in jakes lap while he wraps his arms around me.
"What's the plan for the day?" Ally asks, sitting near seth.
"Don't really have one, grandma said she wanted to show us something later but other than that." I shrug, still curious as to what Esme had wanted. She told me yesterday when I had crept over to the big house in search of Aunt Alice. I had asked my aunt if she could see anything on how ally was going to respond to the news, but Alice had only frowned.
"I stopped seeing her the moment seth imprinted, she's to wrapped up in his fate now. Im sorry nessie." She wrapped her small delicate arms around me in a hug before dancing off. That's when Esme had come down the stairs and informed me there was a surprise and she would show us tomorrow afternoon.
"I have homework." Ally said, the lack of excitement was obvious.
"What'd Esme want us for?" Jake asked.
"Im not sure, she just said she has a surprise for all of us and would come get us when she's ready." I said, shrugging.
"You wanna work on your bike?" Jake asked, smiling at me. I loved working on my bike with him, but I looked at ally a little worriedly.
"Go ahead, im fine." She said, waving her hand around as if to shoo me away.
"You sure?" I ask, and she just rolls her eyes at me.
"Yep. Im gonna be living her right? No need to babysit me around the clock. Just a normal day of homework in a house full of monsters. Im totally cool." I laugh at her blasé tone but get the point.
"Alright alright, I get it. No more smothering. If you need anything yell." I say, getting up and pulling jake with me. I give them a last glance as we walk out, and I can see seth just looking at her, his face soft.
We head into the house and down the stairs into the sunken garage, over to end where the piles of parts are. We had already put some time into it this past week, but we were still waiting for customs parts to come. I loved working on it with him, even if I didn't understand everything. He was always so good at explaining whatever I didn't understand and watching him build it with his hands was erotic as hell. I stopped that thought and nervously cast around the house with my ears, but it was strangely silent. I knew Carlisle was at work but the only other vampire in the house was Alice and I could hear her debating with herself over some new clothing line.
"Does it seem suspiciously quiet to you?" I say, looking over to him. His hands pause on his current task of assembling some piece of the motor and I can see him come to the same conclusion as me.
"Where is everybody?" He says and focuses on the bike again.
"I have no idea." I say and he just shrugs.
"Just means edward wont lop my head off for my thoughts five minutes ago." He says, flashing me a little grin.
"Ditto." I say laughing. He leans over and presses his mouth to mine, giving me a lingering kiss before pulling away.
"Where gonna have to find a motorcycle shop so we can get you some gear."
"But you don't have to wear any gear." I say, sticking my lower lip out at him in a pout.
"Yeah well, im not taking any chances with you, besides it was a compromise on your dad's part, you get to learn but you have to wear protective gear." He wiped the grease from his hands on a rag nearby and looked over at me.
"You can pout all you want baby, its cute as hell but you're not getting out of it." He says, reaching over for me and lifting me onto his lap, his big arms encasing my whole frame.
"But Jake." I whined, pulling my best puppy dog face. He smirked slightly but only shook his head.
"Not gonna work, besides I don't see what's so bad about it." He says, leaning in closer till his mouth is inches away from my ear.
"I for one am dying to see you in some leather." He whispers. A slow tingle spreads through my body, running down my spine in a shiver. It was his tone and body that caused the reaction though, not his words. I still wasn't overly pleased at that, but I had a feeling I wasn't getting out of this one.
"Fine." I grumbled, and he kissed my neck, his mouth way to persuasive. I wrapped my arms around his neck, tilting my head back so he had more room.
"Is it lunch time yet?' He asked, pulling back. Just then I heard the sound of footsteps approaching and oriented myself a little more appropriately on his lap, just in time for grandma to open the door from outside.
"Are you guys ready? Where running. " She asked excitedly, her hands clasped in front of her face.
"Yup, we just have to get the others." I say. We get up and follow her outside, jakes hand in mine.
"As long as there not busy." He smirks, wagging his eyebrows.
"Stop that." I scold him, shoving at his shoulder, which proved to do nothing. My foot slipped in the wet slushy snow, and I slid. Jacob grabbed me quickly, chuckling and easily pulled me onto his back.
"It's safer if you just stay there." He said. I laughed, he hasn't given me a piggy back ride since I was a little girl. He opened the door and ducked down, I looked around and saw them on the couch.
"Esme says she's ready for us, where running though so seth you have to carry ally." I say quickly, cutting off any joke Jacob was about to make at their closeness. Ally looks confused, eyeing me.
"Uh, excuse me?" She says, looking at jake and then me.
"That or you could always ride him." Jake says, and I can hear the implications in his voice. Ally looks up shocked at him, and even I can't hold back a small laugh. Jake barks out a laugh, leaning forward with his guffaws. I clamped my arms and legs tighter around him and yelped, feeling myself slid forward slightly, that seemed to register with him and he stood up quickly, still laughing.
"He meant on my back." Seth said, tugging her ponytail affectionately.
"I knew that." She said, her face heating.
"Your face was priceless." Jake pointed out, and she rolled her eyes before stomping out of the room.
"Put me down." I said, and he lowered me to the ground.
In a couple minutes we were running through the woods, ally and I on the boy's backs. I paid attention to her to make sure she was okay, and mom stayed running by her side just in case she slipped which made me feel better. After a while she seemed to relax on him and even smiled at me. I wasn't sure where we were heading but I'd been in this direction before and eventually I started hearing different sounds, ones that didn't make sense in the middle of the forest and then we broke through a line of trees and into a yard where a cabin stood, this definitely had not existed before recently.
"Grandma, what's this?" I asked, looking over at her and jumped down from jakes back. Mom helped ally down and I leave jakes shorts at his front paws and walk forward with mom and Esme, ally joining us a second later.
"We know you guys have the pool house, but it was really only designed for jake, so I thought you guys would appreciate some more room, especially since we have ally and seth now." She said and patted ally's head gently. Esme was always the sweetest and most welcoming of the family. I felt jakes arm wrapped around my waist and he stepped up to my side.
"And we thought it might be a good idea to put some more space between us, so you guys can have a little more privacy." Mom says in her delicate way. I briefly wondered how much one of them had heard before considering moving us out further.
"There's still some work that needs to be finished, and then the furniture can come in. We still need to cut a path through the trees to the road, were going to tie it into the main road to the gate. Once we bring over your belongings everything's ready." Grandma says, looking around at the structure.
"That's a friken house." Ally says, looking a little flustered at the idea of it.
"Yeah, sometimes we do things a bit extra." I say laughing but look back to mom and grandma.
"Thank you, this is really amazing and appreciated." I say, hoping they know how much I meant that.
"This is awesome bells, seriously." Jake says, pulling me closer into him.
"Right now it's just walls and wood, but it will be finished in a couple days. Carlisle talked to your mom and where going to pick up your things on Friday if they're ready." Esme says, looking over to ally.
"Yeah, I can definitely be ready." She says.
"I'll help you finish up." Seth says his arms around her.
"I'd like to go through your room in the house, it's still yours but im assuming you want your stuff from there." Esme says and I nod.
"Yeah, I'll pack up what I want." I myself am a bit stunned by the whole thing, they were seriously building us a whole house.
"I have the plans here, I wanted to go over them really quick to make sure it's perfect." Grandma said, walking over to a neat pile and pulling out a rolled-up paper. She handed mom one end and unrolled it carefully, showing us the plans. It was a little overwhelming, but I at least had practice with Esme's skillful diagrams.
"So this right here is Jacobs and Nessie's room, you have your attached bathroom and we put in a walk-in closet, Alice insisted." She said smiling ruefully.
"The middle here is the living room with the kitchen to the back, that's all open, except for a half bath and laundry room right here on the left of the front door. There's a back porch that's big enough for seating here and a grill. On the other side is the second room for seth and ally, it basically mirrors the first with the bathroom and closet. Both rooms are going to have a private porch." She pointed out every area, explaining all the crisscross lines and jumbled mess that the rest of us didn't understand.
"If you want Jacob we can build a detached garage down this way but your more than welcome to use the main one." Grandma said, looking towards him.
"That's okay Esme, I don't mind using the main one. No sense in building another." He says, shrugging.
"Okay. Do you guys have any questions?" She looks around, smiling. Nobody seems to have any, so she rolls her plans back up and puts it in her pile.
"That's all for now then, where gonna get back to work." She kissed my cheek swiftly and turned, heading into the house.
"I'll head home with you guys for now, do you want some lunch?" My mom asked, looking at the boy's like she knew they would. Jake and Seth both grinned and nodded. After they phased we ran back, heading to the main house. Mom cooked us lunch and after cleaning up we hung around until ally and seth left. I peeked out the window and watched as seth opened the truck door for her, before climbing in and leaving.
"There so adorable together." I said before turning back to him. I slid onto his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I'll take your word for it." He laughs and holds me to his chest.
"I suppose we should start packing up." knowing my family it wouldn't be long before the house was completely finished, a couple days maybe.
"Yeah, we could do that." He says, a slow grin stretching across his face.
"Or?" I question.
"Or, have you noticed that no one's home." I stretch my hearing around the house for signs of my family. A breath, or the shifting of movement but there was none, and I smirked up at him.
"That's true. Is there something you had in mind?" I ask innocently.
"I can think of a few." He says, holding me to him and standing up before leisurely walking back to our place. His mouth was passionate but slow on mine, and my body was already heating up from his touch, from the thought of being with him again. I pressed into him harder, wanting his body against mine.
"Walk faster." I pull back and growl out, but he laughs gently, ignoring my command.
"No I don't think so, I think I want to go nice and slow." He breathes out, finally making it to our bedroom. He puts me down on the bed, stepping away from my body and letting his eyes linger.
"I wanted to tell you this morning that I woke up and saw you there, and I just couldn't not touch you. Couldn't not have you. I hate having to be quite, hate not being able to encourage you when you're on top of me like that." Even thought there was no one around for miles his voice was still low, seductive. He slowly stalked back to me as he talked, his hand coming up to face, angling it up and brushing his lips against mine, not a true kiss but the promise of one.
"When you ride me like that I don't want to be quite, I want to hear the sound you make when you come for me, and I want to groan out my pleasure when I finish inside of you." He pulled his lips back from mine and I whimpered, the sound escaping without my permission. He flashed me a dangerous smile at the sound and moved back in, no other part of his body touching mine.
"That's it baby, I want to hear everything you didn't give me this morning."
He finally claimed my lips, his hand sliding back into my hair and holding my head to his. I didn't mind the demanding touch at all, I craved it. His mouth teased me, his tongue stroking mine the way his body so often did. I wanted more. My hands found their way to his stomach, sneaking up and inside his shirt, lifting the material up and tugging so he would get the hint. He groaned when he pulled back.
"Want something?"
"Yes." It came out way more breathless then I had intended it to.
"Tell me." I fought the slight blush that crept on my face, usually he took lead when we were together like this and I didn't know how to do this, not without sounding like an idiot. He spoke again, his voice softer.
"It takes two baby, if you can't ask for what you want or need then that's something we have to work on." His eyes held mine and his thumb stroked my bottom lip. I tried to focus on his words and not just what his body was doing to mine but I nodded and lowered my hands to his jeans, playing with the button.
"I need you naked, now." He grinned at my words, his eyes showing approval. Instead of waiting for him to do it I pushed the metal through the hole and took hold of the tiny zipper, brushing my knuckles along the hard length of him as I pulled it down. A peak up at him told me he was watching me intently, his eyes moving from my hands to my face. I kept my bravado in place as I moved my fingers into his belt loops and tugged down. His jeans fell to the ground, and he kicked them off before leaning in to kiss me. I put my hand against his chest, stopping him before he got to close.
"Im not done." I said quietly, moving onto my knees on the edge of the bed so I was closer to his height. I let my hand move back under his shirt, my palms skimming along his muscled chest and lifting it up, finally removing the useless piece of clothing. I intended to let my hands move back down to his boxers, but it seems his patience was thin cause he leaned in, taking hold of my thighs, and lifting me to him before sitting on the bed, me in his lap.
"I think it's my turn." He growled, his hands moving to my back, slipping under my shirt, and caressing the sensitive skin there. He slowly slid up my back, and back down, his fingers gentle as they pass over my waist and ribcage, then he finally pulls it up and over my head, leaving me in just my bra and jeans. I try to move forward but he leans back, his eyes on his hand as it moves up to my shoulder, slowly trailing a finger down, my strap caught in its path. He was so utterly focused on me, and he finally unhooked my bra and pulled it off.
My head fell back, and I moaned softly as he took my breasts in his palms, his hot hands doing nothing to cool down my hot skin. He squeezed gently and then stood, one hand on my thigh and one on my back. He crawled onto the bed on his knees, bringing us up to the top before laying me down on the blanket. He didn't waste any time in going for my pants, easily getting them off and on the floor along with my socks and underwear. When I was naked he sat back slightly, taking me in. I was no longer self-conscious about being naked with him, he had already seen it all, but I still marveled at the awe in his eyes.
"Have I told you lately how utterly beautiful you are?" He asked softly. I smiled at him, reaching for his hand and gently tugging him so he would come closer.
"Not today." He finally leaned down, fitting his body in between my legs. His free hand moved back to my chest, his thumb grazing my nipple so it hardened and then taking it into his mouth. He sucked gently before flicking his tongue over it and I moaned, my body shifting under his ministrations. I groaned in annoyance this time when he released me, kissing up my chest instead.
"You are so perfectly, incredibly beautiful, my ness." He said softly, his words caressing my heart the way his hand was my body, slowly trailing down my stomach, his fingers light.
"Beautiful." He said again, pressing a kiss to the side of my neck and moving up.
"Sexy." A kiss to my jaw this time and I sucked in a quick breath at his hand trailing down my thigh and then exquisitely, slowly back up and inward.
"Mine." He said as his eyes finally came into view, his face hovering above mine. I let my hands come up and take hold of his face, pulling him roughly forward so his lips crashed into mine. He wasn't gentle as he kissed me, he was demanding and hot, claiming me as his hand finally found my center. I stopped asking how I could possibly still want him so badly after getting him this morning, it never made sense to me, but I didn't care, not when his fingers knew how to tease me so expertly. He pulled back suddenly, his forehead resting on mine.
"Hands." He growled out. I groaned and pulled my hands away from his face.
"You know that's so not fair, you can touch me all you want but I can't touch you." I put them over my head so they were out of the way of him and pouted.
"Im not the one who can project into your mind. If I was, you would have been scandalized two years ago." I barley concentrated on his words as his finger parted me and pushed into my body.
"Oh yeah? What dirty things were you thinking." I asked, my voice low.
"You know the first time I had really realized that your body had changed was that day on the lawn before we had moved. I knew you were growing up but I really saw it for the first time, you were wearing this tank top and small short outside and it smacked me right in the face that you had curves all of a sudden. After that I couldn't not see them." I don't know how he managed to talk and keep perfect rhythm with my body, but it was time for payback.
"My whole life you've run around with barley any clothes on so I never thought much of it, but I remember one night I couldn't sleep and sat by my window, watching you through yours. You were passed out on your bed, a blanket just over your hips and I couldn't help but stare." I spoke quietly, letting my hand come back to his chest and running just the tips of my fingers down it, not touching him enough to show my plan.
"I drew you that night and I was fascinated by this perfect V, wondering what was under that banket." My fingertips brushed over the hard muscles that I was describing, wondering why I was so attracted to them and before he could stop me I slipped my hand under his boxers seem and took hold of his erection. He groaned deep in his chest and his hand faltered, stilling momentarily when I stroked him, exactly how he had shown me.
"Fuck ness." He groaned, his hips straining forward into my palm. He recovered enough to slide another finger into me, and it was my turn to loose my concentration. I fought the pleasure and tried to focus on my hand on him. It was a game of wills, both of us trying to trip up the other. I snuck my other hand behind him and onto his neck, letting my mind open to him fully.
"Oh your so in for it baby." He said darkly, flashing me a quick grin and pulling away.
I smiled back and impatiently followed, getting on my knees on the edge of the bed. He straightened with a condom in his hand, closing the nightstand drawer. I had my arms around his neck and kissing him before he realized I had followed. He shifted around but kissed me back, and when his arms wrapped around me he was gloriously naked. He slid onto the bed with me, backing us up and laying me down. I moaned into his mouth as he slid easily into me, his hips slowly rocking forward and back. He let out a groan and moved, his hands collecting mine and moving them to above my head, holding my wrists gently in his grasp. I wrapped my legs tightly around his hips, my back arching up into his chest. I wanted more of him, needed more than his slow tortures pace. My hips flexed up to meet his but he pulled back so he was barley inside me. His head lifted enough to look at me as he toyed with me, his hips rocking a tiny amount so he went an inch deeper then pulled away. I growled at him and shifted, trying to get more of him.
"What's wrong baby." He asked, fighting a smile and I knew he knew, he was just teasing me. I tightened my legs, yanking his lower body to me. He was stronger than me though and he only moved another inch, leaving to much space between us. His head lowered, his lips drifting up the side of my neck and he nipped at my ear before whispering in it.
"If you want something beautiful, your going to have to ask." He slowly pushed into me when he said it, giving me more of his length. My hands tried to move for his face, but he held them gently, not giving me an inch to move. He shook his head gently, his lips moving up to my cheek and his eyes finding my own. They were dark with lust, but they twinkled with his mirth, he enjoyed making me suffer like this.
"Not with your hands baby, use that perfect mouth." His gaze darkened as his eyes swept over my lips and I wondered if he was thinking about the same thing I suddenly was. About what my mouth had been like on him that night. I refused to allow myself to feel embarrassed when I said.
"Are you thinking about my mouth on you?" His eyes flicked up to mine, a slow grin appearing, and he pulled his hips back.
"Im always thinking about your mouth on me, but exactly where is it your thinking." My eyes fluttered shut as I focused on the sensations of his erection stroking the nerves in me, but I forced myself to focus back on our little game.
"You know where im talking about." I whispered, my hands feebly trying to get free. I continued, trying to one up him even when he had all the control.
"When I had your wonderful, hard length in my mouth." It was his eyes that shut this time, his forehead resting on mine, and he groaned deep in his chest.
"God ness, how could I ever forget that. It was incredible, almost as good as it feels to be inside of you." His words were gasoline to my already burning body. My patience flew out the window with any thoughts of bashfulness.
"Jake please, move faster." I practically begged him as I arched up to feel more of his skin on mine.
"That's all you had to say baby." He said, pulling back again but this time he thrusted forward, and I moaned loudly. We gave up our game all together and he kissed me as his rhythm grew more demanding. He finally let go of my wrists to support his body better and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. I kept my hands balled into fists so I didn't accidentally touch him, I was not ready for this to end.
He moved to perfectly, his muscled back flexing with every move. His breathing was loud and every time his hips met mine I cried out into the hot air. He was getting his wish, I had no control over myself or my mouth. It seemed to spur him on, his rhythm getting faster and rougher until I was hanging perilously close to that end. My legs where high up on his lower back in an attempt to feel more of him, my hands itching to feel his body.
"More." I gasped as that hot coil in my stomach tightened, I was so close. He pulled back a little, his arm reaching out for something I couldn't see, and he slowed.
"Lift your ass." He said quickly, pulling away from me. I wanted to growl at the loss of him, but I obeyed, lifting my hips and he slid one of the pillows under them. I didn't question him as he took hold of my left leg and brought it up, folding my knee and tucking it against his chest. He watched himself enter me again and it felt deeper, the head of his erection pressing into me.
"You okay?" He asked quickly, his voice low and guttural.
"Yes." I breathed out, twisting my hands into the pillow above my head. His next couple thrusts felt different, I don't know if it was the elevation of my hips or my leg, but he went so much deeper, stroking more sensitive parts of me that I didn't even know existed. My breath came out shallow and load, moaning every time he hit that spot. I was quickly unraveling under him, his hips moving faster, and his eyes held mine captive. His face was perfect, his mouth slightly parted, his eyes heavy with desire.
"Ness." He groaned out, his eyes dropping down to were we met, watching as he pumped into me. His right hand stroked my thigh against him. I wrapped my right leg against his lower back, my heel digging into him and urging him on. His eyes met again, his hand squeezing and his hips slapped into mine with more fervor. He was on that edge also, I could see it in his eyes, the way his body grew tighter.
"Ness." He said my name like a prayer, like It was the answer to everything. That coil tightened painfully, and I found myself responding to him with my own prayer.
"Jake." His rhythm faltered for just a second before he was moving impossibly faster and that coil exploded, the ecstasy rushing threw my body. He thrusted once more and followed, a deep loud groan coming from his mouth. It was a torturous back and forth, my internal muscles tightening around him, and he groaned in response, his hips flexing, and I moaned, my body tightening. It was several moments before either of us could anything but breath heavily. Eventually he untucked my leg from his chest and rolled off me, laying on his back. I rolled sideways, pulling the pillow out from under me. He lifted his arm, and I cuddled up to his chest, lifting the pillow and my brow in question.
"Hey it worked didn't it." He chuckled, shrugging slightly. I threw it up to the top with the others, smiling slightly.
"Id say that's an understatement." He let out a loud breath, not quite a laugh but something close.
"Id agree." He leaned down and kissed the top of my head. "Ill be right back." He said and slid out of bed, heading for the bathroom. I cuddled down into the soft blankets, relaxed and closed my eyes.
"Don't get to comfy, we have something we have to do before everybody gets back." His deep rumble had me turning my head and looking for him, he was still naked but was searching the floor for our clothes.
"I don't think I can move just yet." I said, pulling the blankets up.
"I didn't hurt you did I." The panic was immediate, and I quickly turned around.
"No jake of course not." I said, giving him a genuine smile. The worry was quick to leave his face and I felt bad.
"You need to stop worrying handsome, I only meant im way to satisfied to move." He grinned and came closer, leaning down to kiss me softly.
"Good." I smiled back at him before pulling the blankets up and over my head. He laughed at me but pulled them back down, his grin mischievous.
"Do you really want your dad or esme to find those books." He asked, his brow raised in triumph.
"Oh god no." Just imagining it made my face flush in embarrassment.
"Exactly. Go collect anything you have that you don't want them knowing about and ill get started on dinner." He started pulling his clothes back on and I sighed, getting up and following.