He could feel himself about to gag. It was pressing on the back of his throat, his eyes welling up as he coughed violently. He was struggling to breathe, his nose being blocked, and his mouth being stuffed. Axel pulled his penis out, allowing Roxas to take several large breaths. He gasped, spitting onto the floor, desperate to get the taste out of his mouth. Before he'd caught his breath, Axel forced his penis back in, making Roxas take all of it into his mouth, loving the gagging noises he was making. As Roxas had offered himself to Axel, he'd dropped to his knees, his hands roaming up Axel's legs. But this hadn't suited Axel. No, that position meant that Roxas was in control. It meant that he could choose the pace, and how much of Axel's penis he sucked. This was not how Axel wanted it, and it wasn't how it was going to be. He'd pulled back on Roxas' hair, standing up so that he could thrust his hips into Roxas' face, his hand holding Roxas' head steady. He gripped his hair tighter, forcing Roxas forward in fast, rough movements, making the blonde boy choke. He felt as though he was going to be sick, but Axel's grip on him was so tight he couldn't pull back. He tried to take his mind off of what he was doing, but Axel's grunts were so loud they shattered any image Roxas could conjure in his head. He pictured Sora, still at school, wondering where he was. But it didn't make him sad. It didn't make him wish he had gone to school with him, but instead made him more determined to avoid throwing up. He'd much rather he was going through this than Sora.

Axel thrust harder, feeling Roxas' nose rub against his skin, below his belly button. He'd decided that now he'd been lubed up enough, and pulled back hard on Roxas' hair, making the boy fall onto his back. He smiled at him as he watched the blonde panting, desperate to get oxygen into his body. Axel took his pants off and threw them on the floor, before removing his shirt, unbuttoning it as fast as he could, not wanting to waste any time. Now that he was naked, his body was revealed. He looked nowhere near as old as he was, retaining much of his youth, and his body, as much as Roxas refused to admit it, was impressive. He was tall and slim, but it was clear that Axel took real care of his body. His six pack felt as hard as stone, which looked all the more defined as he had no hairs on his chest. Roxas looked up at him, trying to evoke any emotion, trying to show Axel that what he was doing was wrong, but failed terribly. It wasn't as though he expected Axel to understand how much Roxas hated this, but the sick, perverted smile he had made Roxas shudder, as the fine hair on the back of his neck stood up. Axel bent down, grabbing a handful of his blonde, spiky hair, and dragged him to the couch, forcing his elbows onto the seat, as his knees were on the floor. Axel pressed his hand onto the back of Roxas' neck, forcing his face into the seat, and his ass higher into the air. Licking his lips, Axel forced his hand onto Roxas' ass, in a fast, strong movement, causing a groan to escape Roxas' mouth. He turned his head, looking back at Axel, a tear running down his cheek as he stared into the redheads eyes. All he saw looking back was a man hungry for sex, and he turned his head back to the couch, accepting what was going to happen. He'd never felt so humiliated in all his life, but he knew that this time, it was more than worth it, so long as Sora never had to go through this.

Lowering his jeans, Axel placed a finger at Roxas' entrance, forcing it in violently. He smiled as Roxas moaned, happy that he was just as tight as he had been last time.

"I'm the only one that's had you then." He whispered into Roxas' ear, before forcing a second finger in. He pushed them in and out several times before pulling them all the way out, placing his penis at Roxas' entrance, rubbing it up and down his small hole. He spat on his hand and rubbed it over the head, before roughly pushing in, his grunts getting louder as his pace increased.

"Fuck...Roxas!" He moaned, as sweat dripped off of his forehead. His thrusts got harder and faster, until Axel felt as though he was about to explode. Increasing his pace, Axel pulled back on Roxas' hair, a few strands freeing themselves onto his hand. He thrust in one last time, hard, feeling the warm liquid escape from his shaft and into Roxas. He breathed quickly, his hot pants covering the back of Roxas' neck, until he finally gathered the strength to pull himself away, resting back onto his chair.

Roxas continued to kneel on the floor, a tear rolling down his face, thankful the ordeal was now over. He slowly stood up, and pulled his underwear and jeans back on, before scanning the room for his tee.

"God Roxas, that was fucking awesome." Axel gloated, stroking his bare chest. Roxas ignored him, refusing to look in his direction, not wanting to allow Axel the knowledge that he was beginning to cry; the pain too much even for him.

"Aw Roxie, come on, I know you enjoyed that as much as I did, however noble your intentions were."

Finally finding his tee, Roxas put it on, relieved that he could finally leave the room that had only bad memories for him. He walked towards the door, until Axel, wanting to see how far he could stretch Roxas' temper, said something that made him stop in his tracks.

"I wonder if Sora will be as good."

"What did you fucking say?" Roxas said, turning around, looking at Axel for the first time. He clenched his fists, shaking with anger.

"Well he's no longer a virgin, I presume, not with him dating you. But something tells me you haven't fucked him like I'm going to."

Roxas stepped forward, ready to hit Axel, but was stopped by his phone ringing. He took it out, the number unknown. "Hello?"

"Roxas, it's Kairi. Something's happened. You need to come to the hospital. Now."

"Wait, what? Why?"

"It's Sora. He'd OD'd."

Roxas hung up, his body frozen with fear. He wanted so much to walk over to Axel and beat him so that his face was unrecognisable, but Sora was far more important than that. He darted towards the door, before turning back, threatening Axel. "This isn't over."

As he walked out of the house, he could hear Axel's laugh echoing behind him.

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The hospital was far too busy for Roxas' liking. It was near impossible for him to talk to anyone, as doctors and nurses only rushed past him, ignoring his pleas for help. His heart was racing wildly, and now, in this moment, he was sure he had never been so afraid. Finally, he found Sora's room, with Kairi crying loudly inside, and an unconscious Sora, lying with a blank expression on his face.

"Roxas" She exclaimed, hugging him tightly, although Roxas violently brushed her off.

"What the hell happened?"

"I-I-I'm so sorry! We went to Terra's, and I don't know, I sobered up and he was unconscious, I guess he took too much, I-"

"YOU TOOK HIM THERE!?" Roxas interrupted, holding himself back, having never been more tempted to hit a girl before.

"I just needed a hit, and, and, I couldn't find you-"

"Get the hell away from me," He spat at her, "before I do something I regret."

Kairi ran out, crying again. Roxas walked over to Sora's bed, amazed at how at peace he looked. He was pale, and Roxas noted that, now there skin was a similar colour, they looked as though they could be brothers – a thought he quickly shook out of his mind, incest was not one of his turn ons.

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It'd been three days, and Sora had still not woken up. Doctors had been in and out, asking Roxas if he knew anyone they could contact, but he just couldn't bring himself to tell them he had a mother. He was positive she was worried sick, but he felt that knowing her son had taken drugs would drive her over the edge. He spent all of his time sitting beside Sora, willing him to wake up, but more so, he sat there, looking at the boy he loved, blaming himself for everything. The doctors had told him that the longer he lay unconscious, the less chance there was of him ever waking up. Every hour seemed like an eternity, until Roxas couldn't bear it anymore. He'd caused pain to the one person in the world he cared for, and hated himself for it. It was there, in those three days of silent contemplation, that Roxas decided he had to leave. If Sora ever woke up, he'd be better off with Roxas out of his life. He'd go back to his world of safety and isolation, staying at home, only leaving to attend classes. Roxas convinced himself that it was for the best, and kissed Sora once on the forehead, before saying goodbye.

"I love you Sora, and I hope you can hear me. I know it's going to be hard for you to understand, but you're safer without me. You're the only person I care about in this whole world, and right now, I'm struggling to live with myself over what has happened to you. I need to leave, for my sake, and for yours."

He walked out, not daring to look back, worried that Sora's calm, angelic face would entice him far too much, and make him want to stay.

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He sat in the bar, drinking what he guessed was his third pitcher of beer, a pen in his hand. On it, he'd written a list of the things he needed to do before he left town for good, to never look back. To never disturb Sora's life again.

Get car back

Say goodbye to Cloud

Money

Axel

He finished his beer and stood up, before being confronted by Kairi.

"You're not with Sora?"

"He's better without me." He responded coldly, hating her for taking Sora to Terra's.

"So what, you're leaving? You know, I never had you down as a coward, I never thought you'd just leave him when things got too tough for you."

"He's better without me." He repeated, before walking out, leaving Kairi alone in the bar.

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"Sora!?" She exclaimed, shouting for a nurse. It'd been only an hour since her confrontation with Roxas, and she felt as though her prayers had been answered as Sora opened his eyes, scanning the room.

"Where's Roxas?" He asked, weakly.

Kairi looked at him, her eyes showing a mixture of pity of guilt. "You woke up just in time. He's leaving. Today."

"No." Sora said defiantly. "Not without me."

I reread this, and realised it's very fast paced. I'm kinda hoping that goes in my favour, you know, adding to the tension? Anyway, reviews, good or, well, not so good, are always looked forward to!