Thank you all for the reviews! And DUN, DUN, DUN there shall be Alec P.O.V but don't you dare think he'll be all 'I love her, she is my life' in the really cheesy voice all the actors that play Romeo do! Wow I babble :O!

Chapter 11 – I thought you would die

Alec P.O.V

I groaned following her down the hall. Felix walked aside me and I didn't miss the sideways smirks he gave me. Felix, Demitri and Heidi have been making bets as to when or whether I will get with the human and I can most defiantly assure you I will not.

I glared at her figure as she danced her way through her bedroom door. I followed and Felix headed off smugly, he of course bet his date closer to today's.

I suddenly remembered all the encounters I have had with her like when I was about to drink her dry in the throne room. Or when I threw her into the wall. So many countless times I physically attacked her and part of me deeply regretted them all. I remembered when she tried to escape and what Jane had done to her. This girl confounds us all, mostly because Chelsea cannot bind her to us. And yet Jane's, Aro's and I's powers are perfectly capable of reaching her.

She dropped herself onto her bed, smiling. Her eyes flittered to mine and for a second I was taken aback by the beautiful sea blue.

I sighed frustrated; this girl irritated me beyond comprehension. Like now for example; part of me wanted to kill her and the other wanted me to throw her down and completely ravish her on her bed.

I looked at her, her brown hair framed her face and her eyes sparkled, I so badly wanted her. Her blood and her body. I could imagine her body. I closed my eyes then opened them in shock, I have to stop this. This girl set my mind ablaze. I hated her extreme cockiness and lack of respect for her elders.

She smiled at me, and crossed her legs.

"Checkers?" she grinned at me.

I grunted "Do you even know how to play checkers?"

She narrowed her eyes which I took as a no.

"You could teach me?"

"No" I answered simply. I would not allow myself to bond to this insignificant human.

"Why not?" she pouted.

Oh dear lord! She cannot do that, it is unfair and unjustified to set such a pout on a male. Her eyes glazed over and I saw a twinge in her pout that resembled a smirk.

I sighed "I don't know how to play either"

"What can we do?..." she mused to herself.

She jumped up, looking excited. I sighed, oh a human's excitement, joy.

"I know!" she exclaimed and I watched her bounce in spot. I chuckled at her.

"What?" I said trying not to lay the bored tone in my voice to thick.

"Well, In the library a huge window is facing a large garden. Can I go see it; I mean go in the garden? I won't run, plus I can't climb so I won't be able to get over the wall.

I sighed but not before pulling her onto my back and racing to the library.

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She glided of my back, smiling widely. Her eyes were wide in excitement and I couldn't help but smile at her faces she looked so happy.

I chuckled. "Have fun?"

She smiled brightly at me, her eyes still ablaze "That was amazing, like fricken sex in a bottle"

I shook my head at her and I saw the blush rise to her skin as she realised what she said.

"I-uh" she stuttered.

I laughed which made her scowl. I adored how she just came out with her thoughts.

She sighed at me and shook her head. She skipped her way over to the doors, which apparently she deceived to be windows.

I opened the door and she flew out. I lay my head against the door and smiled at her. She flittered around like a small child. She was at the back of the garden which was far away and she bent down to smell roses.

After battling with my head I decided I would join her. She turned to my direction and there was a look of horror in her face as I began to step out.

She jumped up "NOOOOO!" she screamed and ran towards me. I stood baffled and watched her sprint.

Her perfectly sculpted body, crashed into mines and she tried relentlessly to push me back inside. I felt sick as I saw the tears run down her face. She kept smacking against my chest so I pulled her into the library with me.

I set her into one of the emerald leather chairs and tried the best to rub the wetness of her tear stroked cheeks away.

When I bent forward to wipe her tears she attacked me into a hug. I sat confused as she sobbed into my shirt. I didn't dare move her, I loved her closeness.

"I-I I do-n't under-stand" she sobbed. I pulled her out of the chair before pulling her into my lap on the floor.

"Shhhh, tell me what don't you understand"

At this point Felix, Heidi, Demitri, Jane, Corin, Renata, Chelsea, Afton, Windsor, Clara, Krisha, Jackson and Jace stood in front of us. Many had shocked expressions and many confused or curious.

"What happened?" Heidi asked concerned. I shot her a glare as If to say 'If I knew, I'd tell you!' She shrank back hardly taken from my glare.

Ashley threw her hands around my neck and hugged me to the point that If I needed air I would be dead.

"Ashley, you're scaring me. What's wrong?"

She sniffled and looked at me, she hadn't yet noticed the line of vampires behind her.

"I-I was just smelling the roses and I saw you move from my peripheral vision. And I freaked and ran to you, I thought-" she cut of as she noticed some of the guard behind her. She blushed and looked down. It pained me to see her like this, I didn't want her crying.

I tilted her head up "What? What did you think?"

She burst into sobs again "I t-tho-thought you were going to die"

I pulled her head up again "Why on earth would you believe that?"

She hugged herself to me. She was close but the closeness didn't feel enough, so I pulled her into my chest and buried my face in the crook of her neck not before sending a glare at some of the smirking guard. Jane snorted and glanced away, feeling uncomfortable.

I breathed her in, smelling the usual smell of apples and newly cut grass, her blood smelled like cinnamon and clashed with her apple aura.

I sighed and kissed her shoulder receiving a slight shiver from her which I couldn't help but smirk at.

"Now tell me, why did you think that?" I asked getting back to topic, resisting the urge to breathe her all in.

"I-I thought you- that vampires burn in sunlight?"

Felix burst into laughter which I glared at him for. Some of the guard snickered lightly and I smiled at her. I shook my head and chuckled slightly to put her at ease.

"No well? What does happen?" she pondered.

I stood up, pulling her with me. She looked at me funnily almost as If I was not to be trusted. Which I wasn't.

"Where are we going?" she glanced at our combined hands, which I refused to drop from the invisible lock I had bestowed on them.

"We are going to see what I look like in the sun" I looked down at her and her wide blue eyes.

"You're not going to burn are you!?"

I shook my head and she exhaled in relief. I felt something that could only be described as; weird, unusual, I felt pleased that she didn't want me dead, that she cried thinking I would be hurt, than she ran to me when she thought I was in danger.

I bent my head and let my lips graze her ear, I realised I did this often as an excuse for close proximity. "Close your eyes" I commanded, whispering into her ear. I smiled to myself as she shuddered.

I led her into the garden as the others stood at the door, amusement playing at their features.

"Open" I ordered.

Her eyes fluttered open and she gawked at me. Her eyes were wide.

She set her hand a bit towards me and I could see her battle her thoughts. She slowly eased her hand to my face. I sighed and closed my eyes. Loving the touch of her fingers graze my face.

"You're beautiful" she whispered.

My eyes shot open and I could feel the amusement that danced along my face.

"Is someone developing a crush?" I teased but my voice was dark and sinister, I would never allow her to like anyone. No one is good enough. Where is this coming from, my brains capacity must be fully stored and I am breaching the deranged state of mind.

She glared at me the her eyes lightened and I could see the smug smile at her face.
"O', how can I with live without my sweet love. How will I bear moment without what thy heart desires" she said mockingly.

I rolled my eyes "Ah! As I thought. But O' dearest. You have perceived wrongly as death shall be nigh upon you" I tried to sound like Shakespeare, and yet failed miserably.

Ashley started laughing and I couldn't help but join in.

Once the laughter died down, she stepped forward and ran her fingers over my arm. She seemed mesmerised by the glittery surface and her eyes glinted in a way I didn't understand.

"So you say death is nigh, does that mean you are going to kill me?" she said quietly and her tone was joking, but in her eyes I could see fear and curiosity.

I faked thinking about it "Well, what harm will there be if I don't?"

She giggled and the sound made me feel warm. "I can't promise that after I'm changed, there will be no more Alec..." she cut off darkly.

I laughed and she joined, "Well, let's just say the war will begin when the time is neared"

"Yes, yes it will Commander Alec"

I rolled my eyes and took her hand.

"It's getting cold, you aren't dressed appropriately..." I smiled, and she looked at me knowingly as I lingered my eyes over her body.

Soooo? Okay so Alec, doesn't think he likes likes her, he only thinks there is physical attraction, but oh how wrong that vampire is, *Cue really evil laugh* *Cue lightning and bats* ... *crickets*

Yeah, just thought I'd write at the negining that he wants to ravish her, charming eh? Hehe

Soooo... awkward _ x