Hey guys! I really enjoyed writing this, especially Demetri's parts lol! I hope you like and review! thanks again.

Disclaimer: I own nothing

JPOV

I finally had a reason to be happy…to be hopeful; I was one step closer to finding Bella. I leaned back into the seat and waited for the sound of the jet taking off. Should I tell Carlisle of my latest discoveries? I doubt he would offer his help; he made it clear that he wanted nothing to do this. I couldn't hate him for it though, he was just following Bella's rules…the rules that I'm breaking right now. What if I'm making a mistake? What if Bella is better off without me? How can I be sure that this is the right course of action? I close my eyes and imagine her; her shining black hair, her deep green eyes, her melodic laugh….I miss everything about her. I know that whether or not Bella needs me, I need her and so I can't give up. And if it's only for a brief second, I would do anything to see her.

My mouth involuntarily pulls into a smile when I think about that time when Bella was trying to help me with Alice; she tried so hard to speak to me in English but she also tried so hard to bring Alice and me together. If she knew that her efforts were useless, would she still had tried? When Bella fell asleep that day Alice tried to console me, she tried to make it about her.

"Jasper don't be too down, look at the bright side; you're fixed now and we can do everything together. I wanted to go to that Milan show and now you can bring me!"

She actually thought that after everything happened that I would just run back to her and everything would be back to normal. I made it clear that day that we could never be Jasper and Alice ever again. She signed the divorce papers with a struggle but surprisingly Rosalie was on my side.

"She wasn't that bad, I guess I'm going to kind of miss her too."

Everyone except for Alice seemed to be effected by Bella's departure. Esme was quiet for weeks; she had considered Bella a part of the family…her daughter. Edward only played depressing piano music and refused to play anything else. Even Emmett was miserable.

"Who's going to blush when I make sexual jokes? Man I miss her, are you sure she's not just sleeping like normal?"

I slip the CD that Bella had playing when she last was awake and let it fill the small cabin of the jet. Not only am I doing this for me but for the family that loves her. I think she knew it but in my eyes she is always going to be a part of this family.

BPOV

I may not hurt the young girl but I wasn't so sure about Damien I though as I stared into his onyx eyes. His hands were clenched at his sides and I could see his outline trembling. Damien was no longer scared but voracious and I knew that there were no chances of survival for this young girl. Damien is young and blinded by his thirst he will not listen to a word I have to say but I have to try.

"Damien calm down…this isn't you," I said softly. His head jerked to me and I smiled weakly. "I know this isn't what you want to do…you're stronger than this." He didn't move. "Let me help you,"

"You can't help me," his voice had gone down one octave; he sounded dark and stubborn.

"Damien believe me please…you don't want to do this," he stepped forward a bit which caused me to push the human behind my back.

"This is what we are Bella, we're meant to do this," I shook my head.

"No, we're not meant to be monsters," he laughed and I knew that it was his thirst controlling him now.

"Please just let me have one taste. I won't kill her I just want to have a little bite," he stepped forward again.

"You know you won't be able to control yourself once you start, you'll kill her…is that what you want?" He blinked. "Do you want to be a monster….do you want to be like them?" he stopped.

"I – I don't know…I– I'm so hungry Bella,"

"I know and I'll help you with that…" he laughed again but sadly.

"How can you help me Bella? I need blood,"

"I know," I got up slowly. The human girl clawed at me, begging me not to leave me. "Shh little one…everything will be alright." I got up and walked over to Damien.

"Get away Bella," he said shakily.

"Do you want to kill her?" I pointed to the crying girl.

"Yes…I–I…I mean no, I don't but I can't help it Bella." His black eyes glistened with unshed tears.

"I'm going to give you my blood Damien, I–"

"No Bel l–" I put my finger on his lips.

"Shh...this is the only way to save her Damien."

"I'll be just like them Bella; stealing your blood," I shook my head.

"No, I am giving it to you, there's a difference. Just drink until you feel full okay?" I know the consequences of my actions; I am going be very weak when they came back for more blood but I am willing to endure the pain to save the both of them.

"Won't I be hurting you?"

"Just drink," I added softly. I brought my wrist to my mouth and let my incisors extend down to my bottom lip, Damien stepped back a bit. "I have to bite; it'll heal faster." He nodded his head.

I sunk my teeth to the inside of my wrist and gasped when I felt the small sting. I pulled up blood and quickly brought it up to Damien's mouth. He grabbed my arm and placed his mouth over the two small punctures and sucked greedily. My sight began to blur but I forced my eyes to stay open. He picked me up into his arms and settled onto the bed. I sat in his lap with my arm raised as he continued to drink from me. He groaned roughly and squeezed my arm tightly, however I could not bring myself to wince; I wanted this. His whole body moved in some sort of dance as he drank from me and I found myself finding strange comfort in the slow sway of his body.

When he was down he gently dropped my arm onto the bed. I did not have the strength to look up at him; my body was so sore and I was too tired. The last thing I could remember was Damien whispering thank you to me before I fell asleep on his lap.

I dreamt of Jasper last night; I dreamed that it was he who was drinking from me, that it was he who was locked in here with me. I found joy in the dream although I should not have; I would never wish this on Jasper. I lifted my head to test my strength; I was little dizzy but not completely weak. I lifted myself onto my elbows and smiled when I saw Damien sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Hey," I rasped. He turned to me and smiled weakly.

"You're in pain aren't you?" I smiled again.

"No I'm not," I lied.

"You are a horrible liar,"

"So I've been told." I laughed. "How are you feeling?" he laughed

"You're asking me how I'm doing?" he shook his head. "What are we going to do about the girl?"

"Oh! I completely forgot about her!" I jumped off the bed and walked over to where she was last. "Where is she?"

"In the bathroom,"
"You untied her?" he nodded. I ran to the bathroom door and knocked gently before opening it. I gasped when I saw the girl.

The tub was filled to the top and she was floating face down. I ran to her and began to pull her out of the water. She wasn't heavy so I easily lifted her out and onto the tiled floor. I knew there was no point but I place my mouth to hers and blew air into her lungs, when there was no response I could feel tears streaming down my cheeks. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned to see Damien with a sad face on.

"Did you know she did this?" He nodded. I got off my knees and stood over the body. "Can you go look for a blanket or something?" he nodded his head again and left the bathroom.

I looked down at the girl; her olive skin was now a mix between stark white and bruising purple. Her damp blonde hair clung to her pale forehead. She killed herself because of me; I should've done something to help her.

"It's not your fault," Damien said while handing me the blanket.

"How could it not be? I should've–"

"You couldn't do anything Bella…they would've killed her anyway." I shook my head and bent down to wrap her body in the blanket.

"She probably had a family…a mom, a dad" he touched my shoulder again.

"We couldn't save her." I shook my head and picked up the dead body.

"Where are you going with her?" he asked.

"Well we can't just leave her body in the bathroom" I carried her body to the door and placed it a few feet in front of it.

"Now what?" I walked up to the door and grabbed the metal bar.

"Demetri!" I screamed. I waited about one minute before he showed up.

"I knew you would come around sooner or later." He smirked.

"We never agreed to this," I hissed.

"To what?" he smiled. I sighed and stepped away from the door. "Oh that…how was she?" he smiled again.

"We wouldn't know," I whispered.

"Oh don't be shy about it Bella…Heidi got her just for you. I'm actually really disappointed that I did not get to watch. Did she scream and tell you to stop?" he mused.

"You're sick." He laughed.

"Surely you can do better than that Bella."

"We. Never. Agreed. To this" I growled.

"Oh, you are quite sexy when you do that Bella. I'm just hoping one day you can growl my name while I–"

"That day will never come."

"Don't be so sure Bella…I always get what I want" he leered.

"Do not bring any more humans to us." He laughed.

"Do I dare ask how you the two of you will survive without blood?"

"This was not our deal."

"Oh but it was. You asked to keep Damien so we're just helping keep him alive. It would be a shame if he were to starve to death."

"Not this way, you never said anything about this."

"You truly don't get it do you? We don't need to tell you anything that we plan to do, it was you who failed to specify to what terms you wanted to keep Damien."

"I refuse to kill innocent humans." He laughed.

"And just how have you survived all these years. From what I heard you're as old as a relic, so you've been killing for centuries,"

"I have never killed a human in my life," I spat.

"You don't expect me to believe that do you?" he asked while retrieving a key from his pocket. "Indulge me please." He opened the door and walked in. "Just how do you feed?"

"Don't come any closer." I warned.

"Don't flatter yourself Bella," he said before bending down to the body.

"Hmm someone is kinky…just where did you bite this "innocent" girl," he grinned.

"We did not bite her at all," I said.

"So you're too modest to bite her but violent enough to drown her? Oh Bella you truly are meant to be mine," he smiled up at me.

"She is not yours." Damien said shakily.

"If it is a fight you want Damien, I am more than willing. Bella never said specified anything about that."

"He will not be harmed." I stood in front of Damien.

"I see what is going on." He stood up too. "You and Damien are romantically involved" I rolled my eyes. "I must say Bella, your taste in men is horrible; first Jasper and now this." I ran up to Demetri and wrapped my small hand around his neck.

"You will not speak of Jasper," he laughed and flipped us so that it was I who was stuck in a choke hold.

"And you will learn to keep your hands to yourself unless told."

"You should follow take your own advice." I whispered under his hold.

"You have no idea how fragile you are Bella, I can crush your bones right here right now."

"I'd heal." I coughed.

"Yes but that makes it all the more fun," he dropped me. "And I think I can speak of Jasper anytime I want." I glared at him. "He must've been an idiot to have given you up,"

"You have no idea what you're talking about," I hissed

"Oh but I think I do, see Aro told us everything. And to tell you the truth, I find it quite pathetic."

"Stop,"

"Am I hitting a nerve Bella? Did you honestly think that you would ever get a happy ending? That your one true love would come in riding on a white horse?"

"Like I said, you have no idea what you're talking about."

"Denial is the first step Bella." He laughed.

"How about you take a step out of this room."

"But you called me remember? Or shall I leave you with your homicide?"

"I did not kill her….she killed herself." He furrowed his brows.

"What?" he hissed.

"I went to bed with her alive and when I went I woke up this morning she was floating in the tub."

"Are you sure your lover boy didn't do it while you slept?" I turned to Damien.

"No….he didn't do it…I trust him."

"Trust? What happened to the saying that trust is earned not given away?"

"He has earned it."

"Your standards must be low, considering that Damien knew from the beginning what our plans were."

"Yes I knew that."

"Did you?" I looked at Damien.

"Yes…he warned me."

"So if you did not feed and I'm assuming he followed suit, why are his eyes red?"

"Are you going to take the body away or not?" I said while crossing my arms over my chest.

"Answer the question Bella, I'm not very patient." He said calmly.

"I did not call you in here to interrogate me," he cocked his head to the side.

"But you did call me." He smiled. "Now please Bella answer the question, I'm really getting tired of this game…no matter how fun it is."

"Then take the body and you may leave, it's as simple as that." He stalked forward.

"Mhmm Bella, but I think I like it the hard way," he reached his hand out as if to touch me but instead he grabbed onto Damien's neck. "Now Damien would you be nice enough to tell me what happened here? I would hate to have Bella suffer because you couldn't tell me truth. Do you want her to suffer?" He asked.

"No, please….don't…hurt her…" He smiled then looked at me.

"Aww isn't that sweet, but I still don't approve of this arrangement; he could take advantage of you Bella."

"I am safe with Damien, now put him down!"

"I really don't like being told what to do." I laughed.

"So why do you follow Aro around like a lost puppy?" he instantly dropped Damien, letting him fall to the floor.

"I should punish you; however you are ignorant and have no idea what you are saying."

"I am not ignorant." I growled.

"Keep growling like that Bella and I'm not sure I'm going to be able to control myself from taking your blood without the needles."

"You wouldn't"

"Oh but I could," he argued.

"Aro would not allow such a thing," I had no idea what I was talking about.

"He would get over it, I am much too valuable to penalized for such a minor offense. Now if I were to do something else." He let his gaze wander down my body. "Now that would be another story."

"Just leave Demetri." He looked at me more intensely.

"Not until you tell me how he…." He turned to Damien. "You attacked her!" he yelled protectively which confused me even more.

"I didn't do anything she didn't want," Boy did that sound wrong.

"Leave Demetri!" he pushed me back with his hand.

"How did you feed?" he asked.

"I drank from Bella, but she let me." He turned to me.

"So what makes him so special that he is allowed to taste you fresh?" he asked as his jealously filled the room.

"Someone sounds jealous," I said. "I would rather have a complete stranger feed straight off of me than to let you touch me."

"Just shut your mouth Bella!" he pointed at me. "You weren't supposed to do that,"

"No one said I could not." I put my hands on my hips. "Just as you said; no one specified to what terms Damien would be staying with me."

"You just might be the most aggravating person that I have ever met."

"Good,"

"I like it." He smiled. "However every action has a consequence," He walked over to me. "We must go to Aro,"

"No, I'm staying right here."

"It's cute how you believe you have a say in anything. I don't like cute," he grabbed my hair and started to the door. "If you don't follow Damien, I'll be sure to call Alec to help you." Damien stood up. "Good boy,"

He dragged me out the door, still pulling my hair with every step. I realized that we truly were confined; the room was isolated in one dark long hallway. He brought us up to another metal door which clicked when opened. We were pulled into an elevator which played loud menacing opera music.

"I just love this song…don't you?" he asked to no one in particular.

The elevator dinged and opened. He let go of my hair and began down the long familiar hallway. He pushed open two large doors and walked into the room I remembered from my first day here. Aro sat in his chair with the same disturbing smile plastered onto his face.

"What is going on Demetri? I really hope you haven't interrupted Bella's beauty sleep for nothing,"

"I assure you Master that this is not a waste of time."

"Very well then, what is the matter?"

"Damien has fed off of Bella," his smile instantly disappeared.

"Is this true Bella?"

"Yes it is, I let him drink from me,"

"I thought you needed rest?" he frowned.

"Yes and there still is plenty of time for me to get it, so I really don't see the reason for me to be here."

"What did you do with the human Heidi brought you?"

"I refuse to kill an innocent and so does Damien."

"Hmm so what do you propose we do to solve this issue?"

"I do not see what I did wrong."

"Surely you are smarter than that Bella? Damien had no right to drink your blood."

"And you do?" I challenged.

"Yes, actually we do have that right."

"Your view on rights is very twisted." I spat.

"Just because it is your opinion, it does not mean that it is true."

"We don't want humans in the room,"

"Then how will you eat? You don't expect us to give you thermoses?"

"I do,"

"Do you think you make the rule Isabella?"

"I deserve some exceptions."

"Such as?" he asked.

"Unfortunately I do drink human blood but I refuse to drain a human."

"How did you drink when you were with the Cullens." The Cullens….my family.

"Carlisle brought me blood from the hospital." He rubbed his hands together.

"Very well, that can be arranged. Will it be the same for Damien?"

"Yes,"

"Okay I do believe we have reached a fair verdict"

"Yes," I was expecting a fight from him."Thank you," he smiled.

"You are quite welcome Bella, you may escort them back Demetri.

"Yes, Master." He turned back towards the door and we followed.

"Oh and Bella?" I turned back to him just before I walked through the doors. "See you at two." He smiled.

Okay so a lot in that chapter! Bella let Damien feed off of her and saved the humans life but she killed herself. Demetri got even creepier and Aro was kind of nice.

next chapter: Jasper gets even closer and edward volunteers to help. Demetri seeks revenge for being made a fool in front of his master. please review thanks guys :)