Hey guys, I'm sorry it's taking me a while to get the battle chapter out, but it's harder than it sounds...trust me lol. Anyway I really don't want you guys to think I've abandoned this story, because I really haven't. As I said before, the chapters are getting harder to write so like before, I just want to give you guys something for waiting so patiently. Sorry it can't be longer but please hang in there!

A lot of you guys have asked me when Jasper and Bella will get there *alone* time...we'll here it is...rated M for those you who are under 16

Disclaimer: Steph owns all, I just own the plot

Damien slowly wrapped his arms around Alice's tiny frame trying to stop her irrational breathes, however his comforting only seemed to make it worse. When I finally couldn't take it any longer, I yanked her away from Damien and turned her body to face mine. Her lower lip was quivering and her eyes glistened with phantom tears. Before I could even get a word out, she was struggling in my arms, trying to pull herself back to Damien. I held onto her even tighter and forced her stay still.

"Tell me what you saw Alice," she tried trashing in my arms again. "Tell me," I looked into her eyes, pleading for her to open up to us.

"It's your entire fault." She spat out. "You're so selfish, how could you leave him?" I couldn't help but to stagger back a bit. It felt awkward to be holding on to her arms, so I let go. "I hope you're happy."

"A-Alice what did you see?" I whispered.

"You let Damien die!" She screamed. I'm not sure what happened next but I could feel Jasper's arms holding me up. Everything had just fell apart in that minute…I would be the cause of Damien's death.

"Alice, honey are you sure? Maybe you saw something else." I appreciated Esme's words but I knew that Alice said was the truth. Her eyes burned with it…there's no way she could be lying.

"I'm sure what I saw Esme!" she screamed. I craned my head and looked Jasper, I could feel the calm he was sending me but it was useless. "She left him and he died!"

"I wish you wouldn't talk about me like I'm not here," Damien's voice broke through. "Stop blaming Bella for everything, none of this is her fault." He pushed past Alice and walked over to where Jasper was supporting me. He took my hand in his and squeezed, his eyes were glistening. "You have no idea what she's been through, what we've been through. Whatever happens now, I can't blame her for any of it." I pulled Damien into me and hugged him.

"I promise I will not let you die," I whispered into his ear. "I can't lose you," he laughed.

"Aw come on Bella, you'll be fine without me." He shook his head, causing his shiny black hair to shake in waves. "I really don't know why you're so worried, you guys are all going to kick ass out there, you don't need me slowing you down." I pushed him away from me.

"Don't you dare speak like that! Of course I need you!" I had my hands clenched at my sides. "If you think that you can just give up that easily then you're sadly mistaken. We are going to go through this together, no if and's or but's. Understood?" He smiled his Damien smile.

"Yeah, I got you. Just don't do anything stupid okay?" I rolled my eyes and held my arms out to him.

"Yeah, I got you." I whispered.

"Well now that that's all cleared, shouldn't be training or something?" He had walked back to Alice. "I mean if we're going to win this thing, we have to be prepared right?"

"Damien is right, we've wasted too much time already. Bella are you sure that you want to do this?" Carlisle looked at me.

"Yes, I'm sure." I sighed. I could feel Jasper's fear pouring all around me. I know he would be scared for me but that would drive me to only work harder.

"You don't have to do this Bella," He turned me to face him. "We can fight them together." He pleaded. "I…I can't lose you again…please." I buried my head in his chest.

"I have to Jasper, this is the only way." I inhaled deeply. "I promise I'll be okay," I lifted my head up. "You won't lose me." He closed his eyes in evident pain, but nodded his head. I stood up on my tip toes and brushed my lips softly against his. His hands came up to the small of back and my neck.

I didn't care who was looking or how much time we were wasting, the only thing that mattered then and there, was Jasper. He pressed his lips harder against mine, sending a new urgency rippling through my body. I pressed myself even more against him, relishing in the warmth that I found when his body was close to mine. A low guttural growl rumbled through his chest, vibrating against my ribs. Slowly he opened his mouth to me and I slipped my tongue in, tasting and teasing while my body danced, touching every part of his lower body. I could tell we were alone and I was grateful to the others for giving us some alone time. I didn't want to think about it, but this could be the last chance for Jasper and I to be together and I was going to take a full advantage of this time. Realization must have passed through Jasper as well because his kisses became more aggressive and fervent. Before I knew what I was doing, I hitched my leg up and grinded my pulsing core against his strained jeans. A moan escaped my mouth as he grabbed onto my leg and matched my rhythm with his. His mouth left mine to leave hot blazing kisses down my neck. I arched my chest forward, urging him to continue. He stopped suddenly and I found myself breathing heavily.

"I love you my Bella," He whispered his into my hair before lifting me up into his arms and running upstairs.

I knew I didn't have to say how much I loved him, because my whole body radiated complete and utter devotion. He placed me gently on the bed and stood on the edge with penetrating eyes. However I didn't feel uncomfortable at all as I slowly lifted my tunic, pulling it over my head in one smooth movement. I actually found myself writhing in anticipation while I unclasped my bra. I wanted all of Jasper and I wanted it now.

"You're so beautiful," His voice was hoarse and it drove me crazy that he wasn't touching me.

Finally my wishes were granted and Jasper sunk down onto the bed beside me. His shirt was ripped off in a quick second and the sounds of the buttons hitting the hardwood floor rang in the air. I brought my hand up to this pallid chest and traced my fingers over his abs. His hands caught mine as they reached his trousers.

"Are you sure?" Although his eyes were slightly hooded with lust, his voice leaked with worry.

"Of course Jasper," I brought my lips to his for a quick second. "I want all of you." I whispered while leaning back onto the bed.

It was as if my words ignited a spark inside of him because as soon as they left my mouth, he captured my lips with his in a searing kiss. My hands continued the route they were on before and Jasper's pants soon joined the growing pile of clothes on the floor. I greedily enjoyed the feeling of Jasper's bare legs on mine and made point to entangle our legs as we kissed. I was well aware of the growing heat between my legs…painfully aware. The throbbing was like a ticking time bomb; the more we touched, the closer I got to the detonation time.

I sucked in a sharp breathe as Jasper moved his lips down my neck. In my mind I imagined all the places that his mouth could lick and bite. I moved my body up to urge him forward, arching my chest forward until our skins touched. Kissing didn't seem to be enough anymore and I could tell that it wasn't enough for Jasper either because his actions slowed. I could feel his hands lingering on my underwear. His eyes met mine once more with uncertainty.

"Jasper please, don't you want to?" He shook his head.

"You have no idea how much I want to, I just…" He looked down.

"What is it Jasper?" He looked up at me, his eyes were black. "Trust me Jasper…I want you just as much." He grinned and leaned down to kiss me but quickly moved his lips from, mine and pulled me into a hug.

I laughed in his ear and brought my legs to wrap his naked waist. He looked into my eyes before reclaiming my mouth. His kisses were slow and sweet, his tongue moving sensually against mine. I gasped when I could feel his hardness against my core and instinctively ground myself against him. Our bond turned dark red and swirled around us in a tight coil, enveloping us in its mist. His hands help my backside, while my hands found his curly hair. He gently laid me back onto the bed, his eyes burning with desire. I had to stifle the low scream that escaped my mouth when sis thumb and index finger closed around my nipple. I didn't expect my body to react this way and I was slightly embarrassed on how primal I sounded. I brought my hips up to his, pleading with him to grant me a release. Every moment was excruciatingly sweet. He must've known that he was making my body react so strongly to such a small touch…it was slightly overwhelming. Of course he knew, because his mouth dipped to lick and caress the parts of my body that were begging for attention.

"Mine," Jasper growled as he nibbled and licked his way back up to my lips. When he finally had reached my lips, I could feel his length throbbing against my heat. He kissed my lips lightly while nudging my legs apart with his. He leaned his head in the crook of my shoulder and exhaled. "I love you Bella,"

"I love you too Jasper." I whispered.

He lifted his head up and rested his weight onto his forearms, positioning himself at my wet entrance. With a quick plunge, he sheathed himself deep inside of me. I moaned his name as he filled me completely. I didn't want this moment to end and lifted my hips to his to match his rhythm. With every push I mewed his name, relishing the feeling of him and I moving as one. Our mouths moved just as sensually and the kisses grew hotter as his speed increased. I regretted the moment that the heat erupted between us, but loved when I could feel his hot fluids shooting deep into me. He collapsed onto of me and I lifted my hands to wrap around his back. We both were breathing hard, although we didn't need too, we both breathed deeply.

I tried to keep the tears down but I couldn't help to think that this would be the last time Jasper and I would be alone together.

Okay so I hope that I've met your expectations with this chapter ;) lol I'm not a very good lemon writer... Anyways I should have the next chapter up this week! I promise!!!! I wish there was a way to contact all my readers out there without posting Author Notes!!!