A/N: I'm so sorry that I haven't like updated in forever but I'm trying to update each of the 4 stories that I are not on hiatus today before I leave to Florida for a week. So I hope this chapter satisfies you!

Disclaimer: If I owned twilight, would I be writing on fan fiction about it? No, I would not. Therefore I do not own twilight.

Rose POV

As the transformation continued, I slept and ate less and less. The nightmares would continue when I could sleep but it was getting very hard to fall asleep now especially since it has already been four and a half days since the transformation started. I didn't get why it was taking so long because I was practically already back to a vampire, on the outside at least. I had also started to crave blood again.

Even though I was glad to be a vampire again, I was worried about my baby. My stomach had increased to a more noticeable bump over the past few days because it seemed to grow a bit each night. But then again, as I changed back into a vampire, the growing process slowed each night. My stomach had grown less and less each night so now it seemed that it hadn't grown at all since the day before. I was starting to get worried but I knew it would all turn out well, it had to.

"Gosh, when is this going to be over Alice?" I complained as I rubbed my stomach. I was sitting on Emmett's lap on the couch in the living room and Alice was on the other side of me braiding my hair.

"Don't worry; you should be a full- fledged vampire by the end of today. I'm sure of it." She said confidently.

"I thought you couldn't see my future," I murmured confusedly.

"Well, actually I can't see your baby's future but when this first started and before you and Emmett obviously did….well, that, I could still see when this was going to end. I can't see your future now because the baby is developing.

"So….my baby is still growing?" I asked hopefully but I had no idea why she would know.

"As far as I know she is, seeing as how I still can't see your future. But honestly Rose, I'm not sure," She stated the last part quietly and I almost didn't catch it but I was satisfied for now with her answer. I leaned back into Emmett's chest and closed my eyes.

I wasn't sleeping really but I sure couldn't do that anymore, but it was more like day dreaming.

It was the little boy again, my little boy. Except there was no little girl and the little boy was grimacing in pain. Tears were streaming down his beautiful face and I felt like crying with him. He whimpered and seemed to reach out to me but there was something there that blocked his hand from coming any further. I tried to move forward and grasp his little hand but it was like there was a wall that separated us.

Then the dream changed and I seemed to be looking down at a scene, a garden I think. It was cold out and the clouds were covering the sky causing it to be a dull gray color. Then, all of a sudden the clouds part and the bright yellow orb cast its light and warmth all over the plants. One plant in particular seemed to have been just a seed and never growing because of the frigid weather but now there was warmth so it could grow. It grew very fast but once the clouds started to slowly creep back in front of the sun, the growing process slowed. It finally stopped growing once the sun was completely hidden. It seemed that the small plant that was not fully grown yet, couldn't stand this cold weather. It withered slowly before it died completely and there were no traces of the small sprout.

I opened my eyes and realized I was practically gasping for air. Alice and Emmett were both looking at me strangely but I ignored them. What had that dream meant? What did a little useless plant have to do with anything?

"Rose, are you okay?" I heard Alice ask but I couldn't answer for I was much too engrossed in my own thoughts.

It finally came to me and I flinched. It seemed more like the answer came and slapped me in the face. I knew what the dream meant now. It was my baby; the plant had been my baby. It was showing me that my baby couldn't grow with the clouds of vampirism dancing over its little head. It needed sunshine. I didn't have anymore sunshine to give.

"Rose, what's bothering you honey? What's wrong?" Emmett asked as he held me closer and I turned around in his lap to look at him. It only made me feel worse knowing that this was going to hurt him also. I tried to tell him.

"The baby…..sunshine….clouds…..won't grow…."I couldn't get it out. Each time I tried to explain to him, the lump in throat always got in the way of my words. I felt like I was choking so I just closed my mouth and whimpered.

"What are you trying to say Rose?" Alice asked gently as she scooted closer to me to lightly touch my hand.

"I-I'm saying that….she's….she's not going to grow…anymore." I managed to get out before I turned and buried my face in Emmett's shirt.

"Rosalie…are you sure?" I heard Emmett choke out and his voice sounded pained. I wished that I could just tell him that it was all a dream and dreams don't mean anything but I knew it was for real. Or at least I think I know.

"Yes! At least I think so….Em, she's leaving us. And she wasn't even here yet," I sobbed even though no tears came. He seemed to understand and I could feel him shaking and knowing that he was in pain only made feel worse.

"I-I'm so sorry Rose, but you don't know if it's true. Your baby could be growing but maybe….just a bit slower now," Alice stated weakly behind me as I felt her fingers lace through mine.

"You wouldn't know," I snapped at her as I turned to look at her. I immediately regretted it as her face fell into a solemn expression of guilt. "Alice, I'm….sorry. I don't know what came over me; I just…..don't know what to do." She just shook her head and gently pulled her hand out of mine as she stood up.

"No, no you're right. I'm the blind one so of course I wouldn't know," She said softly as she looked down. I felt horrible now because I know how much it pains her to not be able to use her power. I wanted to get up and comfort her but I didn't think I was string enough for all of this so I just stayed put and silently begged her to forgive me. She nodded and I knew I was forgiven. I watched as she walked up the stairs towards her room and I knew I couldn't help her. She needed Jasper.

I turned back to Emmett to see him sitting and staring blankly past my head. He seemed to be staring a hole in the front door but I didn't mind. I just lay back down and closed my eyes again but I made sure I had no more daydreams. I had had enough of those already.

It was completely silent and I was glad that no one else came to give their sympathy. I didn't want it, I just wanted support.

But our peace was short lived because I jumped up from the couch and gasped in pain. Emmett snapped his head in my direction and his eyes were wide with fear. I tried to say something but the pain in my heart was too strong. I crumpled to the floor but Emmett jumped up also and caught me. I could see his mouth moving but I didn't hear him. I only heard screams and it took me a moment to realize that the screams were mine. There was a fire in my heart and it was burning through me. It was a thousand times worse than the real transformation. The fire seemed to still be building for its climax though. I could see my family rushing over to me but my vision was turning red almost and there were black spots appearing and disappearing. Everything was red. I didn't like it. I wanted the fire to stop and I think that deep down I knew what was happening.

My heart was stopping. I was going to be a vampire again in just a few minutes. This thought only made me feel worse and the pain increased. I let out one final scream before the fire ceased all together. I opened my eyes to those topaz ones and everything went away. There were no troubles in the world, just me and him. There was no baby drama and Alice issues. Just peace. If only for a few short seconds before my vision blacked out all together.

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