My pov
I get back home and I do not want to eat anything now so I get back to my room. I am so disappointed about Zeke and Maria but I know because no one believes that I can be dauntless so it is okay for Zeke to cheat on me.
I lay in bed and close my eyes. I originally just want to take a small rest but instead I fall into sleep. In my dream， I see Alan kisses me and he told me that he loves me so much and he will not be the man likes Zeke.
I wake up with a loud scream and I find out that it is already midnight. I cover up my mouth and worry that I will wake up my parent and sister .
"Delia." Someone is knocking my window
I open the window and see Alan is standing down there and waving at me. Why is here so late at night? Is there no rule for a growing up dauntless members?
"Alan why are you here!"I say it quietly
"I want to come see you because I am worry about you." He pointing at himself"can I come up to the balcony?" He gives me an climbing action
I nod at him and he starts to climb. He has something in his pocket and I know it. He comes up to the balcony and sits there .
"What hell are you doing? Someone can see you." I am so worry about him "they will inform the government. I don't want to dangerous your career!"
"Are you worry about me ?" He leans closer to my face"I am very happy that you worry about me ."
I don't want to look into his eyes because I don't want him to know that my heart is beating so fast.
"Look at me." He commands me"I am not asking."
I lift my head and look into his brownish eyes. His eyes are so pretty that I lose my mind
"I bring you something"he takes out a cake from his pocket"our chocolate cake. I want you to try it."
I heard about that chocolate cake is the best desert in dauntless and among all the cake in all of other faction .
"I never try it before."I take a little piece and put into my mouth and chew it slowly"so delicious, are you okay to come out this late?"
"Really? What desert abnegation have?" He looks at me surprised"it's okay. I am members already. There are no restrictions for member like me."
I take a piece and put it to his mouth. He bites it carefully , afraid to bite my hand.
"Thank you." He smiles at me
Alan Davis's pov
She gives me a piece of chocolate cake . Even I don't want it but because it is her that given to me that I will have to take it. I bit carefully because her skin is too soft. It is sweeter than before maybe because of her.
"You welcome Alan." She smiles like a cute baby
"You are really pretty." I brush her hair from her face
"Someone is there Alan . You will have to go." She looks nervous"I will be in school tomorrow okay?"
She stands up and walks into the room . With that, I climb off the balcony and run away.
"Alan Davis why are you here?"Natalia prior stands in front of me"you are here to see my daughter!"
"Yes I am ." I act casually"why are you guys all up."
Natalia seems to be kinder than Andrew so I am sure that she will not threaten me.
"Tell me the truth, do you like my daughter?" Natalia folds her arms in front of her chest
"Yes I do but she just broke up. I don't want to force her something." I shake my head sadly"I wish one day that she can fall in love with me."
"I know your father pretty well and I believe that you can be a good man for my husband." Natalia looks around for a while"I was born dauntless."
She was a dauntless born and choose abnegation? I don't quite understand why.
"Why you choose abnegation? May I ask about it? No offences."I smile at her
"I met her dad in school so I choose to leave." Natalia looks up at the sky"my daughter will do the same for you. I see that she is very happy with you."
"I want her to feel happy at first . That is my intention. I promise you if we ever be together, I will love her like i love myself . Even more than I love myself." I bowl my head
Natalia nods at me . She takes out a bracelet from her pocket and gives it to me.
"Give it back to your dad please. It is what he gave to me as a gift." She puts it in my hands"give it back to him because I don't want my husband to see it."
"Okay I will but my father is already factionless. I may have to find him later." I put it into my pocket"you know he can no longer jumping on and off the train."
"I know that is very cruel. You can go and don't come here anymore okay?" Natalia waves at me
My pov
I get back to my room and I see my sister is standing there . It is fine that it is my sister not my father. I sit down on the bed and she sits beside me
"Who are you talking to. I hear you laugh so loud ." She rests her head on my shoulder
"One of my friend from dauntless. He comes to see me. Don't tell dad okay? Not my boyfriend, we already broke up this morning okay?"I look at the ceiling
"Why you guys broke up?" Beatrice looks very surprised
I don't want to tell her because she is still too young to know about it
"We have our own reason beatrice." I shake my head
Someone is knocking on the door and I am so tense
"It's me . Mom, it's okay that your father is sleep very deep." Mom says in a low voice
"Comes in please mom, it's fine." I sink down into bed because it is not my father.
My mom comes in and she let beatrice go back to her room.
"Delia ." My mom sits beside me
"Yes mom, I am listening. Say it please " I fell so tired
"You and Alan? When was that?" My mom calls him Alan? They met each other"what did you do with him mom? He is my friend "
I am so worry about him and my mom giggles
"Is he just a friend? I don't think so ." My mom lays beside me "I know his father ."
"Mom stop it, I just broke up with my ex boyfriend ." I groan quietly"why you know his father?"
"You had a boyfriend before? Who is it?" My mom turns around and faces me"I was born dauntless . I met your father so I decide to transfer . I know you will do it too for Alan."
My mom was an transfer ? I don't believe it. My mom is so selfless in nature . How can she be transfer?
"Mom……." I don't know what to say" you are so selfless and how can you be transfer!"
"For me bravery and selfless is the same thing my baby girl." Mom kisses my forehead "Alan likes you but he choose to respect you. Follow your heart okay? Don't give up for yourself and him."
I nod at my mom. I like Alan too not because he is handsome and strong but also because he protects me from Zeke
"I will mom. Thanks so much mom for telling me this."
Alan Davis's pov
I get back to the compound and max is still awake . He looks at me sadly. I don't know what is wrong with him. He never cry this badly ever before.
"What's wrong max?" I sit down beside him
"You know that I am looking for the girl who save me from that track right when I fall. I think I know who she is." Max looks at me "I think that I am in love with the girl that you like"
Delia? She was the girl who saved max? I feel so hurt .
"If you like her , I will give up . I don't want to hurt you." I look down
"No Alan! If you like her, we can compete okay? We have to see who she chooses , please " max holds my hand
I bite my lip. I don't want to answer it. I get up and walk away. I get to the second floor into the fear landscape room. I want to see my fear landscape once .
I lay on the chair and puts the electrode on my forehead and set up the program into mine. When I click the button , I am out.
I remember my first fear is my father but it appears that it isn't. I see Delia comes to me and wraps her arms around my neck
Why I am afraid of this girl who I like right now? I can feel that she also likes me and why she is here
"Alan I love you." She tries to kiss me .
I know that it is not real so I kiss her harder . She moans so loud and I close my eyes to adjust my heart beat . When I open my eyes, she is gone.
I am in a dark room now . A light appears in the middle and a girl also appears. Delia again? It should not be serious . And then a gun appears in front of me on the table .
"Kill her or yourself." A familiar voice appears and I know that belong to Jeanine Matthew .
I am divergent . I know how to act like divergent but should I do it or someone is watching me. If I want to show my divergence , then I will shoot myself . Otherwise, I will have to kill her
I don't care . At no time that I will kill Delia so I take the gun and shoot myself . I am gone . Then I am awake , only two fears now . I am no longer afraid of my dad anymore but I am afraid of losing Delia .
I will fight for her and I will not let max takes her away from me .
"I accept your challenge max"