*This Chapter is Graphic- 18 and over*
12/16/10
Tonight I witnessed the shocking, as I was forced, my mother pushed me into her bedroom and bade me still. So I watched as asked too. My mother removed her clothing and sat on my lap. She started to pull down my night gown to reveal my breast. She grabbed the left breast and started to knead it, then put it in her mouth and swirled it with her tongue. Her finger had found its way under my gown and was rubbing my clitoris. And though it felt good the sense of wrong overcame the sexual pleasure. I was scared as she became excited (over what I ask?) and began to pump inside of herself with her other hand, she ordered me to kiss her breast which I did, by this time I was naked. She pushed my head downward and I began to lick her wet (?) vagina. She then bid me out. As I turned to close the door, the Queen (!) came in naked and began to kiss her violently, then to rub herself against my mother's face. I closed the door. As I came into my room (Naked nonetheless) my eldest cousin was pumping herself while the others slept. I came to her bed fascinated as a milky liquid began to pour out. She saw me and unashamedly asked me to sleep with her tonight. All through the night visions of my mother naked with the Queen popped into my head. Though I was tired I couldn't sleep due to a violent rubbing motion against my clit, and a sucking at my breast. As soon I lifted the covers I was slapped. Hard. So I went to sleep, watching as others to feast on body, as I now knew they were doing.