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"Grey, this better not be one of your tricks, because today I'm really not in the mood for it" Cristina snapped.

"If you would just listen to me!"

"I'm all ears"

"Well the thing is that we don't know where Mer is but it's not our fault! Or really Mark's fault since he was the one talking to her. But Cristina she's gone crazy, she's acting like Derek's dead. It's really weird…" Lexie rambled.

"Hold on, Lexiepedia. What do you mean she's done?" Cristina asked not understanding what she was saying.

"We have tried to call her but she doesn't pick up"

"Well may by she didn't want to talk to you. She always picks up when I call her" Cristina smirked.

She pulled her phone out and hit speed dial. When there was no answer her face fell.

"Okay Miss ´she always pick up when I call her` where do you think she went?" Mark smirked, saying something for the first time.

"Well I didn't need to find her if you just kept an eye on her as you should have!" Cristina shot back.

Meredith finally found the place she was looking for. She sat down on the floor in the dark.

She looked down on her stomach and rubbed light circles over the baby's back.

"You just won't calm down, won't you. May by a story will help, it usually does. Hmm let me think. How about Cinderella?" the baby gave her a kick. "Okay I guess not. I know it used to be daddy telling you a story but he isn't here right now so you have settled with me, okay?" Meredith stayed quiet as she thought of a story.

"Oh I know what to tell you, baby. It's also a fairytale only it's real"

Just as she was about to begin her cell phone started to ring again.

"Why can't they understand that I want to be alone?" Meredith snapped. She looked at caller id. It said `Cristina` but she didn't even want to talk to her person right now. Cristina could yell at her later for not taking the phone but right now Meredith couldn't care less! She turned off her phone putted it on the floor. She then placed her hands on her belly.

"Okay baby, are you ready?" she felt the baby giving her another kick and took it as a yes.

"Once upon a time a girl lived all by her self and was very lonely. But then she meets a true prince and fell in love with him. The problem was that the prince was also her boss so she didn't think it was a good idea to be with him.

But the prince had a whole other idea. He wanted to the girl to go on a date with him and he kept pushing her until she finally went out with him" Meredith paused as she felt the baby beginning to fall a sleep so she continued.

"When her boss found out about them, she was not happy. She made the girl's life really hard but she stuck it out because even though her work was hard, the time she got with the prince afterwards was all worth it.

Then, one day a wicked witch came and took the prince away from the girl. The girl became really sad and did things she shouldn't have done. Luckily she had good friends that looked after her but she still missed the prince wary much"

Meredith could fell the baby was now asleep but she kept going for her own fun.

"Finally the wicked witch let the prince go but in the mean time the girl had found a nice man she was with.

Off course the prince did not like that and told her to dump the other man and choose him. But the girl was not quit ready to let the other man go so she told the man and prince that she wanted to date them both.

They where quit surprised by the girls choice but agreed to give it a try because neither wanted to let the girl go.

In the end the girl chose the prince. After a lot of tests to strengthen their love the finally got engaged" she had to pause to wipe away the tears that had rolled down her chic.

"The prince promised the girl that once they were married he would build a castle for her because a real princess had to have a castle to live in.

The girl wore a beautiful white dress with all of their friends and family there to witness their love for another. And as promised the prince started to build the castle for the girl because now she was a princess.

The prince took the princess out to see the world on there honeymoon. They went to all the famous capitals and in each hold special memories but the one that stood out was Paris. Because in Paris they got there most precious gift; they were gifted with a baby that was made out of their love for each other.

But then the prince what only a true prince would do; he risked his own life to save another woman's life and now he might not make it through him self.

Meredith could feel that she was about to breakdown if he kept going with the story. Why did he have to be so damn brave all the time and be the hero? If he ever wakes up he should be ready for her to kick his ass for his god complex… how ridicules was it to talk about "if he wakes up"? Meredith started to laugh out laud.

After Meredith didn't pick up the phone, Cristina went around the whole hospital looking for her. In every on call room, supple closet she looked but Meredith was no where to be found.

She walked down the quiet hall where all the offices were and decided that if she didn't find her there she would drive home to Meredith's place to see if she was there but then she heard a laughter coming from one of the offices. Cristina was about to walk away when she recognized the laughter.

She walked over the office and burst the door open. Luckily Meredith hadn't locked the door.

When the door opened she couldn't see anything because of the darkness.

"Meredith, I know you are in here so stop hiding"

Meredith thought about not saying anything and hoped Cristina would walk away again but she knew Cristina would back down.

"Fine, you found me. Now you can leave me alone again"

"Yeah right, like that's going to happen"

"What do you want?"

"I want to know why you are hiding"

"I'm am not hiding! I just need some space but that is something you and everybody else just don't seem to understand!"

"What we don't understand is why you are talking about Derek like he is already dead?"

After that comment Meredith went silent. She didn't speak for several minutes and then all of the sudden she spoke up: "it wasn't like I thought that Derek was dead, it was more like I tried to protect myself"

"That does not make sense" Cristina said.

"May by not to you but you have to understand I thought I did what was best for me and the baby. But after I went in here I could see that I took the punch before the fist was punched in my face. So to speak"

"Okay first; what a crappy metaphor. But I guess I understand what you meant as long you won't talk like that again"

"I wont" Meredith replied.

"Good. There is only one more thing I don't understand though"

"Only one thing" Meredith laughed.

"Yes only one thing. Why where you laughing right before I came in?"

"Oh you heard that" Meredith asked a little embarrassed.

"Yeah I did. Now answer my question"

"No, you will make fun of me if I tell you"

"No I won't. I promise"

"Promise?"

"Yes, now spill"

"I was telling baby about when me and Derek meet…"

"And that mead you laugh?"

"Not exactly no" Meredith staled.

"Then what did?"

Meredith hesitated about telling Cristina but decided that it didn't matter now any way.

"I was laughing at the thought of Derek being dead, okay, there I finally said it. Are you happy now? "

"Happy wouldn't be the word I would use but I'm glad you told me"

Just then Cristina's pager went off. She looked down at it to read what it said. Cristina looked over at Meredith. The look Meredith gave was like she already knew what is was about or rather who it was about.

"Tell me or I won't believe it" Meredith told Cristina.

"It's Derek. He is out of surgery!"

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Catherine