Hei. Okay I just want to apologies wary wary much for the lack of updates!

I seriously think that god was bored one day and thought: Hay, how about a mess Catherine life up a bit and that was what he did! So my life has just gotten in the way for me to get the time to write:(

But the good news is that here is a great update (I hope?) so I really hope you can forgive me and that you haven't dropt this story..? I would also like to thank everyone who has stayed with me trough this journey =)

Carolyn Shepherd gasped in shock when she saw that her only son's room was empty she panicked. Where in the world could a patient who just woke up from a coma, get up and disappear?

"Where is Derek?" Carolyn wondered out laud.

"What do you mean, where's Derek? He is right in here in his bed!" Mark mocked but as he went to the room but when he too saw that the bed was empty, he was speechless.

"Mark don't you be smart with me!" Carolyn snapped.

"Sorry" Mark mumbled still speechless but not surprised that Derek made it out of bed. When Meredith needed him nothing in the world could stop him

"I can't believe he pulled it off. I mean, I do believe it but I thought he would be too weak still" Mark whispered to Lexie who had followed him in but apparently not low enough because Carolyn turned her head around and glared at him.

The last time she had looked at him like that was when Mark had punch Derek to the ground and broke his nose.

"He told you he was going to her?" Carolyn asked with a stern glare.

"Well not that he would go right away…" Mark hesitated.

"Mark Sloan, how could you let him go just like that?"

"Come on you know Derek. When it comes to Meredith nothing can stop him"

"Well he better not be laying dead in a ditch some where because if he is I am blaming you!" Carolyn said with worried frown.

"We are in a hospital. if something, not that I am saying that is, but if something is wrong with him he is surrounded with doctors" Mark resound.

"Fine" Carolyn said. She realised that it wasn't Mark that she was mad at. It was Derek. How could he be this stupid and just leave his bed when he should be resting. But she also knew that Mark was right. If there should and god forbid but if something would happen he would be surrounded by brilliant doctors who knows what they are doing.

Just when she was at ease, she, Mark and Lexie heard someone call for help out in the hall. All of their hearts went up in their throats as they thought the reason why there was someone calling for help was because there was something wrong with Derek.

Mark turned to look at Carolyn and saw that the woman had a dreadful look on her usually smiling face. He then turn and looked over at Lexie were he also saw a look of worry for her brother-in law.

And then they all rushed out in the hall to see an older man lying on the floor. They all breathed a sigh of relief that it wasn't Derek that was the one needing help.

"Oh thank god!" Carolyn breathed.

"You can say that twice" Mark said.

"Oh I am just so glad that it wasn't Derek. I mean it not good for the patient or his family for that matter but I can't bear the thought of telling Mer; Hey Mer. So listen up. Derek woke up and went looking for you. But on the way to your room he collapsed and we don't know what is going to happen to him next. And you have to give birth to your first child alone but hey at least you have the kid? That would be horribly to tell her that…" Lexie rambled on like only a true Grey can.

"Hey Lexie, you can stop now" Mark smiled.

"Oh my god, I rambled again didn't I?" Lexie asked with embarrassed.

"You did but it is nothing to be embarrassed about. I think that it is cute" Mark smiled and gave her a quick kiss.

"Sloan knock it out! You have been spending way to much time with Mcdreamy. Speaking of the king of cheesiness, is he behaving in his bed?" Cristina snickered as she came walking down the hall towards them.

"Yang, where have you been?" Mark asked ignoring the comment about Derek.

"I just had a thing a needed to do. What you couldn't handle Mcdreamy without for five minutes?" Cristina laughed.

"Well we could if we knew where he is" Carolyn said.

"What do you mean `if we knew where he is`?"

"We mean that we don't know where he is" Lexie explained.

"Have you looked in Mer's room. That man looks like a lost puppy when he's not with her" Cristina laughed.

Carolyn, Mark and Lexie looked at each other not believing that they didn't think of that sooner.

"Oh come on that was not that hard to guess, at all!" Cristina snickered.

"Let's go" Mark said and began walking towards Meredith's room, praying that Derek would be there.

Meredith was starting to get really pissed. People kept trying to press her in to something she made very clear that she didn't want. And if they weren't pressing her they weren't keeping their promises about telling her if her husband was awake or not.

And the pain was not helping at all! The contractions were coming a lot more often, more painful and things were not looking like they were ending any time soon.

Meredith had seen Addison giving one of the nurses a message but she couldn't hear what she had said. But she didn't need to hear it, to know what it was about. If Meredith didn't start to push soon, Addison would perform an emergency c-section.

But Meredith would do anything in her power which wasn't anymore because she was just to tired. She hadn't slept in a bad in a long time since she couldn't leave Derek's bedside in case he woke up when she was at home sleeping. They had also offered her a bed in his room so she at least got to sleep in a bed. But she refused, because if she was lying in a bed in the other end of the room she would have to let go of his hand, and he had to know that she was there.

So now she was so incredibly tired and she was no where near finished!

Then Meredith heard the machines' alarm started to go of and she got scared. The one nurse they had put in her room to babysit her jumped up to look and see what was going on.

"What is going on? What is wrong with my baby?" Meredith cried.

"What is going on?" Addison asked as she ran in to the room.

"The baby's heart rate is dropping" the nurse explained.

"I'm sorry Meredith but if you don't push right now, I am going to do an emergency c-section" Addison said as bent down to look Meredith in the eye.

"I'm sorry but I can't do this without Derek. I am not some weak person but this is too much too soon. We were suppose to do this together, and his not here" Meredith said as she broke down.

"She is in no staid to give birth right now. Let the OR know we're coming" Addison said as she began start push the bed when someone appeared in the doorway.

"Stop right there" the person said.

Meredith would recognize that voice anywhere. "Derek you here. You're awake" Meredith breathed in disbelief.

So I finally brought them back together! I thought since it was so long since I last updated I would bring back together for you =)

So tell me what you think and if you think it was worth the wait.

XX

Catherine.