I know I haven't been having regular updates. I still don't have a computer. And I feel bad for posting this when I haven't updated my other story in forever. Oh well. Hope you like! Based on the song "Soulmate" by Natasha Bedingfield.
Leah POV
Everything feels so…stupid right now. Slowly the whole pack is imprinting. Jake, Quil, Jared, Sam…and now Paul. I have finally made peace with Sam and Emily and now this bullshit happens. Am I destined to be alone just as I am destined to be the only female in the pack? Did the spirits have a soul mate for me? I know the guys are getting tired of me being "bitchy" but I can't help it. My mind is always being filled with thoughts of their undying love towards their imprints. Damn…If I have someone, I wish he would just scream at me. Even if we were complete opposites, it wouldn't matter. Maybe "the one" is someone I know…probably not. The only way someone will love me now is if I imprint. And that will probably never happen.
"Hey Leah."
It was Embry.
"What are you doing up here?"
I was at the top of the cliffs.
"I come up here to think."
"Me too. What's wrong, Leah?"
I don't know what was going on with me but I wanted to tell him. Maybe he would understand. He hasn't imprinted.
"I don't know. Paul just imprinted. Paul…of all people. Why hasn't it happened to me?"
"Leah…it hasn't happened to me either."
"But it will. I doubt it will for me. I thought everyone had a soulmate…so why am I alone? I need something permanent. I want someone to love me."
"Stop. Please. I don't understand why you are feeling like this."
"What do you mean?"
"Sometime, I wonder if imprinting is all it's cracked up to be. I want to be able to chose who I love."
"No one would ever choose me. Not without imprinting."
He just didn't understand. He hadn't been broken by someone.
"I figured you would hate imprinting."
"I did. Until it seemed to hold a promise…I just want someone who loves me unconditionally and without holding back. Some one who will always be there."
"I don't need it."
The next chapter is from Embry's POV. It will continue what he has to say. Hope you like. Gives some view into Leah. I personally like Leah and think she was dealt a bad hand. So, I want her to be happy.
Here are the lyrics:
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone