Chapter 3
Running out the door I shot outside, passing Shino and now Naruto, who had come back and looked exhausted with the guy he went off with next to him. They stared after me in shock then looked at each other, saying good bye to their new friends, then exchanging numbers, and followed me.
"Kiba! Wait up!" Naruto called after me. "What's wrong?" I ignored them and got in the car in the back, avoiding there gazes.
"Take me home." I muttered out, trying to mask the tears from my voice. Naruto got in the passenger seat and Shino in the driver's seat and soon we were on our way. They didn't press matters, figuring I would tell them in time.
I jumped out of the car when we got to my house, waved, and shot inside. I took a warm shower then got into bed, spending a sleepless night lying there crying.
A first kiss was supposed to be simple, to be gentle and caring. Not lust ridden and rough, not something you receive pushed against a wall. And if you were a guy, getting a kiss from a guy you had just met then that was defiantly not okay! I mean, it was supposed to be something special, something you give to someone you had feelings for.
I wasn't gay, yet he had went and kissed me any way, made my body react in ways I didn't understand and ways I didn't want to understand. Why had my arms found themselves wrapped around him, why had my body been trying to cling to him? It wasn't right, and frankly, I was a little scared.
I should have known this was only the beginning
"Leaving already Sabaku-San?" The bartender called out to me as I was walking towards the door. I smiled and waved to him.
"Yeah, I'm headed home. Partied too much last night as it is." I was lying through my teeth. I was feeling bad about what happened with Kiba, a feeling I just couldn't shake. I knew that if I stayed here any longer I wouldn't have any fun any way. Time to go home and rest, then get back into my usual partying routine.
Ring, Ring, Ring!
The phone rang shrilly, reminding me of my mother down stairs in the kitchen. Sighing, I reached over and grabbed the phone, brushing the sleep out of my eyes and shaking the foggy haze that drifted in across my mind.
"Hello?" I yawned.
"Hey Kiba! How are ya?" Naruto's voice rang through the phone. I sighed, looking at the clock.
"Naruto, it's 8:30 on a Saturday morning. Why are you calling me?" To say I was the tiniest bit irritable was to say the least. "This had better be good." There was fumbling in the background, and a grunt. "Hey, is someone there with you?"
"No! Um, Could you come over today? Around twelve?" Hmm, suspicion blooms. "Only you though, okay?"
"Okay I guess. Are you sure there isn't someone with you?" There was muffled whispering in the background before Naruto squeaked out a no. "Okay then. See you at twelve." Then I promptly hung up on him.
I watched the blonde squirm in front of me, smirking. "Thank you."
"I still don't think this is a good idea Kankuro. Should I really have tricked him? He's gonna be mad at me." I rolled my eyes.
"I know, but I needed you to do this." He gave me a quizzical look, tilting his head to the side in confusion. It reminded me of Kiba, he did that last night when he had been listening to people talk, and it was so cute on him. "I. . . kind screwed up."
"Uh-oh. How?"
"I followed him when he had gone into the bathroom to get away from me. I helped him wipe his face, which confused me, then kissed him. He kissed back, but then slapped me and ran out crying." I took off my black hat, ran a hand through my hair before placing the hat back in its spot.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa. Back up. Why does you wiping his face confuse you?"
"I don't normally do that kind of thing. Something seemed to take me over, and I helped him. It felt good to help him and see his expression before I snapped out of it."
"And you kissed him?"
"Yeah."
"Wow! And he kissed back?"
"Pretty much." Naruto smacked my arm. "Ouch! What was that for?" I whined, rubbing my arm.
"Kiba's never kissed a girl, much less a boy! That was his first kiss!" I raised an eyebrow. "He's talked about it when we asked him why he hadn't ever kissed a girl. He said he was saving his first kiss for the one. The one he'd be with forever. He'd go all dreamy and stop talking after."
I winced. "So this first kiss thing was kinda important to him wasn't it?" Naruto nodded vigorously. "Damn it." I let my head fall into my hands as I squeezed my eyes closed tightly. I looked up again when I felt Naruto place a hand on my shoulder, he had a small smile on his face.
"So that's why you want to make things better. That's very nice of you. I have a feeling you'll have another shot at a relationship with Kiba." My eyes widened before I sat up again.
"No. I don't want a relationship with him. Just a quick fuck, a one night stand." I could see Naruto didn't believe me so I quickly changed subject. "I can't believe you didn't tell Kiba last night we've known each other since you were five."
Naruto grinned. "Well, I forgot to, and by the time I remembered I was drunk and. . . hanging out with Sasuke." I chuckled.
"You and Emo boy huh?" Naruto turned a shade of pink. "Interesting."
"Shut up!" I just laughed.
"So are things serious between you and him?" Naruto turned redder, then nodded slowly. "That's cool. Not my kinda thing, but still pretty cool." Naruto rolled his eyes.
"That's what you think now. You'll want it to be your thing soon, trust me." Naruto grinned. "Now let's get breakfast before Kiba gets here." I nodded, following the hyperactive kid out of his room into the kitchen.
Yeah, I'm such a sucker. I was suppose to just forget about what had happened, but it bugged me all night until I did something about it. I came to Naruto, both my and Kiba's close friend and begged him for help early in the morning. Lucky for me, Naruto was a pretty awesome guy when it came to helping friends.
It was 11:45 as I got in my car for the ten minute drive to Naruto's house. Why the sudden urge to get me over to his house? It made me very suspicious. I drove in silence for a while before I plugged my iPod into my car's stereo system, turning on an Arashi song called 'To Be Free' It helped calm down me down. It was a very relaxing song.
Soon I was smiling and singing along, and I have been told I can sing. I was bobbing my head slightly as I pulled into Naruto's driveway. I sat there for the ending of the song, singing Kazunari's 'Yeah!' with all I had, holding back nothing. I felt ready to face anything.
Until I saw who was taping on my window with a guilty Naruto behind him.
