Elliot saw the girls comeing and stopped his Frisbee game with Fin.

"Oh My god man look at liv's legs!" Fin exclaimed.

"I know they go on forever!" As the girls got closer, Fin's and Elliot's stupid smiles faded." What happened to them? They look like they are cut up on the inside."

Fin knew about the cuts but didn't say anything." I don't know man."

Elliot shrugged it off and went to sit on his towel. Alex's chair was beside Elliot's Olivia in the middle and Melinda on the end. Elliot watched the girls put their stuff down and they began to take off their sun dresses.

"Hey liv? Quick swim?" Alex asked

"Yea sure, You in mel?"

"Of corse!"

Elliot saw Olivia slide the light jacket down. He only saw her back but could tell she was in a sexy white bikini top and he saw the strings on the bottom. He hadn't seen her in anything other than hoodies and yoga pants for awhile so he took this time to admire her beauty.

"Okay Guys ready to go?" Olivia asked the girls.

They both nodded.

Just as Olivia turned towards the water, Elliot could tell he wasn't the only with all of his focus on her stomach. Her normally Toned abs were gone. They were now replaced with a large bump. Everyone including the girls, stared at the bump. The girls hadn't seen it and didn't think it was possible to hide something that big.

Olivia felt self consiouse now.

"What?" She asked everyone.

"Liv!" Cragen said," What... um...Whats with the uh...belly?"

"oh I am addicted to chocolate!" She said sarcastically.

"Livvie! Your gonna be a mom?!?" Munch cheered," This is awesome!"

"Ya. Okay I am going to go swimming. Lex? Mel?"

"Um you two go. I am gonna get some sun." Melinda said.

Alex got the hint and led Olivia to the water. They waded in slowly. Alex watched Olivia. The wwaded in slowly. The water was now coming about mid thigh. A wave came and she watched Olivia cringe from the salt stinging the cuts. Everything must have came floding back to Olivia because she was now wiping away tears. Wrapped an arm around Olivia's waist knowing how hard it was for her to tell someone she was raped, but also that she was having her rapest's baby.

"We don't have to go any further if it hurts your legs." Alex smiled.

"Okay well I am going to go lay down and I will send Mel out here. I know she wants to come."

"Okay."

Olivia walked back into the shore and to her chair. She could tell that Mel had explained the situation because everyone was quiet.

"Mel. Lex wants you to go swimming with her."

"Okay. You need anything?"

"Nope I am going to go get a drink though."

Melinda nodded and went to join Alex.

Olivia smiled to the boys, grabbed some money for a tip and walked along the beach. The got many smiles when she passed nice families and elderly couples until they saw her legs and the smiles disappeared.

Olivia stood at the counter waiting.

"Hey beautiful can I buy you a drink." Some one said behind her. She turned her head to see a young teen boy smiling at her.

"Sorry but I am old enough to be your mother."

"you don't look like it beautiful. Besides." He lowered his voice," I like cougars!"

Olivia thought this was an exalent opportunity to use her situation. She turned fully and looked down at her belly then back at him. He looked at her stomach to.

"Oh!" He wriggled his eyebrows," Milf to be!"

Olivia rolled her eyes and was just about to say something when she felt two arms slid around her waist and stomach. She knew her partners familiar smell and knew what he was doing so she leaned back against him and put her hands on his.

"Oh woah bro! I'm sorry!" He began to walk away," Oh and... n ice!"

Elliot smiled and waited till the boy was out of sight. Before sliding his hands off of her, immediately wishing he didn't.

Olivia was wishing the exact same thing.

"Thanks EL." She said turning to face him. She grabbed her drink and walked down the beach.

"No problem. So.. I hate to ask this but livia I have to. Why did you keep it from me? You know I would always support you."

"I know el its just.... at the time I thought all of it was just a dream. Until I kept having the dream. I went to a phyciatrist and then I was ill and went to the doctor and had proof that fin hadn't got to me until the second time." She looked down at her feet..

"Liv." Eliot steped in front of her and looked her in the eyes,"I will always be there for you."

"I know El, and I thank-you. But I just can't expect that from you. You have a family and.."

Elliot cut her off. And looked her deep in the eyes. " Liv you don't get it, I want to be there, WITH you. I don't know what it is but, do you remember last week on that stake out. You told me that you just wanted to have a child and someone who actually cares about you. I realized that is all I ever thought about. It was you. I care alot about you. And I know it is alot but you can't tell me you don't feel this between us."

Olivia didn't know what she was supposed to say. She wanted to say it, but what if it was just her condition.

"El..."

"Livvie. You are my life, and have been my life since the day you started SVU."

"And you've been mine too."

Elliot watched Olivia smile. He pulled her in for a hug.

"You know I've always wanted this!" Olivia said as they walked hand in hand down the beach.

"Me too!"

Elliot and Olivia ventured back to their chairs by the rest of the crew who were packing up their stuff. They released each others hands because they both agreed to keep this a secret. Everyone had enough stuff to think about.

"Hey guys we were going to go to the pool!" Alex said," You wanna come?"

"Sure!" They agreed at the same time.

The pool was amazing. At was huge with a volleyball net stretched between two ruin looking hottubs with pillars on the sides. There was a swim up bar on the other side and bridge stretched above I little cove.

"Wow! I am so hitting the bar!" Munch said wandering off.

"I am gonna hit the hot tub. Anyone else?" Cragen asked.

Everyone nodded in agreence.