CHAPTER 4
So my life is totally different now I mean yesterday I woke up as a vampire. Although my heart is not beating it is is still breaking and the pain is still here just like I realized I hadn't seen mom since I told her I was going jogging and that was four days i know wat i have to do i have to just tell her just enough but not too much if she got to suspicious and with that i took off tward my moms house.i ran as fast as i could and i was there in a few seconds i was a lot faster than i rember other vampires.i thought nothing of it though maby that was my power maby i had super super speed, cool.i was about to open the door but i rembered my eyes looked totally crazy i know i'll go buy some sunglasses.i ran to the stoor and bought the darkest glasses i could find then ran home.i slowly walked into the living room and i saw my mom and phil on the couch my mom was sobbing into phil's shoulder probally worried i said and she looked up and saw me and sprinted tward me and hugged me so tight if i was still human it probally would of crushed me then she asked where i had been i told her i got lost in the woods and couldnt find my way out.
after hours of what seemed to be endless tears and questions from my mom and phil they had finally had all the comfort and information the needed and went to sleep and i went to my room and laid on my bed and they hadnt asked about the sunglasses.i wondered why i hednt had the urge to kill mom and phil or anyone at the store maby thats another power i have so i have super spead and super self control amazing i thought you could only have one my thoughts moved to my eyes why arnt they blood red like they are suppost to be and i thought vampires eyes could only be gold,red or black my are blue with rainbow edges.
i hadnt realized how long i had been thinking until the sun started to come up it was outstandingly beautiful it was like i had never seen the sun rise before but to any human it would just be a dim light coming over the herison cause of all the clouds that have been covering the sky for the past two days.i looked over at my clock and it said 5:32AM so i just rolled back over and waited until i heard my someone open the frige.i got up out of bed and put on some dark blue shorts,a white tanktop and my sunglasses i had bought yesterday and by now i could here the faint voices of my mother talking about all that happened yesterday with phil.i opened the door and followed the voices to the kitchen when they saw me they stopped talking and looked at me i just stood there not knowing what to say oh how i wished i could read their minds just to know what to do or say cause i dont want them to think somethings wrong and as if on command i could hear their thoughts" i wonger why shes up so eary after all that has went on in the past couple of days you know she looks different kinda pailer and curvier i wonder why she has on those glasses-phil""oh bella is up i hope shes ok she looks different kinda pail i hope shes not sick she felt really cold yesterday when i hugged her-mom" ok that was wiered i actually heard what they were thinking dang it they do think somethings morning guys so whats going on? i asked trying to break the aquard silence "good morning sweetie how are you feeling my mom asked" oh just fine you "oh im just glad your back" my mom said then gave me another hug when she came in contact with my body she flinched from the cold and backed up and looked looked at me and asked again if i was ok again i replied i was fine but she didn't buy it and saked why i was so cold i told her i was ok and it was nothing to worry time it was phil who spoke and he asked why i had sunglasses on in the house, i told them both that it was nothing to worry about and to trust me that i was ok.i took another peak inside their minds it seemed like they listened and just forgot the whole went and started to make me breakfast and i was gonna object but i didn't want her to think there truely was something wrong with me so what harm could it do i would eat then later i would just throw it back up.