ch 5

So I ate the food i once thought was delicious that now tasts like a mixtuere of mud and tree bark for my mom then excused myself to go take a shower as soon as I truned the water on I went to toilet and threw up the discusting food. I decided then I would take a shower the warm water felt amazing on my cold skin I used my strawberry shampoo and got out. I dried my hair and brushed my teeth to get the remaning taste of the food out of my mouth then I went off to my room to get ready for the day to begin.

After I put on some blue jean shorts and a purple shirt and sunglasses I went to the living room. I was sitting on the couch watching sopngebob when my mom asked me to come shopping with her I looked out the window and saw it was still cloudy and agreed to come with her. We walked out to her car and drove tword the mall on the way mom was just talking about how much better I looked then when I first came to live with her and she was quite for the rest of the way.

We pulled into the mall parking lot and before I got out of the car I looked up at the sky their was just a tiny part of sun shinig through the clouds but it would be ok cause it was kinda far away. I stepped out of the car and my mom was waiting in front of the car for me when I looked at her she had a strange look on her face mom are you ok? I asked "yea sweetie just fine come on lets go."

with one last glance at the sky I hurried after my mom. The first place we went to was Victoria's Secret my mom bought a light pink night gown and I bought a dark blueish colour night gown with an ivory pinkish color bow and trim plus I got a light pink bra covered in black lace with a pink bow in the middle it was too cuite. Next we went to Channel and bought some coco purfume and I bought a cuite dress with an unusial print, knida flowerish, its a bunch of different blues and tan it was actually comfortable and I liked it.

When we were leaving Channel moms phone rang, it was Phil, "Hi Phil we just left Channel and then were gonna go to pick up your watch" Ok honey take your time have to go to practice I should be home around 7:30 this afternoon "Ok love you bye" Love you to honey bye. Wow I can hear everything they said. Renee looked at me she had that same look on her face that she had in the parking lot earlier. I just brushed it off though, Ok mom so where do we have to go to get Phils watch " Ed White Jewlers." ok lets get going its almost 4:00. We hurried off to the jewlery store and picked up the watch. While Renee was talking to the store clurk I decided to go look around and when I turned saw out of the corner of my eye a blond haired girl she looked around 13 or so staring at me. I turned my head to get a better look at her but she was gone it was like she had vanished. That was really wiered. Bella honey time to go I heard my mother say I turned to see her standing bye the door, we were started walking to the exit of the mall when mom asked if I was hungry I told her no but she indisted that we should get something from the food court. We turned the corner to go to the food court I could already smell all the discusting food even though we had to go up the escalator and aroine two corners. We went to the escalator and stepped on and in a few seconds we were at the top and then we went to the food court, my mom bought us each a slice of pizza and a coke even though I kept telling her that I wasn't hungry. Once again I ate the discusting food for my mom when my Renee was done eating we left and went to the front doors of the mall.

I took one look outside and stopped dead in my tracks it was clear and sunny outside. What am I gonna do. I cant just walk out in the sun well I could but not without causing a traffic hazard and my mom noticing somethings seriously wrong with me and exposing vampires. I thought for a minute until mom turned around and saw I was still standing in the same spot she walked over to me and asked what was wrong I told her I forgot to get something and told her I would be right back.

I ran off to a randome store and looked around for ideas when I saw a big black and pink umbrella I took it to the check-out lady and ran back to meet my mom. "Well that was fast wait why do you have an umbrella?" oh you never know when you mught need it, she looked at me like I was crazy and then asked if that was all I needed I said yes and we walked back to the door before I walked out I opened my umbrella and held it directly above me and walked after my mom.

When we got to the car she asked why I had my umbrella out I made up the excuse that I wanted to try it out, she just shook her head and said I was one strange kid. She opened her door and got in so I quickly opened mine and tried to shield myself from the sun and got in too when I was finally in with my umbrella closed and in the back seat I looked out my windowand saw the blond haired girl staring at me again and same as before she disappered when I looked at her she too had an umbrella but it was dark red, her eyes were a dark purpleish color but it hat a reddish tint to it very unusual she probally had coloured contacts or something. The rest of the way home I just stared out the windowas we made our way back home. When we got home the sun was already down over the top of the house so I didn't have to worry about that so I quickly helped get the bags out even though there were only four and went inside to put my new stuff away and change clothes.

After I changed I went into bathroom and turned on the sink as far as it would go and then walked over to the toilet and threw up the pizza I was forced to eat I can't keep doing this I thought. I walked out of the bathroom and into the kitchen to find my mom reading a book when I walked in she quickly closed the book then sat on " she sighed a big sigh "Honey im worried about you" why im way better you even said so "Your not you" what is that supposed to mean, I asked totally confused "Your different" how "your always pale and cold,you never take off those classes and everytime you eat you throw it back up and don't try to tell me thats not true because I just heard you throw up a minute ago" ok so its all true but its not what you think I don't have an eating disorder or anything like that. 'then what is it then?" I can't tell you I wish I could 'You can tell me anything Bella" No I can't tell you this im sorry but I just can't "Yes you can no matter how horrible you can tell me" mom its not like that its dangerous for me to even be with you if I tell you it could get us both killed. I read her mind to see what she was thinking(oh no their is something seriously wrong she needs help is she in a gang or something?) No mom im not in a gang and I don't need help. "What how did you know I wanted to know those answers" oops I forgot I was reading her mind and she didn't really say that.