A/N: Quotes in this chapter will be from the other stories in this JR fanfic series! Some from Uke TradeOff and Five Days and JRA…enjoy the nostalgia XD

Chapter 37: Nowaki's Mission

Nowaki planned this day for many weeks…he wanted to speak to Miyagi about Shinobu. He was sick and tired of thinking about Shinobu's pain…also their fight and not seeing Shinobu. Nowaki knew that Miyagi was forceful and resentful about Shinobu making him lose the Uke Trade-Off, but that was not a good enough reason to end their beautiful relationship. He felt bad that Shinobu just ran away…his heart was beating slowly, but he knew his mission well. His mission was to get Miyagi to listen to him and get Miyagi to find Shinobu. He just had to…

He gasped as the taxi stopped at T University. His eyes enlarged at the sight of Shinobu…with a woman! They were hand in hand as they chatted with smiles on their faces. The woman was sort of pretty as she wore expensive fur coat and her golden hair was hidden under a thick wool hat. Shinobu turned to her and kissed her…

Nowaki's mouth dropped as they were kissing! Not a peck on the cheek…but tongue! Shinobu…was kissing a girl! A rich one, obviously, but…why? He quickly paid the driver and ran to them. Nowaki yelled, "SHINOBU!"

Shinobu shivered and looked up. His gray eyes enlarged slightly for two seconds then returned to normal. He said, "Nowaki, long time no see. How are you, mate?"

Nowaki panted as he said, "Who is this?"

She smiled with brilliantly white teeth and said, "Camille Lockstreet, pleasure to finally meet you, Mr. Kusama."

Nowaki stood straight and said, "How did you know my name?"

Shinobu smirked and hugged Camille closer as he said, "I told her plenty about all of us. She is a fan of Usami-san's recent book, so she asked me about it. I told her everything about the game."

Nowaki shook his head and said, "Miyagi, what about him? This is not you…look at you. You changed…"

Shinobu sighed and said, "my first day back in class and you are already on my ass. Look, Miyagi made the choice to break up with me. I am just enjoying myself." He turned as Camille smirked at Nowaki with a wink. Her dark purple eyes were devilish…Nowaki grabbed Shinobu's arm and dragged him away from Camille.

Camille did not put up a fight as she said, "see you are to apartment, dear." She shook a spare key of Shinobu's apartment as she walked away.

Shinobu growled as he allowed himself to be dragged by Nowaki, "it will do no good. Miyagi will just deny everything; besides, I rather not see him again. Class was boring and slow for my taste."

Nowaki stalled and turned to Shinobu. He said, "what about your love? Can you really forget Miyagi that easily? This girl…Camille is not right for you! Please, talk to Miyagi."

Shinobu smirked and gently pushed Nowaki's hand away. He said, "Things change, Nowaki. Deal with it." His body spun away as he said, "good day, Nowaki."

Nowaki chased him and said, "All those dirty thoughts you had for Kamijo better not come up creeping up for me. I am in love with only Miyagi, and you are just a silly excuse for him to gain six million. I really believe this is a hoax, but… I cannot wait to see that the couple that wins gets a six million cereal boxes or toy dicks or something stupid like that. This Goda…cannot be that rich. He would have to be…no…not one of them."

Shinobu stiffened and snarled, "Do not quote me."

Nowaki continued, "Being nice does not stop the fact you insulted Miyagi, my lover! You cannot take it back now! So…Hiroki…is he really that dreadful to you too? He just sits there, saying your age is a big deal and…you should find someone else? Then he kisses you…touches you like he wants you, and you fall in love with him over and over…all you want is his love! It drives you insane the only reason that the relationship lives is…because you fear the end could destroy your heart, correct Kusama?"

Shinobu shivered as he clenched his fists. He spun around and growled, "I said SHUT UP! I am in no fucking mood for this SHIT!"

Nowaki continued more, "Miyagi what? He is old and just gets on my nerves…he never gives me the love I need! It is always about him! He needs to work! He needs to think! What about me? I want…need…I need his god damn dick in my ass, alright! I need…I need love…

Your relationship is so much better than mine and Miyagi's…it's not fair! How do you know? Your fight is worth it when your lover keeps begging you to leave? How do you know your love makes a mark in his life when you only have sex than talk about each other? How do you know Hiro-san thinks about you as much as you think about him? Does even Miyagi love me? He told me 'thank you for loving me' but that is not enough! He needs to say 'I love you' than 'thank you!' What am I to him? Do I matter? Why am I the only one who wants this relationship? Why Nowaki, tell me why Nowaki…Nowaki…"

Shinobu shivered more as he came closer. He said, "Stop it now or face the consequences…"

Nowaki stood proud as he kept quoting Shinobu, "For three years, I lived and tried to date other people…even women, but every time I came close to the kiss or getting into the 'dark secrets' revealed…I chickened out and stayed alone. I made many friends but never dated, so I was called the Dateless One. But I cared less, I only wanted Miyagi. Even in the Australian heat, I was surrounded by beautiful people from around the globe, and I only talked to my family as least as possible. I could not bear to talk to my sister since Miyagi picked up once…I stalled and hung up. My father also pursued Miyagi to help change my mind about M University as well, but I wanted to stay close…but in the end of that, Miyagi too wanted me close but knew that our relationship would not be looked upon too fondly. Especially when my father is Miyagi's boss, his ex father-in-law, and he has his negative opinions about homosexuality."

Shinobu stood before Nowaki with his fists slowly getting into place. Nowaki neither flinched nor moved as he continued, "Why do you think I cry all the time…that is the huge reason why. Miyagi has brought me to his bed, said a few romantic things, but he has not confided in me about everything yet…I feel so…lost…"

Shinobu looked angry…but also…upset. He snarled, "Shut your fucking hole, KUSAMA!"

Students started to look into the hall as they watched the battle between them. Nowaki kept quoting Shinobu, "Why? Why are you so damn lucky, Hiroki? You have the best lover…I have an old man that picked a new lover as soon as I felt like breaking up with Neko! WHY? No, it is over. I…need to think and be alone a little more time than what I did. Neko…he meant very little to me. I used him for a ploy for jealousy, and Miyagi never came…he just picked another man. Miyagi moved on…so maybe, I should too. I am leaving in a few days. I hope…you will get married later…I would like to come. The dream of love is only given to a lucky few…enjoy your lover, Nowaki. You never realize how much you love them until it is too late."

Shinobu started to breath faster and slammed a fist onto Nowaki's face. Nowaki accepted the punch as he spat out some blood.

Nowaki said, "What does your heart and soul say about Miyagi? Can you really live without him and find someone to pick up the broken pieces of your heart? Do you need his heart, soul, sex and kisses to make life worth every breath you take? If you answer any of those questions honestly, you will find your reasons to love Miyagi and be with him."

Shinobu screamed, "SHUT UP!" He covered his ears as Nowaki kept speaking like Shinobu, "I love him with every inch of my heart, soul, being and want to be with him. I believe wholeheartedly that destiny brought us together."

Nowaki dodged when Shinobu tried to hit him again. He finished, "You two seem have been through a lot too…but the lack of communication is not good. If you need to talk to him and find time with each other; this lacking communication will hurt your relationship more if taking too long to even know the basics about Miyagi."

Shinobu stalled as Miyagi yelled, "gentlemen! Can we refrain from fighting in this establishment?
Nowaki said, "Do not tell me that all of those weeping quotes were lies! You—"

Shinobu slapped Nowaki's mouth and snarled, "you over stepped your friendship too much today, asshole." He slammed another fist into Nowaki's face as Nowaki slipped to the ground. He finished, "Miyagi…is my teacher. Not a lover, so deal with your own shit on your own time. Asshole…" Shinobu ran away as Miyagi came to Nowaki.

Nowaki groaned as he felt his swelling and bleeding lip. Miyagi helped him up as he said, "this is a friend of mine…besides, and I have a brother that Shinobu dated. Do not worry…I would never date someone so young."

The students bought it and went back to their classes as Nowaki did not. Nowaki breathed, "Liar."
Miyagi shoved him to the wall when the halls were empty. He snarled, "Shinobu…damn, he just returned with that English bitch! They…are none of my concern."

Nowaki smirked and said, "You are jealous, right?"

Miyagi snarled, "You are not getting in the middle of this. Stay away from this college and Shinobu and me…if you know what is good for you."

Nowaki said, "did you hear the quotes? Shinobu loves you! Stop denying him! You need him as much as he—"

BAM! Miyagi slammed a fist into Nowaki's gut as Nowaki gasped and landed on the ground rasping for breath.

Miyagi said, "It does not matter anymore…its over." He walked away as he entered his office…only a few doors away and slammed the door.

Nowaki held his middle and tried to breath. He felt like a truck hit him…Shinobu's punches were little ticks compared to Miyagi's punch. His body shivered as Hiroki said, "Idiot."

He shivered as he turned to Hiroki's snarling face. Nowaki gasped, "I said…I will be home…"

"Idiot, I knew you would be here…you looked like you wanted to talk to Miyagi. So naturally…I followed you." Hiroki explained as he helped Nowaki up.

Nowaki sighed, "They are…not done, right Hiro-san?"

Hiroki sighed as they walked out of the college. He said, "They look like it… Nowaki, you are one man. Please, do not turn into Goda and try helping them. If they broke up, so let them live their own separate lives. We are not a part of their lives since we have our own issues. Please sweetheart, we need to get home."

Nowaki moaned as they came to the taxi outside. He said, "I cannot bear it…knowing Shinobu and Miyagi are done… It's not fair."

They entered the taxi as Hiroki said, "life is unfair…I thought you knew that by now."