A/N: I would like to apologize to the fans for this change…I need to take away some crossovers. I have a brilliant idea how to fix this! This will be done by making smaller stories on the side…so, the stories will have some connection to JRA, but for the vast majority will be a spare yaoi (or heterosexual) story for fans' eyes. The crossovers for the chopping block are: Fruits Basket, Kirepapa, and Otomen. These stories may have mentioning of the characters, but these stories will not have any bigger parts than that.
Do not worry! The other crossovers will stay like the original four and a few others…. The remaining ones are Sex Pistols, Crimson Spell, Little Butterfly, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi, Gravitation, and Sensitive Pornograph. Two more to worry about…the others (3 listed above) will only be mentioned sparely than all the time unlike these six crossovers.
I truly hope I will not confuse anyone with taking out a few crossovers. But as an author of this fanfic, I felt a little lost with all these characters and stories…so, I am taking a few out.
Well, that is it for now. A character that has a minor role in the Junjou stories, but he will get a slightly bigger part in mine…Fuyuhiko Usami. Enjoy.
Chapter 47: Unrequited Love and Willow
Christmas was supposed to be a time for family; yet again…Fuyuhiko was alone in his family room and stared at the small fire. He should be used to this loneliness, but every year he prayed for a family Christmas. His hopes and prayers went to his sons; he invited them to a huge family meal and presents that he littered under the ten foot pine tree. Yet again, he had loads of left-overs and stared at the gifts that his sons would never open. Fuyuhiko usually sent them later to them, but mostly…he knew that neither Haruhiko nor Akihiko kept the gifts. He always got the money back in the banking account, which meant the gifts were returned…obviously. But what worried him was…both his sons were homosexuals. He knew Haruhiko was seeing Benedict since he saw them together and holding hands… Also Misaki was back with Akihiko, and then Mio… Mio was single but…
He growled and paced. This annoying habit made him angrier and paced faster; he sighed and stopped to stare at the fire. He started to remember… Fuyuhiko held his head and tried to forget…that is why he wanted noise or even fights during Christmas. This was when…he broke up with his first love…a man.
Fuyuhiko stood straighter and snarled under his breath, "what did I expect? My sons should be heterosexual, but I was…also homosexual in my youth. Damn! I prayed! Damn…Toyo-kun…"
He remembered slightly the day that his wife found his diary as a teenager. Fuyuhiko stalled at the door as she read the last page. Chika looked at him and said, "You a homosexual…and Toyo Taka…well, this is certainly unexpected."
Fuyuhiko snarled at the memory and paced again. Chika always called him Toyo in the worst timing…even in front of Akihiko. He stalled at Akihiko's unemotional stare, but Akihiko never asked who Toyo was. Neither Haruhiko actually…which bothered Fuyuhiko slightly, but when Chika left. So did the memories…but now Mio, the new problem! Also Christmas brought those memories back…the one summer into winter of passion. A passion that Fuyuhiko could not top or destroy…he just grew into a passive angry man with little connections to anyone other than his sons. He knew he had to protect them from the pains he saw…what he made Toyo face…
His trek stopped when he turned to the coffee table and took a long sip of wine. The reddest wine…the wine that Toyo and he got drunk on…
Fuyuhiko moaned and sat back down in his leather chair as the memories came back… He tried so hard to forget, but the memories were persistent…when the fire burns and he was alone…on this holiday. His eyes blurred when he could imagine Toyo Taka as a teen…
Toyo Taka was small for his age, but he had a huge heart and smile…the first two things that attracted Fuyuhiko to him. His light hair was always fluffy and blew in the wind, but it never blew out of seeing his magnificent red eyes. His deep maroon eyes… Toyo could also laugh with his whole heart…a deep, caring and passionate heart that made them fall for each other…
They met at Fuyuhiko's family lake house… Fuyuhiko was swimming in the Usami's lake when he found an intruder at the lake's edge. He swam over and Toyo smirked at him. Toyo said, "So, you are young Usami-san? I'm Toyo Taka."
Fuyuhiko slumped beside Toyo as they started to talk…nonsense, cartoons, and so…they started to talk about things that made them know each other better. Their birthdays, favorite colors, and little tidbits that they would only let certain people know. They promised to see each other again…as they did for every day. Either in the lake or the lake's edge…they were always together as Otosuo was with a strawberry haired kid…
Toyo snickered and said, "My brother claims he found these magical creatures in my grandfather's well…oh well. " He leaned close and kissed Fuyuhiko's cheek. His last bit was breathless as he said, "see you tomorrow? Same place?"
Fuyuhiko smirked and nodded. He rubbed Toyo's face and said, "see you later…Toyo-kun."
They smiled at each other as they slowly enclosed the space between them and kissed… Both boys gasped and parted quickly. Fuyuhiko spun away and blushed. He mumbled, "Got to go…" Toyo nodded and said, "tomorrow…bye!" They ran to their homes…as promised, they saw each other again and again…not remembering the kiss…until one night.
Fuyuhiko and Toyo were on the lake's edge away from both of their families' summer homes when they sat beside each other and watched the stars… They stiffened at their enjoined hands, but they smiled at each other. The kiss came slowly as their mouths touched. This time…they allowed their tongues and mouths to roam over each other's. Toyo moaned when Fuyuhiko parted for a breath…but their mouths reconnected. They slowly lowered to the ground as Fuyuhiko got on top of Toyo. Their bodies rubbed and slowly skin was revealed… Toyo gasped and blushed… Fuyuhiko smirked and breathed, "Want to?"
Toyo blushed darker and said, "No…maybe…I do not know!"
Fuyuhiko removed his body from Toyo and said, "Maybe…a different night and when we are ready…but I have dreamed of you…a lot."
Toyo sat up and nodded. He said, "Me too…I love you."
Fuyuhiko turned a purple faced Toyo as he smiled brightly. He said, "I love you too…"
They smiled at each other as they stood and walked, hand in hand, to their houses. Fuyuhiko kissed Toyo one more time before Toyo parted for his house down the lake. Toyo waved as he kept blushing all the way home. Fuyuhiko smirked as he entered the house as his father said, "Seeing that boy again?"
Fuyuhiko stalled and turned to his father. He said, "Yeah…we were just hanging out, father."
Usami senior said, "of course, for every day of the week…hanging out? Son, homosexuality is not the way to go. You need a woman to satisfy your hunger, not a Taka."
Fuyuhiko sighed and said, "Would you listen if—"
"I forbid for you to see him. Go to your room and do not leave until I say so." Usami senior said as Fuyuhiko did as told…for three days.
Fuyuhiko heard rocks on his window on the third night away from Toyo. He woke from his sleep and looked out his window. Toyo waved a bottle of red wine and lipped, "common! We need to have a party before the summer ends!" Fuyuhiko smiled and slowly climbed down to Toyo. They quickly kissed and ran off…into the woods and allowed their bodies to touch…much more than they did before.
Toyo moaned as Fuyuhiko's mouth roamed Toyo's neck as Fuyuhiko's hands rubbed all over Toyo. He yelped when Fuyuhiko's hand groped Toyo's member… They looked at their blushed faces as they lowered to the ground and started to kiss more… Fuyuhiko opened the wine bottle and took a quick sip. Toyo took a quick sip as well as they started to kiss and touch even more deeply…
Fuyuhiko groaned as he removed Toyo's shirt and jeans… He removed his shirt and unzipped his jeans as he started to pump into Toyo. Toyo gasped and moaned in desire…his red face was in pure bliss as their mouths reconnected. They embraced each other as their heat and desire built on flames of their inner passion. Their bodies twisted and rubbed into each other more and more. Fuyuhiko tried to be gentle, but his passion made him ram into Toyo. Toyo gasped and moaned at every touch of Fuyuhiko's member within him. Fuyuhiko took another sip of red wine as they embraced their mouths and rubbed their skin close.
Toyo rubbed Fuyuhiko's back and kissed with so much desire… Fuyuhiko could not help but yelp and drove harder into Toyo. They groaned and twisted so much to allow Fuyuhiko's member the full penetration… Toyo gasped when he moaned, "Fuyuhiko…oh my…OH!" Toyo's member started to get a little harder…
Fuyuhiko smirked and said, "me…too…"
Toyo groaned at Fuyuhiko's hardening member as they kissed each other again. They rubbed harder as Fuyuhiko did come… Toyo yelped and twisted under Fuyuhiko. Fuyuhiko stalled and groaned. They panted and sweat onto each other for a few minutes when they looked at each other and resumed their love making…
They had sex twice more before they were parted for school… Fuyuhiko went to a Tokyo high school as Toyo went to an Osaka high school. They would sometimes sneak to each other by using their butlers; they would either talk, kiss or touch…they never had sex again until Christmas break.
Fuyuhiko was almost to his peak as Toyo kept pushing his bottom onto Fuyuhiko's member. They gasped and moaned in unison as their mouths roamed and wildly touched. Toyo stiffened and groaned when Fuyuhiko did come… Toyo joined him after as they smiled at each other. Fuyuhiko hugged him and said, "I love you…Toyo. I love you so much…it drives me insane…"
Toyo embraced Fuyuhiko close and said, "I love you too…please…love only me…"
They looked at each other as Fuyuhiko smiled and blushed when he said, "always…I will always love you, and only you…"
Toyo blushed and said, "Fuyuhiko…you will always have my heart…"
"Well, I hope love will be enough to stop this world from spinning. I also hope the pair of you will be prepared for the consequences from both of us." Usami senior said as he slammed the door open.
Fuyuhiko stalled as Toyo screamed and removed himself from Fuyuhiko. Both fathers came in as Usami senior dragged Fuyuhiko and Taka senior dragged Toyo to the living room…Usami's living room…where the adult Fuyuhiko groaned at the last memory…of his homosexual days.
Both boys were tossed to the ground before the fire. Usami senior said, "Look at the fire…what do you see? The fire can be an allegory of the world that will see you to as a pair. Homosexuality is a curse and worthless to our families. We need strong children, not this stupidity…if you can prove that your love is strong enough to face the world. Why have sex, touch, or kiss in secret? Tell the world and us that you two are a couple…if you can prove me that your homosexuality can live past this night…then I will take everything back. Do it. Tell me that you two will show your love outside this house and to the world…then I will deny my words. But I cannot promise a happy world for either of you…so let it all go. Tell me about your passions, now."
Fuyuhiko sat up as he stared at both fathers. His own father stood tall as his emotionless face waited. Taka senior glared at Fuyuhiko and his son. Toyo sat up as he slowly grasped Fuyuhiko's hand…Fuyuhiko ripped his hand away from Toyo's.
Toyo sighed and said, "I thought you said…"
Fuyuhiko turned to him and said, "cheap sex is all the use you had for me…I may have uttered a few crappy words of passion…but it made you continue having sex with me. So, that was enough to get me ahead of my virginal friends."
Toyo's face twisted from sadness to rage…bubbling rage as he snarled, "a cheap fuck, right? Well…" He stood as he motioned Fuyuhiko to stand, which he did. Toyo got close and said deeply, "well, this fucking partner will show you a good time!" He slammed his knee into Fuyuhiko's member and slammed his fist into Fuyuhiko's face. Fuyuhiko fell to the ground as Toyo finished, "I hope you never fall in love…I hope this night and all of our little chats will never leave you. Because I curse you…with this, I will hate you. I will always hate you for all of these lies and fucking sessions. You are a cruel man, Fuyuhiko Usami…for letting someone else to stop this…but you know what. This is better…"
Fuyuhiko wiped his face as Toyo stepped onto Fuyuhiko's chest and finished, "I am leaving for America in a few days…I hope you will never forget this unrequited love you lost. Because after tonight I will forget all about you, I know now that you are not worth an iota of my tears or pain. Good bye Fuyuhiko…I hope all your romances will be as empty as this one."
Toyo walked away as his father followed him…after that Christmas, Toyo never returned to Japan again.
Fuyuhiko never forget…especially during his first couple of years alone. Toyo invaded his mind when he either felt horny or alone. So, he dated women, many women…until he met Chika. Her voice was her main attraction point for him. So, they dated and married within a year…as he found out about her gambling problem. He forced her to see a therapist, and there…he met Kiyoshi.
Kiyoshi was a blissful change from a loud and clingy Chika. She was firm, intelligent, and very in love with him. He just did not care…as he started to try for a child with Chika. With no luck for two years, he asked Kiyoshi to carry his child. She started undressing at the moment…in two months, he had found out she was pregnant. Chika, of course, found out when Kiyoshi was about eight months pregnant with a Usami…but yet again, Chika did nothing extravagant or jealous intent towards Kiyoshi. Until the diary was found…Chika gambled and almost lost the house. Fuyuhiko forced Akihiko away from her and divorced her… Kiyoshi died years before, and yet again, Fuyuhiko was alone…
He moaned, "Women…useless creatures…"
"I could not agree more. Men are so much tastier." A young man said from behind Fuyuhiko.
Fuyuhiko turned slowly as he stared at Toyo and a green haired twenty-something-old. He blinked twice and said, "Where is my butler?"
Tanaka came from behind the men and said, "I did not stop them because they had irresistible invitations."
Fuyuhiko stood and said, "Tanaka, you have been…asshole." He stared at the basket filled with Swedish chocolates and French cheeses. Of course, Toyo knew Tanaka's weaknesses for these foods.
Toyo gave Tanaka the basket and said, "Enjoy yourself, and Merry Christmas."
Tanaka bowed slightly to Toyo and looked worriedly to Fuyuhiko. Fuyuhiko gave him a slight snarl, but he nodded to allow Tanaka go. Tanaka left with his basket of goodies.
Toyo smirked and said, "you are still cursed…I was just saying it, but apparently it worked well."
Fuyuhiko crossed his arms and scowled, "what do you want? You fuck me more over than all the women in my life. I do not need nor want you. I moved on, so go away before I call the police."
Toyo blinked and said, "To think this man stole my virginity and does not want me…pity. I feel hurt so badly." He flashed a twenty-four karat gold ring and finished, "I am married to a lovely lady, so your penis is not required. But what kind of man am I if I forget to give you a Christmas gift? Willow is his name, and he is yours." He patted the green haired man's shoulder.
Willow was a few years younger than Akihiko…and looked awful for a man. His green hair was all sorts of green from Mother Nature and artificial as his hair flowed down to his hips. He had dirt brown eyes with light green eye shadow on his eye lids. His face was oval with perfect lips and a long nose. His body was thick, toned, and wore a body suit of neon tie-died colors. His feet were consumed by white platform boots…that were five inches high.
Fuyuhiko said, "You cannot be serious."
Toyo smiled and said, "oh, but I am serious. Willow has happily agreed to be your sex slave while I stay in Tokyo. I might be walking around, so I do not want your unwanted attention. Willow will be enough for your homosexual appetite."
Fuyuhiko growled, "do I look homosexual to you?"
Willow snickered, "no, but you will when I am done with you. I will do whatever you want then I will play harder… I am not a simple sex slave to allow you to play all the buttons and make me wait for you. I expect pulsing, jizzing, and panting all night." He licked his glossed lips…
Fuyuhiko's lip twitched in annoyance as he snarled, "I refuse your gift."
Toyo pushed Willow into the living room and said, "you want him…trust me. You look like you need to get laid, hard."
Willow came to Fuyuhiko as he circled him. He said, "tight ass, lovely bone structure, and very tense…yes, tonight is going to be hot." His hand groped Fuyuhiko's butt as he moaned, "yes…this will be worth it!"
Fuyuhiko tensed and shoved Willow off. Willow laughed as he said, "you know you want me." Fuyuhiko snarled, "I will throw you into a pit of bankruptcy before you can say my full name!"
Willow smiled seductively and said deeply, "yes, chains are one of my specialties…"
Toyo laughed and said, "Fuyuhiko, I expect a gift in return. It cannot be a return of Willow, but another present worthy of Willow. Be sure to give it to me before Valentine's Day. Good night gentlemen, also Willow…"
Willow looked at Toyo as Toyo finished, "use everything on this guy. He needs a good fucking after all these lonely years. Have fun." Willow nodded as Toyo left.
Fuyuhiko yelled, "Toyo, ASSHOLE! I will destroy you YET! To think…" He stalled at his own sentence when he heard the door slam. Fuyuhiko moaned as Willow said, "He did like you a lot too, you know. But…you both need to move on. I will help you there."
Willow smiled when Fuyuhiko snarled, "I refuse to have sex with you! Now or ever!"
Fuyuhiko stormed to the hall as he saw three full bags… He snarled, "You are not staying here!"
Willow moaned, "Where will I stay? I was kicked out of Toyo's place… I was naughty too many times, so he asked me if I could be your pet."
Fuyuhiko spun and snarled, "Look, I am fifty-six-fucking-years old! I am not doing this!"
Willow smiled darkly and said, "I do not care. I am being paid to fuck you, so I will do it either you consent or not. So, what do you say? Yes, be nice or no, be rough?"
Fuyuhiko snarled, "You will…" He stalled when Willow started to undress… Fuyuhiko blinked three times when Willow was only in a pink jock strap with see-through holes to his penis… He gulped and finished, "this…is…not…happening…"
Willow also had nipple rings and a belly button ring… Fuyuhiko was staring at the young man's body then to Willow's member, which he could slightly see a penis ring too… Willow sighed and walked over his clothes with his knee-high platform boots. He said, "One bag is filled with my sex toys…new, of course. But, do you prefer clean sex, dirty sex, or covered sex?" He went to a bag and pulled out seven condoms; each one had a different color and strength…and some had lube or not.
Fuyuhiko gulped as he backed to the wall. He breathed in horror and…slight shock at his own body. His eyes could not take off of Willow's member or the rings…he was curious on how it would hurt the kid… He gulped when Willow placed his body close to Fuyuhiko and Fuyuhiko's hand on his butt… Fuyuhiko's hand twitched as he tried to think…of anything…as Willow's mouth enclosed over his.
Willow's tongue slowly invaded Fuyuhiko's mouth. The kiss was nothing more than an invading tongue…but slowly… Fuyuhiko took his own tongue to continue the slow motion as his hand rubbed Willow's bottom. Willow just allowed Fuyuhiko's hands to roam over him as Fuyuhiko ripped his mouth away for air.
Fuyuhiko gulped for air as he said, "damn…"
Willow smiled and held Fuyuhiko's hand. He said, "Lead the way." His other hand took the suitcase as Fuyuhiko led him to his room.
TBC….
A/N 2: A new love interest? Possibly…so that is why Chika called Fuyuhiko 'Toyo' because she was reminding him that he was gay…interesting twist, huh? I cannot help but wonder why Fuyuhiko does not want his sons to be gay (in the manga). So, my idea, he was gay and forced out of it….