Chapter 51: New Year's (part 3)

Miyagi dragged Shinobu down the hall into an empty room and slammed the door. He breathed heavily as he felt his pocket for a cigarette. His moan was deep as he forgot that he has not smoked in months…

Shinobu offered him a cigarette and lighter.

Miyagi stared at the drug and said, "Since when you smoked?"

Shinobu placed the cigarette in his mouth and lighted it. He inhaled and exhaled like a pro, "since Australia, but like you care to hear about that." His breathing the little drug was slightly seductive…as Shinobu offered another cigarette and Miyagi took it. Miyagi lit it as they sat on the couch with a cushion in between them.

They smoked silently until Miyagi turned to Shinobu and truly looked at him. Shinobu grew up…the teen that used to whine and beg to be with him turned to this cool and silent twenty year old. He snarled and said, "You never smoked in front of me…"

Shinobu snickered and said, "You never saw me all the time…remember?" He exhaled and inhaled. His voice was deep in nostalgia as he said, "I quit after I came back to Japan, but I did smoke a little at parties here as well. I restarted smoking at England when I stayed over there. But yet again…not a heavy dose just a mild touch of nicotine to cover my craving."

Miyagi kept smoking as Shinobu stood to go to the cupboard for an astray. Shinobu placed it on the coffee table as the men kept smoking silently. Miyagi inhaled the drug with some desire, and yet…he sighed and extinguished the cigarette.

Shinobu exhaled in front of Miyagi's face and said, "What's the matter? Don't like this brand? Pity, I prefer the lights than the full flavor."

Miyagi ripped the cigarette from Shinobu's mouth and crushed it. He snarled, "Do you think a drug addiction makes you look older?"

Shinobu crossed his arms and said, "No, it makes me look younger, right?"

Miyagi glared at him and said, "what do you want from me?"

Shinobu turned to him and said, "Nothing."

Miyagi blinked and said, "No fluffy quotes about destiny or addiction? What about cabbages, pumpkins or whatever vegetable addiction you have now? Also smoking…the longer hair…and the tattoo, what are you trying to prove by doing all these things to yourself?"

Shinobu sighed and said, "I am living to my standard, if you do not get it, then screw you. And if you excuse me." He stood and finished, "I prefer not to remember all the shit that you put me through for your silly thoughts of love for me." His trek turned away from Miyagi as Miyagi jumped over the couch and stood in front of the door.

Miyagi glared at Shinobu and said, "So, you do not love me?"

Shinobu blinked and said, "Does it matter?"

"Say it." Miyagi snarled as he waited for Shinobu to say it.

Shinobu sighed and said very clearly, "I do not love you."

Miyagi leaned on the door in shock…that sounded believable. Too believable…he did not want to believe it. Nor he will as he came closer to Shinobu's body and touched his face. He said, "You mean it…but does your body agree with you?"

Shinobu slightly flushed as he said, "I will not accept—"

Miyagi kissed him on his mouth and slowly invaded his tongue into Shinobu's mouth. Shinobu shivered but allowed Miyagi in. They embraced each other as they kissed deeply. Miyagi's hands rubbed Shinobu's body against his as he backed Shinobu into the wall. Shinobu gasped as Miyagi rubbed his member and sides. Miyagi licked and kissed Shinobu's neck as Shinobu gripped Miyagi's back and spread his legs apart. Miyagi placed his body closer to Shinobu as they groaned in unison at the building desire…

Shinobu groaned, "Damn you! You think this…" He blushed when Miyagi looked at him.

Miyagi slowly smiled and said, "admit it…you missed me."

Shinobu sneered and snarled, "I am not your sex toy!"

Miyagi cooed, "No…you are much more than that…darling."

Shinobu turned so red…his ears were red. He breathed, "what…hap…happen…to…the break...up? The other man? And…Miyagi…"

Miyagi kissed him again and breathed, "Botan is a friend of mine…just acting to see your passions towards me…" He rubbed his member against Shinobu's slowly hardening one… Miyagi giggled gently and finished, "common, let go…"

Shinobu groaned and shoved Miyagi off. Miyagi fell to the ground with enlarged eyes as Shinobu growled, "no, I refuse to be molested again until…you prove your love to me."

Miyagi rolled his eyes and said, "I want you, isn't that enough?"

Shinobu snarled, "Lust, sex, and crappy love songs will not change the fact you broke my heart multiple times. I want all of you; your heart, soul, and know everything about you. But no, you hide yourself since I am too young to understand. I get it, Miyagi. You are afraid to love anyone else except your precious teacher."

Miyagi stood and snarled, "I have not thought of my teacher much after breaking up with you! Also…I have not touched or spoke to another person. Unlike you! You are turning into a little slut…"

Shinobu rolled his eyes and said, "I am testing the dating field, unlike you."

Miyagi slammed his hands to trap Shinobu to the wall and snarled, "I am not letting you leave until you give me a definite answer! What do you want? Me or…other people?"

Shinobu glared at him as he slowly said, "I…want you…but I cannot return to the life we had. I need more."

Miyagi moaned and said, "then why do you stop me from touching you?"

Shinobu snarled, "Because we will just return as we were before! I do not want to wait for you! I want proof that I am yours and yours alone!"

Miyagi growled, "I said it plenty of times before! I love you! Isn't that enough?"

"NO!" Shinobu yelled as Miyagi growled, "what do you want from me then?"

They panted in frustration and anger…for a few solid five minutes, all they did was stared at each other. Miyagi could see the frustration and little love Shinobu had for him in his stormy gray eyes…and Shinobu said, "I…want you to marry me."

Miyagi backed away to the other wall and said, "You cannot be SERIOUS! I was married once! Also that homosexual law…sure it was passed, but…" His eyes enlarged as Shinobu knelt on one knee and showed a metal ring…an engagement ring; a dark silver ring with a small emerald in the center of a line of diamonds. He stared at the ring for a long time as he said, "Shinobu-chin…you are way too young to get married to an old man like me."

Shinobu closed the ring box and said, "Well, excuse me. I refuse to be your fucking pillow, so find someone else." He went to the door as Miyagi slammed it shut again. Shinobu moaned in frustration as Miyagi leaned close to him.

Miyagi said, "Why do you want to marry me? We hardly know each other except physically."

"That is why…if you are married to me, at least…you will always be with me. No matter what anyone else says. You will be mine…as I am yours. But refused my proposal, so I expect no more from you." Shinobu said so cold…so distant…

Miyagi sighed and said, "I…do not know what to say…except…don't leave."

Shinobu shivered under him and said, "What is there left to say? I want to marry you, but denied me. You only want my body, but I deny you. All we ever done are denying each other! I am tired of denial…I want love."

Miyagi sighed and said, "I will marry you in a few conditions—"

Shinobu shrieked and spun around. His face was lighted with a crimson blush as his eyes stared blankly at Miyagi. He barely breathed for a few seconds then he said, "Are you serious?"

Miyagi giggled and looked into Shinobu's eyes. He said, "Yes, I will marry you if…you can persuade me to marry you better than that first time. Common, be romantic."

Shinobu smirked and said, "Back off and let me try again."

Miyagi did as told and watched Shinobu go on his one knee. He could not help but smile at the red faced Shinobu as Shinobu looked up and reopened the ring box.

Shinobu sighed and took a few deep breaths. His breathing calmed the redness off his face as he said, "Miyagi, You, I have loved you since the day you save my life from thugs. Your face has been a part of my memory for the short time I spent in Australia, and then returned to you as soon as you divorced my sister."

Miyagi sighed and leaned against the door. He said, "I expected some lovey dovey—"

Shinobu snarled, "I am getting to it! Let me continue! I want…to be honest."

Miyagi snickered and said, "Continue, Shinobu-chin."

Shinobu blushed and said, "I missed you calling me that…"

Miyagi smiled as he started to remember why he put up with Shinobu's emotions. He liked being like this…felt right. His heart beat gently as he watched the colors on Shinobu's face flash from red to pale back to pink.

Shinobu gulped and continued, "I told you about fate…well, I meant every word. I started researching and developing a commonplace book about…" He turned purple and finished, "magic. Yes, I started to believe in magic and learning about it in Australia. I am proficient in many branches, but I do not practice it. I prefer to learn about the various cultures' attitudes towards mythology and magic… Asshole." He was almost blackish purple from deep embarrassment.

Miyagi twisted his face to stop from laughing, but he slowly coughed out his humor. He said, "Continue."

Shinobu sighed and said with a dark face of embarrassment, "asshole, jerk, fucker, and mean, mean MAN! I…even a scholar like myself have faults…" He moaned and turned away.

Miyagi snickered and said, "Common, what else is there?"

Shinobu snarled, "PLENTY!" He moaned and turned to him. He was colored back to normal as he continued, "I loved every moment with you. The sex, kissing, and just being with you…were enough for me. Until you played the Uke Trade-Off, I started…to question us."

Miyagi moaned and said, "Goda…he was good to persuade me to play the game because you were texting me…he figured out quickly that I had a younger lover. He showed me his card and told me to come to Marukawa to discuss how I could get some money. At first…I did not want to go. But I went…out of curiosity."

Shinobu sighed and said, "Well…that ten days…changed me. As I tried to be faithful to you, I found myself slightly attracted to Nowaki—"

Miyagi groaned and said, "That little brat! He always—"

"We only KISSED and…slightly touched." Shinobu yelled. He moaned and continued, "I liked him because…we spent time together, talked and made a small bond of friendship for the fact…both he and I are alike in many ways."

Miyagi stiffened as he listened to Shinobu, and Shinobu said, "Nowaki and I…are hopelessly in love with our partners. Our partners hurt, ignore, and tell us to leave them based on age alone…but my heart…like Nowaki's…could not imagine that day. Both of us agreed that life without our lovers…would not worth living."

Shinobu sighed as he looked at the ring. He continued, "I found myself fighting between faithful to you and trying to find a reason to hate Nowaki…but I liked him. So, I needed space and…you. I came to you that night and…well, you remember."

Miyagi slipped to the ground as he nodded. He did not want to…but that night replayed in his mind a few times after they broke up. His memory replayed all the Takatsukis' faces and his own anger…also the fear and sadness. He was breaking up with a man that he did love…but he was hurt as well. Miyagi still could not see any other way that night could have ended…so it ended with him breaking up with Shinobu and the torture…of long, lonely nights and begging for his touch. But the anger and frustration…these emotions made it very difficult for Miyagi to relent back to his younger lover. So…he hid and said nothing while his heart yearned for Shinobu… He nodded again and said, "Continue."

Shinobu did, "I tried to reclaim you…like I always do, as a terrorist. But…you were so hard to reach. After a few days, Neko found me…and asked me out. We did go on dates…as I did this." He started to remove his clothing…

Miyagi gulped as he was shown the new tattoo on Shinobu's right arm. It was a dragon; a long, snake like dragon that wrapped around his arm with its face snarling towards the front. Also a small blaze came from its mouth… He looked all over the tattoo in shock and admiration…it was beautiful. The dragon was a white with a few patches light green scales and dark green spikes that ran down its back. The flames did not over power the art…as blue, red, orange, and some green twisted out the reptile's mouth. This dragon flew in small patches of blue and white clouds. Also, the dragon was detailed enough to show all these details, but small enough to be hidden under a fancy shirt…

Shinobu replaced the clothing as he finished, "I got this…in honor of you and your love for Matsuo Bashou. I knew you read his haikus faithfully and written your thesis paper on him…so, I felt a dragon was a perfect symbol for you. Bashou wrote about nature and everything around him…as I adore magic and the folklore around it. So, put two together…a nature based magical creature…like a dragon. Of course, a Chinese dragon because I like them the most. But…laugh if you want! I know it's silly but…" His stormy gray eyes turned to Miyagi as he finished, "what? What's wrong?"

Miyagi was speechless as he stared at Shinobu. At first, he felt the tattoo was some heart with his name scrambled all over it…this was better and so much more…romantic. He was deeply moved and wanted to touch the tattoo and examine it deeply…the art was amazing. Every detail was taken carefully…as the dragon just made him stare at Shinobu. He could not utter a thing as he motioned for more information…he could not think of a word to describe his intense need to hear more…

Shinobu blinked and blushed again. He continued, "I have another one…on my butt."

Miyagi stiffened and said, "Really? Which one hurt more?"

Shinobu pointed to his arm and said, "Because…my butt has more fat, so I did not feel it. Besides…that tattoo will be show on our honeymoon! Which…I will plan!"

Miyagi smiled and motioned Shinobu to continue.

Shinobu smirked and said, "You…like this?"

Miyagi motioned for more as Shinobu giggled. Shinobu smirked and said, "I…can never figure out your moods or your reactions…I prefer this. But…I really did expect you to be mad about this."

Shinobu kept trying to not look into Miyagi's eyes, but he did…they stared at each other with passionate smiles. He flushed and said, "I…found you with Botan around the time I wanted to break up with Neko…our sex and kisses were worthless to me. Good practice but…worthless."

Miyagi sighed and said, "Botan is my friend…not lover. He never was. His lover is happy to play this stupid game since…Botan would always return to him."

Shinobu moaned, "why do you always have gay friends?"

Miyagi laughed as Shinobu turned crimson. He said, "Common, get to Camille. I need to hear about that."

Shinobu turned green and said, "I…never had sex with her."

Miyagi grimaced and said, "I heard you…you seemed very happy about it."

Shinobu turned purple and moaned, "I…was jacking a plank of wood…as she watched."

Miyagi laughed so hard that he flushed. He kept laughing as he saw Shinobu glare at him with an entire red face. His laughter lasted for a few seconds as he said, "you…jacked…a dildo?"

Shinobu moaned and said, "Camille…was my aunt's bride's maid for her wedding. I sort of asked her to show me England, so we hung out…and she found out quickly that I was depressed about you."

Miyagi stiffened as he listened. Shinobu continued, "Camille…knows things about people…creepy things. She knew immediately that I was homosexual, most stuff about Goda, and…some things about my family. Her claims for knowing most of this were because she wanted to help me…"

Shinobu turned pine green and turned away. He mumbled, "She…wanted to…teach me…how to elongate sex…for better pleasure."

Miyagi hooted and hollered. He laughed so hard that he lay on his back and kicked his legs. His eyes closed from tearing from laughing as he twisted from the gut-twisting laughter. He kept laughing for a few minutes as he slowly panted, "You…man! I need to talk to this girl…she sounds more perverted than me! That is saying something…making you fuck a dildo and teaching you to elongate sex…you give in too much. Foreplay makes you erect…so…" Miyagi sat up and looked at the purple faced Shinobu as he said, "did you learn to stretch your erection longer than…five seconds?"

Shinobu closed the ring box and snarled, "Yes…but only slightly."

Miyagi snickered and said, "So…are you done or…is there more?"

Shinobu sighed and reopened the ring box. He said, "I…could not stop thinking or wanting you…so I came back." His color slowly drained as he looked deeply into Miyagi's face. He said, "I wanted you…to come after me. That is why I came back with Camille…not as a jealousy ploy but…a ploy to hope that you might want to talk to me. About anything…just a few moments, but I walked away…in hopes you would save me too…from her."

Miyagi sighed and leaned against the door. He said, "I…still do not know what to say about your behavior. You dated Neko too quickly, and you use Camille as a sex teacher. But why is my question."

Shinobu said clearly, "I wanted to develop into a better lover…you were my first and only… So I needed to become better to satisfy you and calm down my overzealous emotions for you."

Miyagi opened and closed his mouth. He just stared at Shinobu as Shinobu said, "I never meant to hurt you! I just knew…as I was…that love would never progress or change. So, I changed. I needed to grow up."

Shinobu sighed and said, "I wrote this in England…how I would propose if I could…mock me all you want but…wait until the end, okay?" He turned a fresh pink as Miyagi nodded and motioned for more.

Miyagi waited as Shinobu shifted and took a few deep breaths. Shinobu repositioned himself to properly propose as Miyagi slowly stood. They looked at each other as Shinobu giggled and flushed.

Shinobu sighed and said, "Miyagi, as these long confessions can say so much, but this needs to be said. I love you with every inch of my skin, heartbeat, and every reason against the world. I know our love might be tested by age and other people who do not understand us…but I want to fight with you. For our love is rare and a perfect, we find new reasons to keep loving each other. So I plead with all my being to be with you…for I know, I need you to live a happy life. Please Miyagi, You…will you marry me?"

Miyagi blushed…he was utterly out of ideas for words, so his mouth dropped as he looked at Shinobu.

Shinobu turned purple and said, "Miyagi…you never looked at me like…Miyagi?" He shivered when Miyagi enclosed Shinobu in his arms. They kissed…a long, wanton and desirous kiss as Miyagi moaned, "yes…I will marry you…you brat."

Miyagi felt Shinobu shiver as he said, "my conditions…we need to get married fast."

Shinobu turned greenish red as he said, "eager?"

Miyagi smiled and flushed more… He said, "you asked me to marry you better than I did with your sister…anyways, I want to marry you soon because your family will be told that I am marrying you. As my folks will be informed as well…so, if they find out…they cannot stop us if we get married quickly, right?"

Shinobu rushed, "I would marry you tomorrow if I could!" He turned so red…his ears and neck turned red.

Miyagi giggled gently and hugged him. He continued, "I also do not want a huge wedding…the huge thing was nice for my first but—" He gasped as Shinobu slipped the ring on…it was slightly loose but…it fit. Miyagi smiled and kissed Shinobu's head.

Shinobu sighed and said, "You are taking my name…"

Miyagi snorted and said, "why because you asked me to marry you? Well…that is interesting."

Shinobu glared at him and said, "My sister has not changed her name yet! She claims it is too hard to change her name back to Takatsuki…darn woman!"

Miyagi laughed gently as he kissed all over Shinobu's face. Shinobu shivered but moaned in pleasure. He said, "I never…felt this reckless before…yes, I will take your name."

Shinobu stiffened as he said, "I…will wear black as you…white."

Miyagi giggled, "Want me in a dress?"

Shinobu moaned as Miyagi's hands started to rub all over him…reminding them both of the wanton and the missed touching. He mumbled, "I would marry you naked…as long as you are mine…"

They landed on the floor as their mouths reconnected. Their tongues rolled as they rubbed against each other and moaned deeply. Miyagi spread Shinobu's legs as Shinobu moaned and groaned, "We…do not own this room…also…the party…"

Miyagi growled passionately, "I do not want to return besides…little Shinobu wants to play." He started to feel Shinobu's member harden slightly.

Shinobu groaned and said, "I practice all I want! But…imagining you will never compare to being near you…touch me, Miyagi…and do not stop."

Miyagi slowly lowered onto Shinobu and said, "Yes…my fiancée."

TBC

A/N: Two weddings…this is going to be fun XD Stay tuned…