Life At Hogwarts And Beyond
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Harry Potter characters they belong to JK Rowling.
Challenge: you must choose 1 to 4 lines of a song/quote then write a fic centering on your character or pairing inspired by those lines.
Name: Dramione
House: Hufflepuff
Pairing: Pansy/Blaise
Lyrics: You're not sorry by Taylor Swift
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
Chapter 5 - I Don't Believe you
She threw her clothes into the suitcase quickly and slammed it shut. Blaise watched her silently as she did this, hardly able to believe that this was actually happening. Pansy locked her suitcase and wiped the tears from her eyes. Turning around she stared at him, tears began to flow down her face once more but she did nothing to stop them this time.
Blaise gazed at her and as he looked at her his heart ached. She was hurting and he had caused that hurt.
"I'm sorry Pansy," he said.
"That girl meant nothing to me. It is you that I love," he explained. She listened to him silently as he made the same old excuses that he always did.
"I love you Pansy" he whispered. She shook her head, not believing the words that were coming from his mouth.
He approached her and took her hand in his own. Blaise raised her hand to his lips and kissed it. "Please don't leave me Pansy. I love you" he begged her. She snatched her hand from his and turned her back on him. Pansy took a deep breath to compose herself. His mere touch still sent tingles up her spine. She loved him. Even after everything that he had put her through these last few days, she still loved him.
This was not the first time that he had been unfaithful to her. Every time he always said the same, that they meant nothing to him and that he loved her. He apologised to her and she always forgave him. He always promised her that he would never hurt her again but it was all lies because he kept hurting her over and over again.
She knew that he loved her but she couldn't stay. Not this time, before she had looked the other way and forgave him because she loved him but she couldn't do it this time. Pansy knew that he loved her but he just didn't love her enough. He stepped forward and wrapped his arms around her then he kissed her neck. She closed her eyes enjoying the feeling of him being so close to her again.
She breathed in his scent and for a brief moment she forgot.
"I'm so sorry," he whispered once more softly against the base of her neck. Instantly Pansy opened her eyes and a sense of reality crashed over her.
"No," she whispered gently as she pulled away from him. She took another deep breath and turned to face him once more.
She steeled herself for what she knew she had to do next.
"You hurt me deeply Blaise. You just keep hurting me over and over again," she said.
"I just can't do this anymore." she explained. Pansy stopped talking and waited for a reaction was him but there was nothing but silence. He just stared at her speechless. A few minutes passed and the silence stretched between them.
They just looked at each other neither of them breaking eye contact.
"Please don't leave me," he pleaded with her, breaking the long silence. She looked over at him. Tears began to fall down his face as he gazed at her. Pansy walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek.
"Goodbye Blaise," she said sadly. Pansy walked over to the bed and picked up her suitcase.
She walked to the door and looked back at him, she gazed at him for a few moments then she was gone.
Author note: This is my fifth entry for the forum wide challenge competition. I hope you enjoyed reading it. Reviews would be greatly appreciated.