Chapter 63: Pondering…

Misaki found himself sighing into the hot water. The hot water made him cringe, but he slipped in and submerged slowly under the foamy water. He moaned deeply at the current situation and more…Usagi was silent and working like a storm. And still, after New Year's…they did not have sex nor had a kiss or anything intimate…

He did not want the forceful Usagi, but Misaki did sort of missed the touch…like craving chocolate or missing a favorite book. Usagi was not ignoring him as they talked more and found out why their relationship was going awry. But Misaki could not help but feel uneasy. He would stare at both Usagi to Mio and slowly felt like this house was one big drama… Mio was an abandoned, lover-committed-suicide, and remarkable singer… Usagi was working on time with his writing, talking more, and very little touching… The changes in both of the Usami brothers were alarming to Misaki, but even more alarming…Haruhiko had a boyfriend.

Misaki remembered seeing Haruhiko kissing a man…but not any man…Usagi's editor, Benedict… He remembered standing there, dumbfounded, looking at the couple. Of course, Usagi entered the scene and the Usami family left.

He moaned again as he took a bar of soap and scrubbed his body. Misaki slowly lathered his body into a soapy mess and wiped the soap off. His hands rubbed his skin slowly as his hands slipped down to his untouched member…he did not feel the urge to erect for so long…he started to miss sex.

Misaki blushed and snarled, "I'm sick!" He lay down and sighed. His last confession with Usagi about having sex with Goda…it made Usagi twitchy. Misaki could see it in Usagi's face. Both of them were torn by that one man or woman…

He turned redder as the door opened and Usagi slowly smirked at him. Misaki sank into the water as his eyes only appeared.

Usagi said, "May I join you?"

Misaki blinked and slowly let his mouth appear. He said, "Yeah…"

Usagi slowly removed his tie and unbuttoned his shirt. He let the clothing fall to the ground as he removed his socks. He let his hands rest on his hips before he slowly removed his belt.

Misaki could only stare as Usagi's pants fell…only silk boxers remain. He gulped as he felt the hot water could not match his blood bubbling. Usagi's hands slowly removed the boxers as Misaki looked at his lover's penis…so lightly covered with the same gray hair on Usagi's head. Also the penis lay dormant against Usagi's scrotum.

Usagi's smile never faded as he said, "can I come in or do you want me on top?"

Misaki was purple now…all these questions. The old Usagi would, literally, jump in and have his way…the new Usagi asked questions. It sort of made Misaki a little hornier since he could direct the scene than being forced into it. He gulped and stood. His voice slightly trembled as he said, "I…want to be…on top."

Usagi slowly slipped in as Misaki allowed Usagi to get used to the water. Usagi got comfortable, and Misaki slowly lowered on top to face Usagi. They stared at each other for a few minutes when Misaki said, "Want me…to scrub you?"

Of course, Misaki knew his face was utterly red, but Usagi kept smiling gently. Usagi nodded as Misaki took a bar of soap and rubbed it over Usagi's skin. His gulps were very auditable as he allowed the soap bar to slip up and down Usagi's chest…he did it so slowly and encircled Usagi's nipples. Misaki shivered at his own motions as he dropped the bar. He moaned as he felt his member get a little warmer… Misaki gulped again as he used his hands to rub the soap on Usagi's skin around. Usagi did nothing but watch…this made Misaki painfully aware of heartbeat, his slowly erecting member, and Usagi's endearing glances… He panted for a few seconds as his hands rubbed over Usagi's nipples and stopped over Usagi's heart…

Misaki held his breath…Usagi's heart was beating fast too… He shivered when Usagi leaned forward and said, "Damn…you are hot when you take the lead…common, finish the job."

He gasped for breath as Usagi touched Misaki's face. Misaki finally looked into Usagi's eyes as they faces came closer…and their mouths touched.

Misaki shivered at the contact, but he quickly wrapped his arms around Usagi. Usagi leaned back as Misaki lay on top of him. They kissed deeply, harshly and ravaged each other like long-lost lovers… Misaki rubbed the soap off and spread his legs over Usagi's legs…Usagi met the advance and started to pump into Misaki.

He rolled his head back and yelped. Misaki looked and breathed heavily at Usagi. Usagi waited…the man that molested him into a million kisses…waiting for him to return to their kiss. Instead, Misaki started to ride Usagi.

Usagi's face turned into a bright and devilish smile as Misaki rode on. The water and their sexual noises combined in the small bathroom. Usagi leaned back and moaned deeply…his eyes connected to Misaki as Misaki shivered and continued.

Misaki did not know why he was on top…he was never this forward. But he wanted Usagi inside of him…he wanted this so badly. He leaned forward for a kiss as Usagi developed his mouth into Misaki's. They rubbed and moaned into each other; Misaki arched as he felt Usagi's member get a little harder within him… He groaned and continued riding on Usagi.

Usagi held onto the tub's edges as Misaki held onto Usagi's sides to guide his bottom over Usagi's member. Misaki groaned and rolled his head as he licked his lips seductively. Usagi's eyes enlarged for a moment and brightened at the sight of his lover like this… Misaki groaned and yelped at the moment…Usagi came within him as he joined Usagi a few seconds later…

Misaki shivered and remained still above Usagi. He panted and just allowed the feeling fill inside of him…this felt good and painful. Goda…never could make Misaki feel like this…

Usagi gently embraced Misaki into his arms and sighed, "Damn…I missed you. But…I might let you start the sex more often."

Misaki groaned and said, "you planned this?"

Usagi chuckled and said, "no…I was patient to allow you to give me an opening…we have been distant, my love. I did not want to force you…into anything."

Misaki stiffened and said, "This is not you. What changed you mind? Are you the real Usagi?"

Usagi looked into Misaki's eyes and said, "of course it is me…just a changed one. Slightly…" He kissed all over Misaki's face as Misaki moaned and rubbed his body closer to Usagi's. They looked at each other as Usagi chuckled again.

Misaki could not help but ask, "What?"

Usagi snickered and said, "My little brother gave me the idea…to wait. Also Goda said to be compassionate and respect your lover… Damn, was I an asshole to you?"

Misaki lightened his blush as he said simply, "sometimes…but…you saw me better than I did myself. I love you…"

Usagi held him close and said, "I love you too…I am so sorry…I cannot replace or fix the damage I done. But please…know that my heart will always belong to you."

Misaki turned purple with embarrassment. He groaned and hugged Usagi tightly. His breathing was slow and deep when Usagi's mouth touched his again…the invasion of tongues was deep and passionate. They lay down again—

BRRRRIIINNGG, BBBRRIINNNG, BBBRRIIINNGG, the phone went as Misaki stalled and Usagi moaned in frustration. They stared at each other as they blinked a few times.

Usagi said, "I have an answering machine…let it take the message." He rubbed Misaki's neck with his nose then tongue…

Misaki groaned and looked up more to allow Usagi to continue…he moaned when the machine called in a low voice, "you have reached the Usami residence, I am probably writing at the moment. Please leave a detailed message, and I will get to you as soon as possible. Thank you."

Usagi snarled as Misaki turned his head away. They listened as a man came onto the phone, "Usami-san, I am one of your brother's professors, Mr. Tomoro. I have some unfortunate news…on the hiking trip near the Noawz Onsen in Hokkaido. Allens-san and Jubular-san have been lost on the mountains for three hours now."

Misaki paled as Usagi held his breath. They tuned to each other and turned back to the door.

Mr. Tomoro continued, "We have three search parties on the mountain looking for the boys…but an avalanche occurred twenty minutes after the boys have been noticed to be lost in the mountains. Search teams have not confirmed or denied the presence of the boys in the avalanche."

Misaki gulped and turned to Usagi. Usagi's eyes were large and his face slightly paled… Misaki never thought Usagi would be this protective over anyone other than he…but Mio was such an amazing teen. Almost everyone adored him after a few minutes in his presence…this was horrible. They moved in the tub to better listen to the phone message.

Mr. Tomoro sighed and said, "I deeply regret this problem…the school has been hiking this mountain for many years and a few scraps were the main issue. But this…I hope we will have better news soon. I suggest, Mr. Usami that you come to Noawz Onsen as fast as you possibly can. Jubular's parents have been notified, but Allens' parents have not. Since you are labeled as the guardian, I will hope you receive this message soon. Pray for both boys…these mountains have killed before. I will pray for them too…for I do not want to bring two teens' bodies home to their loved ones. Please call the onsen immediately after receiving this message."

The phone's long dial tone rang in Misaki's ears as he gripped the tub's edge. He shivered as he slowly turned to Usagi. Usagi was very pale as he stared blankly to the floor.

Misaki touched Usagi's shoulder as Usagi stiffened and slowly turned to Misaki. Usagi said, "pack your bags…we need to get to Hokkaido."

He nodded and said, "We should tell Mio's parents…"

Usagi cringed and nodded. He said, "I will at least tell my father…my mother is missing."

Misaki stiffened and said, "has the police been told? What did…"

Usagi smiled weakly and said, "Mio is not speaking to her…also…she has not called since their last fight. No…she just wanted to give him space."

Misaki sighed as Usagi got out and quickly dried. He followed Usagi as both men raced to their bedroom and dressed. Usagi quickly went to the phone and dialed his father's number. Misaki looked down the balcony to watch Usagi's fists clench and wait for the phone to be picked up… He quickly packed a bag of clothes as he tossed the bag down and came downstairs. Misaki slowly sat on the couch as he gripped his pants. His heart and mind raced with bad thoughts…three hours…lost on a mountain…Mio could be dead…

Usagi stiffened as he said, "father…I have something to say to you."

Misaki watched as Usagi turned to look at Misaki for support. Usagi rolled his eyes and said, "No, this is not about New Year's. It's about Mio…"

Usagi nodded and said, "Father please!" His voice…trembled. He gulped and said, "father…Mio is lost on a mountain…please…do not…"

Misaki watched as Usagi stood there. He blinked as Usagi replaced the phone on the receiver. Usagi moaned as he looked at Misaki.

Usagi gulped and said, "He…hung up on me…" Tears gently rolled down Usagi's face as Misaki raced to Usagi's arms. They embraced each other as they shivered at the bad thoughts rooming in their minds.

Misaki said weakly, "we…need to leave…"

Usagi took a deep breath and said, "I need to call—"

BBBBRRRIIINNGGG, BBBRRRIIINNNGGG, BBBRRIINNGGG, the men stared at each other. Usagi answered the phone quickly, "hello? Mr. Tomoro, did you—"

Misaki shrieked as he heard the man on the phone scream, "YOU BASTARD!"

Usagi slightly smirked as he pulled the phone away. Hiroki yelled, "YOU ALLOWED MIO TO SKI ON A FUCKING MOUNTAIN THAT HE COULD GET LOST ON? THE TEACHER JUST CALLED ME AND TOLD ME HE IS LOST! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS ON THAT MOUNTAIN BEFORE I DO! I NEVER…AKIHIKO!"

Misaki paled as he stared at the phone in fear. Usagi rubbed his face gently to calm him and wiped his own tears away. Misaki smirked weakly as he watched Usagi turn to the phone.

Usagi waited a few seconds as he placed the phone to his ear and said, "I just got the message a few minutes ago…yes. I am very worried and leaving in a few minutes. I wanted to call you and ask if your little boyfriend could come. Duh, doctor?" He rolled his eyes and continued, "Be sure to bring whatever supplies for lost-in-the-mountain problems. Just tell the idiot and he should know…" His fists clenched as he shook his head and smiled. Usagi finished, "I know, Hiroki. I love that little bastard. He will get a beating from both of us. Be ready in ten minutes, we will—"

Ding, dong, ding… Usagi turned to Misaki as Misaki went to the door.

Misaki opened the door as Hiroki and Nowaki came in. Nowaki held two thick leather bags as Hiroki closed his cell phone.

Usagi hung up and said, "I do not know a faster transportation this late at night…do you? All the train stations are closed. To drive there…would take hours."

Hiroki clenched his fists and said, "We will drive! We have to get there! I refuse to believe that Mio or his…whatever is dead…" He turned to the ground and sighed. His gulp was loud as he said, "he can't be dead…not Mio…"

Nowaki dropped the bags and hugged Hiroki's back. He said, "I am not sure of a—"

The phone rang again as Usagi picked it up. Usagi said, "Hello?" His face went blank as he snarled, "what the fuck…who are you? A helicopter?"

Misaki, Hiroki and Nowaki looked at Usagi. Usagi nodded and said, "How did you know about Mio?"

Usagi moaned and said, "You are Goda's brother, huh? Well, get me and my friends in the air. I want these damn lines off my fucking phone by tomorrow, alright?" He slammed the phone down and said, "We are taking a helicopter."

Hiroki turned to Nowaki as Nowaki smirked. Nowaki said, "Neko…he must have heard about Mio."

Misaki and Nowaki took the bags as they followed Usagi to the streets…a huge helicopter stood waiting for them as Neko stood in front of it. The snow fell to the ground gently as Neko ran to them.

Neko smirked at them and said, "Medical transport at your service! Common, you guys need to get to Hokkaido."

Misaki gulped as Hiroki and he said, "Should we? It's snowing…we could be killed!" They turned to each other for the same thoughts, but they turned back to a smiling Neko.

Neko said, "Trust my pilot, we will get you to Hokkaido safely in three hours faster than by car. Common, time is precious and you guys need to get there fast."

Usagi nodded and quickly boarded. Nowaki quickly got on and placed the medical bags with another doctor on board.

Hiroki followed as Neko stopped Misaki.

Neko hugged Misaki and whispered in Misaki's ear, "I only tapped your phone to watch Goda…sorry. I was planning to remove the tap when I heard this grim news. Please do not hate me for this…"

Misaki hugged Neko back and said, "thanks for listening…I really hope we can get there in time to help the boys."

Neko release Misaki as the men quickly boarded the helicopter. He went to the navigator's seat as he said, "move out!"

Usagi, Nowaki, Hiroki and Misaki found a seat and buckled in as the helicopter rose into the air. They flew quickly into the sky and towards Hokkaido.

A/N: Strange…helicopters keep appearing in my stories XD I never personally been in one…