A/N: hey everyone I know it's been a while since I updated and I'm so sorry about that. Believe me I am. But I've been diagnosed with arthritis and that has made updating really hard. I like to write my chapters out first, and the arthritis is only in my thumbs, my ankle and my toe, and of course I need my thumb to write so... But anyway I have the next chapter written out and should hope to have it up by the end of the month. Let me know if you are still reading this story. I haven't gotten many reviews lately and I know it's because of how long I take to update, but I'm just curious how many are still reading. :)