Never Again Will I Trust You Chapter 5, a twilight fanfic

Chapter 5. Biology and Visting.

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR THE SONGS...

BPOV.

Sir told me to bit by Edward. I sighed and walked to the desk. Class started. "Bella." Edward said. I ignored him. "Bella." He repeated. "What?" I spat at him I saw him flinch from the corner of my eye. "Im so so-." I cut him off by saying. "Don't bother on saying your sorry. Cause I know your not." I told him. I looked over at him a bit and his face had pain and love? "But I am, Bella." He said looking me right in the eyes. "Well you don't look it." I told him the bell rang and I took my stuff and left. I had a performance at a bar tonight. I wrote songs and play them every 3 nights downtown. I parked and walked into the building. I walked over and asked for the manger. I was finished for the night it was 10:30 and I had 15 missed calls and 44 messages from the Cullen's. I packed up my guitar and walked out, There were five men standing by the door. "Hey sugar." One of them called. I winced. They tried to pulled me into the alley so I punched one in the jaw and the other in the wrong tables.. the others ran off scared. I walked to my car and drove to the Cullen's. The house was the same as it was. I knocked once and Alice opened the door. "WHERE WERE YOU!." Alice yelled hugged me. "I thought you weren't gonna come." She said sadly. My family were already here. They didn't know I was singing down town yet. "Sorry. I was got back from the bar, down town I sing there 3 nights a week." I said holding up my guitar. "I didn't know you could sing." Esme said hugging me. everyone was finished hugging me. "So who changed you?" Carlisle asked. I bit my lip. "Victoria." I said and everyone but my family gasped. "She wanted revenge for killing James, She said she was gonna kill me but she saw how miserable I was without Edward. So she changed me to live like that forever." I finished and Esme was dry sobbing on Carlisle. "Im so sorry Bella." Edward said. I shrugged."Do you have a power?"Carlisle asked again. I nodded. "I Have lots. "I laughed. "I can copy other vampires powers,take away a vampires power and I can give another vampire a power."I said and everyone expert my family gasped. "That's awesome!" Emmett shouted. "Im bored." Tanya complained. AAH how can he stand her. "Bella, you should sing for us." Emmett said excited. "Sure." I said getting my guitar out. "Just one song or..." I said. "ALL OF THEM." Emmett said jumping up and down. Rosalie manged to stop him. I Laughed and said sure. "Okay this one is never again." I said and started playing.

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green

I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me

I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well

Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter

'Cos I knew what you'd say

Give me that Sunday school answer

Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there

Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

It was you, who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know

You knew exactly what you would do

And don't say, you simply lost your way

She may believe you but I never will

Never again

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you

A trophy wife, oh how cute

Ignorance is bliss

But when your day comes, and he's through with you

And he'll be through with you

You'll die together but alone

You wrote me in a letter

You couldn't say it right to my face

Give me that Sunday school answer

Repent yourself away

[Chorus]

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there

Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

It was you, who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know

You knew exactly what you would do

And don't say, you simply lost your way

They may believe you but I never will

Never again

[Bridge]

Never again will I hear you

Never again will I miss you

Never again will I fall to you

Never

Never again will I kiss you

Never again will I want to

Never again will I love you

Never

[Chorus]

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there

Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

It was you, who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know

You knew exactly what you would do

And don't say, you simply lost your way

They may believe you but I never will

I never will

Never again

Emmett Shouted an your awesome and everyone laughed. "This one is Losing grip." I told everyone and started to sing.

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real..

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say...

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there

Grinnin' with a lost stare,

That's when I decided...

Why should I care?

'Cause you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone...

You, you need to listen!

I'm startin' to trip,

I'm losin' my grip

And I'm in this thing alone...

Am I just some chick you placed beside you,

To take somebody's place?

When you turn around can you recognize my face..?

You used to love me, you used to hug me

But that wasn't the case,

Everything wasn't okay..

I was left to cry there

Waiting outside there

Grinnin' with a lost stare,

thats when i decided...

Why should I care?

'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

I'm startin' to trip

I'm losin' my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

Cryin' out loud

I'm cryin' out loud

Cryin' out loud

I'm cryin' out loud

Open your eyes

Open up wide

Why should I care

'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,

I was so alone

Why should I care

'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,

I was so alone

Why should I care?

If you don't care, then I don't care

We're not going anywhere

Why should I care?

'Cause you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

Why should I care?

If you don't care, then I don't care

We're not goin anywhere.

Edward looked like he seen a ghost and the whole Cullen family had pained faces. My family smirked. "Bel-." Edward said but stoped. I looked over at him, confused. "What?" I asked. He shook his head. I shrugged. "This song I wrote after I met Nathan." I said and smiled at him. "Its called never gonna be alone." I told them..

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,

And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.

Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,

So I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.

So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

[Chorus]

Never gonna be alone!

From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,

I won't let you fall...

Never gonna be alone!

I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

[Verse 2]

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,

'Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,

So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

[Chorus]

Never gonna be alone!

From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,

I won't let you fall.

When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.

We're gonna see the world out,

I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

[Verse 3]

Oh!

You've gotta live every single day,

Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?

Don't let it slip away,

Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.

Every single day,

Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?

Tomorrow never comes...

[Verse 4]

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,

And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.

So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

[Chorus]

Never gonna be alone!

From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,

I won't let you fall.

When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.

We're gonna see the world out,

I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

I'm gonna be there always,

I won't be missing one more day,

I'm gonna be there always,

I won't be missing one more day.

The song stopped and Nathan had a huge smile on his face. It was the first time he had heard it was for him. everyone clapped except Edward who was dazed. I laughed a little. "So do want to here more or no?" I asked them. "More." They all said except Edward and Tanya. I laughed. "Sure." I said still laughing a bit. "This song I wrote a few weeks after you guys left, When I started to get my life back." I said in a low voice. "Its called Forgotten." I told them in a higher voice.

Ah ah, ah oh

I'm givin' up, on everything

Because you messed me up

Don't know how much you

Screwed it up

You never listened

That's just too bad

Because I'm moving on

I won't forget

You were the one that was wrong

I know I need to step up and be strong

Don't patronize me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus]

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted?

Do you forget it now?

No you never got it

Do you get it now?

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ah ah ah oh

Gotta get away

There's no point in thinking about yesterday

It's too late now

It will never be the same

We're so different now

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus]

I know I wanna run away

Run away

If only I could run away

Run away

I told you what I wanted

What I wanted

But I was forgotten

I won't be forgotten

Never again!!!

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted?

Do you forget it now?

No you never got it

Do you get it now?

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted?

Do you forget it now?

No you never got it

Do you get it now?

Have you Forgotten?

Do you get it now

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

[repeat 4x]

It was silent for a few minutes. "Um.. are you guys okay?" I asked. Everyone looked furious and turned to look at Edward. Emmett growled at him. "How could you?" Esme growled at him. I was shocked. "Um guys?" I asked again. "Sorry Bella." Esme said still glaring at Edward. I laughed abit. "Okay, this next song I wrote a week after you left when I remembered what Edward told me at prom." I said and looked down at my guitar to start playing. "Its called Forever and Always." I heard someone growl and looked up. Tanya was furious. Hannah burst out laughing, as did I and Connor. Everyone looked at us confused. I stopped laughing and said sorry and started playing.

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday

When I caught your eye

And we caught onto something, I hold on to the night

You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

Baby, what happened? Please tell me

'Cause one second it was perfect

Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said, forever and always

Oh, oh

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest

That made you run and hide like a scared little boy?

I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute

Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing

Here's to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute

But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, oh

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so

Oh, oh

Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when we said forever and always!

And it rains in your bedroom, and everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always ya

Everyone excerpt Tanya had pain and angry on there faces. "Um I think that's all the songs for tonight, maybe another time." I said looked at the floor. "Yeah sure Bella, So What are your names and powers?" Carlisle asked turning to my family.

"My name is Nathan and my power is to freeze time." Nathan said

"My name is Connor and my power is to move objects with my mind." Connor told them.

"My name is Hannah and my power is to show you a picture from my mind though touch." She told them proudly.

"My name is John and my power is to control the Elements." He said. everyone gasped. I laughed.

"My name is Destiny and my power is earth." She told them smiling nicely.

"My name is Allie and my power is to see a persons past." She told them.

"My name is Mark and my power is to reverse time and fix a mistake." He said.

"You guys have wonderful powers." Carlisle told them. Mark smiled. "Were nowhere as powerful as Bella. Aro has been asking her to join and telling everyone about how shes the most powerful vampire in the world. Of course she is, we all know that but Bella gets pretty pissed when five immortals come looking for her." He and Nathan chuckled. I looked down embarrassed, if I was still human I would have blushed. Emmett burst out laughing thinking about the same thing. "Could you show us some of your powers?" Emmett asked excited. "Maybe some other time." I said looking down. "Okay." Carlisle. "I'll talk to you guys later." I said and ran out. Nathan was by my side in a second. "Whats wrong?" He asked. I just shook my head. "Nothing, Im fine." He understood I wanted to be alone and kissed my forehead. "Bye babe." He said and he was gone.

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