Chapter 18. Falling apart.
I went to where this all started. Our meadow. I sat in the middle of the Meadow, and sobbed. I sobbed for my children, my family, Nathan and Edward. I heard foot steps. I turned around to see. Nathan. "Bella?" Nathan asked.
"I heard what happened." He said. "I hoped it went better because I needed to talk to you about us." He said. I knew this was coming without looking into the future. Yes, I coped the power from Alice.
"I knew we need to talk." I said my voice cracking. He sat next to me. "I love you Bella, but this... this isn't working anymore and I know you agree with me. This passed couple weeks I realized I love you more of a sister." He said. I nodded. "Me too, I mean as a brother." I said looking down. "Where dose this put us though, I mean do you want a divorce?" I asked. He nodded and took out some blue papers.
I signed them and gave them back to him. "I still want to be friends Bella, Your like my sister like I said before." Nathan said. I laughed. "A sister you slept with." I said still laughing. He chuckled and made a face. "I guess your right." He said. "Wow." I said looking around.
"What?" He said quietly. "I never thought I'd be a divorce single mother, ever." I said and laughed stupidly. "Im sorry Bella." Nathan said. "Its fine, I was gonna talk to you about it actually." I started saying. I paused. "Im gonna go." I said and gave Nathan a quick hug. "Bye Bella." He said. I ran again. Not wanting to go back.
I ended up at the football field by forks high school. They just build the football field this year. I dont know they I came here. Maybe because noone would think of looking for me here. I pulled my phone out. I had missed calls from Edward, Alice, Allie, Nathan, and Emmett. I had 17 messages.
To: Bella
From: Edward
Bella I heard what happened with Connor and Hannah. Im here with them know. Please answer me.
To: Bella
From:Emmett
Bellsyy, I heard. Please answer me so I know your okay.
To: Bella.
From: Nathan
Im sorry about this but, I need to talk to you.
I stopped reading them there. I sighed and put my head into my hands.
I got home by morning. I opened the door to my house to see everyone sitting in the living room. The Cullens were there. Edward and Connor were pacing around in circles. "I wouldnt do that you'll put a hole in the floor." I said. They all looked at me. I just stared at them. I tryed looking for Nathan, He was no where to be found.
"We heard about Nathan a few hours ago." Mark said. "We thought you went to the Volturi." Connor said looking sad. I shook my head. "Never." I said. Connor and Hannah ran over at human speed and hugged me. "Were so sorry, Mommy." Hannah said crying. I hid my head in there hair and hugged them back. "Its alright." I said.
"We thought we lost you Bella." Carlisle said with Esme be his side, they both looked like they found out they're daughter was missing. I started sobbing. "Im sick of this. I feel so... so weak and stupid, and human." I said. Carlisle came over and hugged me. "You will never be stupid and weak Bella, Never." He said into my hear.
"All of this is happeninng so.. fast." I said. Carlisle let go and went back with Esme. "I mean, You guys come back, Tanya, Mya, Nathan..." I studdered and ran upstairs. They was a knock on my door. "Go away." I mubbled into a pillow. "Please let me in." Edward said. I sighed and got up to open the door.
I went back to my bed and thought back to everything that happened and started sobbing... again. I felt Edward put his arms around me. I turned around and sobbed into his chest.
After a while I looked up to see Edward smiling down at me. "This is nice, not that your sad but that your letting me hold you." Edward said into my hair. I sighed. It was quiet for a minute or two.
"Bella, can I ask you some questions about Hannahs transformation within the this next couple of mouths?" Edward asked. I nodded and got up out of his arms. He pouted. I laughed. "Whats your questions?" I asked.
"Will she feel any pain?" He asked. I nodded. "It wont be like the normal transformation, but it will feel like.... I guess Kenneth told me it would be like she just been in a house fire and has minor burns.. obvisously a normal transformation is worse." I said. He got a confused look on his face. "Whos Kenneth?" He asked.
"He's a half vampire, I meet 13 years ago I think, hes full vampire know though." I said. He nodded. "How long does it take, I...left you 90 years ago." He said. I looked down. "I know, It depends on the person, it triggers at different times for every half vampire.. Her emotions, a sickness, anything at all could trigger it. Kenneth's took 86 years, I dont get it." I said.
"What will happen, how will you know shes changing?" He asked.
"Kenneth told me, She will get sick, coughing, and sore.. then she'll start coughing up blood thats when you know shes changing.. She get's sicker and sicker. She will beg us to kill her then she will go into a deep sleep for about 24 hours, and she'll wake up full vampire." I said. ( AN.. Im sorry, Im making this up.)
He looked down at the floor. "I wish she wouldnt have to go though that." He said sad. I nodded. "How do you know she's gonna change in the next couple mouths if it depends on the person?" He asked.
"You forgot all ready, I See the furture." I said. "Oh yeah." He chuckled. "I better get going." Edward said. I looked down and nodded. "Yeah, they're probably woundering where you are." I said. "They know where im at." He chuchled. I let out a low hiss. "You know what I mean." I laughed.
The next morning I woke up Hannah and got ready for school. "Hey Bells." Nathan said. "Hi." I said. We were the only ones there. The rest had already went to school. I was waiting for Hannah. "Why arent you at school?" I asked. He shrugged. I looked at th floor. It was akward. "It doesnt have to be this." I said. "I know." He said. After I stayed quiet.
We arrived at school and parked the car. We were hour early. We met our family and the Cullens. Edward looked and smiled. I smiled back and looked down. Allie walked over me. "Whats going on?" She asked smirking. I shrugged. "What are you talking about?" I asked. She raised her eyebrows. I laughed. "Nothings going on, I swear... Or I dont think anyway." I said. We were insteruped.
"Hannah?" A guy said. "Julien!" She said and hugged him. "Whats up?" She asked. He smiled. "Uh...I was wondering if we were still on for the dance?" He asked. She nodded. "Of course." She said. He chuckled. "Alright then, Ill see you later." He said and walked off. She turned around smiling.
Emmett whitsled, and Japser cleared his throat. Hannah laughed and rolled her eyes. "Ill see you guys later." She said and ran off. I giggled. Then the bell rang.
I was in Trig sitting by myself when Emmett came in. I looked at him confused. "Em why are you here?" I asked him. He smiled. "You, Hannah and Connor are coming after school.. were all going to the mall." He said happy.
I laughed. "And why are you happy about this?" I asked. "I dont know, I was thinking while we were their we could maybe play truth or dare.. get kicked out of some stores." He said laughing. Some girls glared at me. I nodded. "Sure, but if you get me kicked out of a store I love im gonna kill you, got it?" I asked playfully glared at him.
He hugged me and spinned me around then someone cleared their throat. I turned around to see. The teacher glaring at Emmett. "What are you doing in here Mr. Cullen?" Mr. Peterson asked. Em looked at me and I looked at the floor. "I asking Bella if she wanted hang with me and my family today." He said.
"And couldnt you have just asked her at lunch?" Sir asked. Emmett nodded. "But I couldnt resist asking her now." Emmett said like a stuck up rich kid. I let out a small giggle. Emmett looked at me and smiled. "Good day ." Emmett said walking out of the class. "Okay take out your books and turn too..." The class sighed.
The bell rang and it was finally lunch. I put my books in my locker and went to lunch. "Bella!" I heard Alice yell behind me. I turned and Alice bumped into me. "Hi." She said. "Ow, hi Alice." I said. "I cant wait till after school." Alice said and clapped her hands together. I smiled. "Yup." I said and turned to walk into the Lunch room.
Me and Alice went to the line to get our food. "So, everyone's saying that you and Em are secretly dating." Alice said. My eyes wided. "What!" I said. She laughed. "Yup, just because of the thing that happened in trig." She said shaking her head.
"Thats stupid." I said. She nodded. I looked over at Rose and Emmett. "Rose knows better then that Bella, come on." Alice said walking over to the table. "Hey." Everyone said. "Hi." Me and Alice said. "Where's Hannah?" I asked. Everyone pointed behide me. "I hate ." Hannah said slaming her tray on the table. All the guys were trying to not laugh. "How?" I asked.
"He made me read a note out loud to the class." She said blushing. "A note?" I asked. "Me and Julien." She said and took a drink of her water. I smiled. "What did it say!" Alice said alittle to loud. Everyone in the lunch room looked at room and Alice hid her face in Jasper's shoulder. Everyone Laughed and continued talking.
"He asked me about the dance and said it would be fun. He asked for my number.. and so know the whole school knows our number and Juliens." Hannah said in one breathe. Emmett brusted laughing and everyone looked at us... again. I put my head in my hands. "I need new friends." I muttered. "Oh, come on Bella." Jasper and Emmett said between laughs.
I felt a arm hug me. I looked up to see Edward. I smiled alittle. The Bell rang. I sighed and we went back to class.
After school I went home and got ready. I curled my hair, put on some light make-up and put on a blue sun dress. It wasnt raining today but it was still cloudy.
BELLAA! - Alice screamed in her head. I sighed. Coming I thought to her. I put on my shoes and ran out the door. Alice and the Cullens were standing by their Cars. "Okay so, Bella, Hannah, and Connor your going with Edward." Alice said.
Why are you trying to ruin my life. I thought to her.
She giggled. "Me, Rose, Emmett and Jasper take my car." She said. I got in the car and put the radio breaking the silence.
It felt like forever driving to the mall.
"Okay lets play DARE-OR DARE!"Emmett yelled. When everyone was out of the cars. People in the parking lot looked at us. "Okay seriously people, stop looking at us." I snapped. "Bella calm down your eyes are Black." Jasper said putting a hand on my shoulder.
I looked down and closed my eyes. "Yeah." I nodded. "Let's go inside." I said and walked inside leaving everyone outside.
"Bella are you okay?" Alice asked later when we were shopping. I nodded. Later We went to the food courts with Hannah.
"When can we play dare or dare?" Emmett asked annoyed. "Now." I said blankly. "Alright." Em said hesitally.
"Bella, I dare you to flirt with the guy at the pizza place right there." Emmett said pointing to the guy. I groaned. "Whatever." I said and got up and left my shocked friends because I didnt complain.
I smiled and walked up the the counter. "Hey." I said batting my eyelashes. He smiled. "Hi, what can I get you?" He asked me dreamy. I giggled. "A slice of pizza." I said. He got my pizza and I paid him. "Here." I said giving him a fake number. "Call me." I said and walked to my table of friends laughing. I just sat down and gave the pizza to Hannah.
"Bella, dare someone." Emmett said. "Right um... Alice I dare you to get kicked out of your favorite store." I said. Alice looked like she seen a ghost. "Hurry on." I said and smirked.
APOV
BELLAA! - I screamed in my head. Coming she thought back to me. Me and my family were standing by our cars. "Okay so, Bella, Hannah, and Connor your going with Edward." I said.
Why are you trying to ruin my life. Bella though to me.
I giggled. "Me, Rose, Emmett and Jasper take my car." I said. Bella got in the car
"Okay lets play DARE-OR DARE!"Emmett yelled. When everyone was out of the cars. People in the parking lot looked at us. "Okay seriously people, stop looking at us." Bella snapped. "Bella calm down your eyes are Black." Jasper said putting a hand on her shoulder.
Bella looked down and closed her eyes. "Yeah." She nodded. "Let's go inside." She said and walked inside leaving us all outside.
"Bella are you okay?" I asked later when we were shopping. She nodded. Later We went to the food courts with Hannah.
"When can we play dare or dare?" Emmett asked annoyed. "Now." Bella said blankly. "Alright." Em said hesitally.
"Bella, I dare you to flirt with the guy at the pizza place right there." Emmett said pointing to the guy. She groaned. "Whatever." She said and got up and left us all shocked because She didnt complain.
She smiled and walked up the the counter. "Hey." Bella said batting my eyelashes. He smiled. "Hi, what can I get you?" He asked me dreamy. Bella giggled. "A slice of pizza." She said. He got my pizza and Bella paid him. "Here." She said giving him a number, I was guessing it was fake "Call me." She said and walked to back to the table all of us were laughing. Bella just sat down and gave the pizza to Hannah.
"Bella, dare someone." Emmett said. "Right um... Alice I dare you to get kicked out of your favorite store." I said. WHAT! BELLA HOW COULD YOU! I screamed in my head but I knew she wasnt listening. "Hurry on." She said and smirked. Something wasnt right about her and my and her family knew it.
APOV
When we got home I went into the living room and picked up the house phone and dialed Bella's number. "Hello." John answered. "Great, your the one I wanted to talk to." I said. "Um.. Alice?" He asked. "Yeah, I need.." He cut me off. "Bella's not here." He said. "I know she just left, I need you and your family to come here.. and dont take Bella its about her." I said and hung up.
10 Minutes Bella family brust though the door. My family were already in the living room and we filled Carlisle and Esme in.
"If you are leaving again, so help me I will..." Mark yelled. Jasper came next to me. "No were not leaving." I said calm. They relaxed. "Then whats up?" John asked. "The sky." Emmett said. The Williams laughed. "Okay, whats going on?" John asked annoyed.
"Tell us more about Bella's power." I said.