just if your wondering, my microsoft word went all banjaxed on me and i have no spellcheck anymore so i apologise for any spelling or grammer mistakes.

eek writers block right now, i have a chapter planned ahead but i just cant get to it! aarrgghh!

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Emma's POV

I burst through the treeline, terror consuming me. I sighed in relief as I saw Mícheál alive and well. Wait, what? I looked again and saw that he wasn't alone.

He caressed the face of a beautiful vampire and leaned in to kiss her. "Mícheál" I gasped. They both turned around to look at me.

She was a beauty, even among our kind. She had silky black hair that flowed down her back like a waterfall. Her heart-shaped face was perfectly accented with full lips in a constant pout and almond eyes framed with long black lashes. She had high cheekbones that would have made her look native american if it weren't for her unnatural paleness, which wasn't due to being immortal. I was a little satisfied at the fact that her waist was quite large compared to me, but it brought me little comfort.

She looked at me in curiosity, obviously not knowing that Mícheál was my mate, mine. Not hers. Mícheál on the other hand, looked at me in confusion. What was he confused about? Was she bewitching him with a talent of hers?

"Wh-Who is she" I managed to choke out. Mícheál glanced between me and the intruder. I couldn't stand this much longer. I was at breaking point, different from earlier. I felt as though Mícheál was ripping me into pieces but I couldn't bring myself to be angry at him. There was too much despair for that. I felt my stomach twisting over and over again inside me as he processed what was happening. My heart was shattering and I couldn't do anything but stare at Mícheál and his she-devil.

Mícheál's POV

I looked from Emma to Róisín and back again. I knew years ago that I hadn't stopped loving my wife from my human years. I hadn't imagined that she was saved from mortality, and even though I was joyful to learn that she had survived, I was despairing to choose between my two loves. If only I had known years ago, before I had changed Emma. I would have just let her be and have saved each one of us this very heartbreak. Emma was falling apart right in front of my very eyes. I had to respond but I didn't know how. I loved them both equally with all my heart and it went against everything I stood for to hurt either one of them. Luckily, Róisín hadn't realised then how much Emma meant to me. I had to say something. I took a deep breath.

"Emma" I began "This is Róisín, my wife, your ancestor".

It was almost too hard, but I made myself look at her. She looked like she had been punched in the gut. I could have cried at that moment. Róisín took my hand and held it to her mouth. A gust of air whooshed from Emma's mouth and she dissappeared from sight. I groaned. I had done this and I was going to have to fix it. How in the hell was I going to do that?


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