Chad Pov

I sit in my dressing room. Angry with myself. Thinking about when I first heard about the engagement.

Jake and Sonny dated for about a year and each day made me angrier then the last. Knowing he got to hold her while I had to watch. And I wanted to tell her how I felt. It was killing me slowly from the inside out that she didn't know how I felt. And soon my cast mates started to notice. But today was the day I was going to tell her. It was the end of the day about 9 and I was still at the studio usually on Thursday every one stays late. So I figured she would still be here. I walked down mutiple hallways until I was in front of her dressing room.

I knocked on the door. I put a broad smile on my face expecting sonny but being welcomes to Tawni.

"What are you doing here Chad?" she asked In a rude tone. But I brushed it off.

"Where's Sonny?" I ask.

"Well she's not here but guess what," she said. I was upset that sonny wasn't there and I really didn't care that tawni got another shipment of morocco but I said "What?" anyway.

"Jake just proposed!" she squealed. And my heart stopped. Proposed? Jake? Sonny? This couldn't be happening.

"Jake proposed?" I asked in shock.

"Yeah!,"

"And what did Sonny say," I ask with just a bit of hope that she said no.

"Yes! Of course!" Tawni says not realizing she just shattered Chad"s heart.

I slowly walked away. My face emotionless. Not knowing how to react. She said yes. What was the point of telling her how I feel? She wouldn't break off her engagement.

Engagement. Ugh that word. I open the door to my dressing room. Close it sit down in my chair and start to cry.