Chads pov
I lay in my bed. Not able to fall asleep. My head is swirling with thoughts. Most of which are unpleasant. Images of Sonny and Jake at the altar keep floating even though I push them out the best I can.
And before I know it. I'm not in my bed anymore. I'm ruffling through my closet looking for something to wear. I don't know what I'm doing I just need to get out of my house. I put on a pair of jeans and a dark gray t-shirt. I grab my jacket and keys and run out of the house into my car. As I start to drive around the neighbor and think about a time when there was no Sonny and Jake. When my heart wasn't shattering every time I saw her. When I truly thought I had a chance.
I was guest starring on so random because there guest star backed out last second.
I convinced Sonny she was going to fall in love with me.
She kept denying it and it was funny to watch. I don't know how but I some how covered my feelings for her that whole week. And then when Marshall changed the script to her and I kissing I couldn't be happier. But as everything got settled right before we went on I saw her standing there and I walked over in my costume and all.
"So you ready for all this?" I ask flexing my guns kissing both of them.
"Lets just get this sketch over with," she says but I continue the conversation.
"Alright but after it happens you know were gonna' be in love," I say not realizing. Not realizing I said the one word that could tell her everything. I only notice when she points it out.
"We?" she says. Meaning us. Meaning I love her. Meaning its all out in the open. But I won't let that happen I quickly make up a lame excuse.
"You I said you," I say stuttering.
"You said we," she says.
"Ok fine but we is my nickname for you," I say knowing from the second I said it it was the worst excuse ever.
"We happy?" I say trying to make my point.
Then marshall comes over and says
"I can't wait for that kiss." and I can't help thinking neither can I. I've wanted to kiss Sonny since the moment I saw her in the cafeteria.
We go and take our places and soon we start. She fakes stubs her toes and then I'm sitting just a foot away from her. Then comes the part.
"Ma'm if I kiss you will you please stop pretending to hurt yourself?" I ask.
"I'll kiss you for real when pigs fly," she says under her breath so only I can hear. But it doesn't matter to me I close my eyes and lean in and start to feel her lips and I realize these aren't her lips and I open my eyes to see a pig. I start to shriek. I just kissed a pig.
That was a good time. I time that truly made me love Sonny even more if you can believe it. And this memory makes me long for Sonny more than I already have. So as I make the u turn and drive I know going to Sonny's is the right thing.