When I woke up again I found Demetri laying down next to me and had his arms wrapped around me.

I turned over so that I was facing him and said " are we going back today or are we staying longer?" Demetri replied " we will be leaving today and were going to fake your death so that you can be changed.

Felix and Jane are in Washington right now faking your death. We are going to go to a private island that Aro, Marcus, and Caius own. There I'm going to change you."

I looked at him for a long time before I said " Can I have a few days to be human before I get turned?" I asked as I got up and went to use the bathroom and to change clothes. Demetri nodded and got up as well and went to get clean clothes.

When I was done with everything me and Demetri went to Pairs so I could get new clothes. Heidi came with us because she wanted to make sure that I got good clothes. While we were shopping Jane came and shopped with us. Oh great this is going to be a long day.

-6 long hours later-

We finally got back to Voltura and as soon as we got to the thrown room I fell to the floor and said " if any of you try to make me move I'll kill you when I get turned."

Aro said "And why would you want to kill us if we touched you?" I lifted my head and looked at him then said " Because Heidi and Jane made me go through over 100 stores just to get me freaking clothes."

They all laughed a little and then Demetri came over and picked me up bridle style and walked me to his room. He sat me on the bed and then sat in a chair. " I know that you want to kill them right now but they only wanted to help you." Demetri said.

I nodded and replied " I know but they should of known that I hate shopping and I will only go for like 20- 30 minutes." I laid on the bed for a while then I felt Demetri come over and sit on the bed.

He brought his hand up to my face and moved the hair out of my eyes. "I cant hunt them for you if you want. He shouldn't be aloud to live after what he did to you. No one should go though the pain and suffering like you did." Demetri said.

I shook my head no. I don't know why I did it he should be sorry for what he did but I guess I still love him and don't want him to get hurt. I will always love him but I will never have him.

In a few days I'm going to be with Demetri and the Volturi for the rest of my non living life. I will not stop Demetri from killing him if Demetri ever found him. I know Jane and Heidi will be with Demetri in the search for the them.

I have 4 more days until I turn into a vampire. I hope that Felix will be nicer to me once I'm turned. I was to deep in thought when a knock on the door to answer it. "Bella" a voice said. I looked up to see Felix, Jane, Alec, and Heidi.

"Yes is there something wrong?" I asked getting a little bit scared. " We seen the Cullen's -wince- when we were in Forks. They were talking to Charlie about your death then they smelt us and followed us to Seattle Where they wanted to know why we were in forks.

We told them that we were they to get you sense we heard that they left and then we said that when we got there you were missing or dead. They were horrified to here that we were looking for you.

Ed- he was really mad that we were looking for her, then he made them all leave." Alec said. Why would they care if I died? They did want me they left me for dead with Victoria still out there.

If they knew that she was still alive they would go after her and kill her. Jane looked at me and said "Bella is there something you want to tell us?" I nodded and sat up on the bed as I was getting up Demetri picked me up and sat me on his lap.

"yes I was going to ask if you knew anything about me from when they were still with me?" I asked them. Felix said "Yes did you get attacked by a woman who's mate got killed. Wait are you saying that she is still out there?"

I nodded and said " she's still out there and is looking for me to kill me." Demetri wrapped his arms tighter around me. I turned my head to look at him and he looked murderous.

"I won't let her get you I'll kill her first before she can get to you." Demetri replied. I got up off of his lap and went to get my shoes back on they looked at me as I got my shoes on and grabbed some money.

"where are you going?" Alec said " I'm sorry but if I have to stay here for a while then I better be able to eat normal food" I said. They all laughed and we headed out to find food.

The sun was out so Demetri, Felix, Jane, Heidi, and Alec had to stay in the shadows while I found food to bring back to Voltura. It only took me about 20 minutes to find all the food I would need so when I got back to the alley Jane took some of the bags so that I could walk better.

I found a kitchen that they didn't use and cooked my dinner. Marcus came in and looked at what I was making and said " how do you humans like to eat that stuff it smells horrible." I shook my head laughing and said to him

"well it what we like to eat and if you were human you would be eating it to." he laughed and sat in a chair. When my dinner was done I sat done and ate it. Marcus stayed and we talked about random things. Later that night I went in to Demetri's room and fell asleep.

heres chapter 2 hope you like it