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Okay, so I was really confused as to how to write this chapter as its kind of like a turning point I wrote it out in two wasys in Mitchies point of view and in Shanes point of view. I like Shanes one so I'm posting it.

S.P.O.V

I drove off in Jasons car with Mitchie sitting next to me. I think she got blinded by the light bulbs. I hate the paparazzi, can they not leave me and my broken heart alone for once? They didnt bother following us to McDonalds since they got what they needed, scoop- a picture of Shane Gray with a girl. I bet our faces will be plastered all over tomorrows newspapers. Not what I need at the moment.

The beach is so beautiful. I love the smell of the salty water and the sounds of waves crashing against each other, but then again it brings back memories of her. The beach was where I kissed her for the first time, watching the sunset. The memories just come flooding in again. Memories of love and betrayal. Yeah, not the most pleasent things to remember. I dont hate her, but I dont like her either. If there is something inbetween then that is what I feel for her now. I loved her too much to be able to hate her, I'm not capable of doing that, not so soon.

"Hey Shane, can I ask you something, if you dont mind?" Mitchie asked, cutting through my thoughts as we sat on the golden sand.

"Yeah, sure Mitchie. Anything." I assured, smiling at her under the moon lit sky.

I genuinly like this girl. Okay, not like like, but just normal like. Like a friend. I love her smile, she could easily beat out anyone's I had ever seen and when she sings, I'm lost in a world full of happiness and joy instead of being stranded in a world full of fakes and posers, the world that I live in.

"What happened to you Shane?" She asked.

I was confused and a little surprised. What happened to me? well, other than the fact that my heart has been crushed into a million pieces by the girl who I thought was the one and betrayed by her, nothing much has happened other than that.

I guess my confusion was vivid on my face so she elaborated and I listened to each word carefully. Her voice was beautiful, so gracious and sweet. It was like honey.

"You used to be so happy, so joyfull, so full of life Shane.." She explained. "You used to have that smile on your face that could make anyones day, that smile that said everything will be okay, I didn't even know you Shane but your smile would make me feel so good, so much better when I felt low, but now..."

I stared at her in utter shock. Was it that evident? I was always smiling after the betrayal, I couldnt afford for the world to know. I was doing everything that I used to do- sign autographs, talk to fans, give interviews. Where did my acting abilities lack?

Eventhough it was quite dark, I think my shock was quite clear on my face. She stared at me as if she was looking for some answers, but I wasn't sure if my face gave her anythng or did it reveal everything?

"Shane, I'm not blind. I dont know if the world see's it or not, but I certainly do. You're not happy. I can read your face and it spell's 'hurt' all over it. What happened?"

I didn't know what to say. I didn't think anyone would even notice that I was upset other than my family. They obviously did and thats why they brought me here, but Mitchie? How did she know so much? Was I that clear to reas? I'm sure I'm not. I mean, the press hasn't asked me anything about it, if they sensed anything they would have definately been the first to ask. They bought the whole 'one year of living a normal life in Miami' thing, how come she didn't?

"Mitchie I...." I didnt really know how to start or where to start, but I knew I would end up telling her everything.

"It's okay Shane, if you dont want to tell me." She assured, but I wanted to tell her, I wanted to tell her everything and I dont know why I felt that way.

"No Mitchie, I want to tell you."

"I'm sorry, am I being too pushy? You've only know me for a few days, and I'm..."

"No, Mitchie I'm glad you asked me what's wrong. Ever since we moved here I've felt suffocated. I need to get it of my chest" I trailed off. "Do you know Chreyl Woodcoff?" I asked even though I was sure she knew who she was since Mitchie already knew so much about me without even knowing me. Just saying her name made my body shiver in pain but I couldnt be weak. I'm Shane Gray for crying out loud.

Mitchie noded in acknowledgemet and I continued " so you must be aware that during the summer we shooted a movie together, Before I Fall? She's new in the industry and Before I Fall is her first movie, so a few months before we started shooting the director asked for us to get to know eachother you know, so that we could be more comfortable around eachother infront of the camera....It all happened so fast. We became such good friends and before I knew It I fell for her, not the casual crush thing, I really fell in love with her. I fell in love with her smile and her humour. At that time she seemed so genuine, so true, but I didnt know she would end up being such a backstabber."

I paused for a while and looked up at Mitchie who was looking directly into my eyes. Even in the darkness her eyes sparkled like glitter. I smiled weakly and continued, looking down at the golden powder."So we started dating, this was even before the shooting started."

I dont know why, but I looked at her again I wanted to see her reaction. No one even knew Cheryl and I were dating other than my family. It was a secret, something I wanted the world to know, but was phobidded by my manager to do so. If anyone asked we would give the classic answer 'just friends'. Mitchies eyes grew wide, probably in shock but she didnt utter a single word.

"My family loved her and she was the first girl I took home to see my family. She had everyone impressed, and me cast under her magic spell. I thought she was the one Mitchie, I thought that she would be the girl that one day I'll end up marrying and spending my entire life with, I thought she would be the one I would give my purity ring to, but I was terribly mistaken"

I watched Mitchie as she eyed my purity ring suspiciously. "I still have it Mitchie." I assured with a laugh.

She smiled back and I could see that she wanted me to continue so I did " It was August 22nd, the night before her birthday and it was the last day of shoot. I wanted to surprise her so I snuck into her hotel room just before midnight so I could surprise her since I had been out of town for two days for the new album we're doing and just when I was about reveal myself she got a call. It was already midnight so i assumed it was someone wishing her, so I waited for her call to end when I realised she was talking to Peter, her manager. She was saying how much of an idiot I was to believe that she loved me and she was asking Peter how long she'd have to continue the drama. I was shocked Mitchie. I couldnt believe she was saying this. I'm guessing her manager was pressing her to tell me to make our relationship public but she said quote 'the little bastard will never fucking agree' "

The bitter memories of that night came flooding in breaking my heart into a million pieces again. Mitchies face had a mixture of shock, hatred and disgust all towards Cheryl. "Hey, Mitchie dont go hating her now" I warned.

"Shane you're such a nice person, someone does this to you and you ask me to not hate her, you dont right? I know it" she asked,

"Hate is such a big word Mitchie, and it means alot, I cant hate her for what she did, but I can never love her again."

"Well thats good to know, cause the next time I see her I'll be ready to punch her in the face and make her see stars in the day, trust me."

I looked at her face. It was full of anger but had something else....I dont know what it is. Maybe it was hurt. Maybe.

"So, ofcourse I was heart broken, but more hurt. Yeah, I had had a few break ups before, but I didnt really love them Mitchie, I loved her and she betrayed me. She used me as a tool to get higher up in her career, thats all, I meant nothing. Absolutely nothing. I quitely snuck out of her room with my broken heart and said nothing to her. Till this day she still doesnt know that I know" I could bearely talk, my voice flushed with sadness.

Then it happened so quickly I could bearly think. I leaned into Mitchie, so close our breaths met. The heat from her body circulating through mine and our lips crashed together. I knew this was wrong, she was my friend. My only friend that I could spill my feelings out to, but it felt so good I couldnt stop. I kissed her bottom lip asking for entrance as I pulled my hands around her waist and she threw hers around my neck, playing with my curly hair. She finally gave in and my tounge entered her mouth, its taste so warm and sweet I couldnt stop. Her kiss, it was addictive. I loved a few strands of her black hair from her face as the kiss grew deeper, me not wanting to stop, but she did, finally pulling away ending the best kiss of my life.

"Shane....th-this is....this is wrong.." She said between breaths.

I knew this is wrong. One minute I'm talking about how much I loved a girl and the next I'm kissing someone else. I'm kissing my friend.

What the fuck has gotten into me?

"I know..." I breathed.

Okay guys what do you think? I dunno about this chapter. It took me a lot of thinking to do, but I think is okay. Im not exactly happy with it, but your reviews can make me happy. I'm not too good at writing kiss scenes and stuff so forgive me at how lame it is. I probably wont be updating as frequently, as I have my exams from Jan got to study ......A LOT! Physics I hate you, but I love you guys, so review and make me happy =]