"Shane....th-this is....this is wrong.." I heared myself say.
I looked at him, breathless and not knowing what to say. He looked as speechless as me.
"I know." He panted.
I pulled my gaze away from him and focused it on the waves. I could feel myself involenturly blushing and going red. I didnt want to look at him for a while because I'd probably melt into his arms or something, but I could feel his gaze piercing into me.
He was still staring when I looked at him this time. I wanted to tell him to stop doing that cause I'm getting a little self conciouse here people. I didnt want our first kiss to be like this. It didnt mean anything. We dont mean anything to each other other than friends. That's right, friends. F-R-I-E-N-D-S.
I had alot to say, I always do, but I couldnt find the words. He seemed to be stuttering aswell.
"I'm sorry Mitchie." He murmered, almost like a whisper. "...I didnt mean for this to turn out how it did." He continued.
I looked into his melting gold and melting chocolate eyes, his eyes full of regrett as if he had commited a huge crime, mine probably looked the same. Gosh I didnt want things to be like this.
"I'm sorry too.." I said not knowing what else to say. I was sorry indeed, but everything seemed so awekward I could bearly say another word.
After a few minutes of uncomfortable silence he finally spoke up. "Hey, I'm sorry if I bored you with my love life..."
I looked at him and laughed "No, boring me was the last thing you did.....your love life is........um entertaining" I ended laughing along with him. "We should get going. Mom will be worried if I'm anymore late." I said glancing at my watch which stated 10:23. I didnt even realize how fast time goes around him it just felt like we got here.
As we walked upto his car a million questions ran in my mind and I could feel my head start to ache as I tried to match the pieces of the puzzle, but they never seemed to match. I was angry at that Cheryl girl. How could she do such a thing? A total bitch I tell you, thats exactly what she is. I also felt so bad for him, I wasn't feeling sympathy. I just felt bad, but couldnt stop my mind from mentally doing the happy dance.
Shane Gray is officially single now.
He walked me to the passanger seat and closed the door behind me like a perfect gentlemen. I love it. He then sat beside me and drove off.
"Shane..." I asked.
"Hmmmm.." He replied focusing on the road.
"Why does she not know that you know? I mean...um...she still thinks your her boyfriend.." I trailed off.
He looked at me and smiled sending a flow of current through my spine all the way to my toes. My body shivered at the sudden sensation of feeling struk by lightning which caused Shanes smile to turn into laughter. Was he seeing what his smile did to me? I hope not.
" I didnt really get to speak to her, like....I-I dont even know how to explain this Mitchie.." He paused. "See it hasnt even been a month yet." I mentally calculated the dates and he was right. He found out on August 22nd and today is what? September 17? Yeah, I think I'm right. "after finding out, I was too heart broken to even see her face. I immediately told Nate and Jason what had happened and I flew off back to LA from London where we were shooting. I wasnt needed any more anyway...all my scenes had been shot, Nate lied that I was feeling homesick and I left without telling her anything." He explained,
I gulped down the air into my lungs as my mind continued sorting out the pieces of the puzzle.
"Ofcourse she tried calling me, she still does, thats why my phone is always on silent. She calls like every 20 minutes. I dont want to pick up Mitchie, I dont know what to say...I dont..I dont want to..."
"break up with her?" I finished the sentance with one eyebrow up.
"No, I just dont wanna see the embarassment in her eyes when I tell her that I know.."
"Like the bitch will be embarassed at all.." I muttered under my breath.
"C'mon Mitchie, how can I break up with her on the phone?"
"I'll tell yaa...you pick up the phone" I got my phone from my pocket, motioning what I just said "then you dial the number if you have it memorized, or you go to your phonebook and get it out.." I imaginaryly dialed a number and continued "you then press the green button and put the phone to your ear, then the phone will ring.." I told him "ring ring ring ring, so she'll pick up and say 'uh hi Cheryl its Shane you know that guy that you were pretending to date? yeah well I know you were faking it, thanks for breaking my heart, but I dont want to see your face anymore so were done.."
He looked at me like I had asked him to go to the moon and bring a rock back as a sovinuer.
"Okay yeah, I sound like a ass I know...' I told him before he could say anything.
He let out a stroke of laughter and I smiled. "I'm glad I amuse you Shane" I let him know.
"You sure do Mitch and no, you dont sound like an ass. You care for me thats why you said that. I get it Mitchie. You're one of the most genuine girls I have met in such a long time, I like spending time with you.."
"Me too Shane, me too.." I admitted. "How do you work this thing, by the way?" I pointed towards the stereo.
"Radio?"
"Yeah.." I smiled.
We were laughing again once the radio was on as one of Connect 3's songs were playing. "When you love someone and they break your heart, dont give up on love, have faith, restart, just hold on just hold on.." We sang along his voice sounding so much sexier while singing in real life and before I knew it we were already infront of my house.
"We have reached your destination, ma'am" He joked.
"Our voices compliment each other you know. We should do a duet sometime, it would blow everyone off their feet. your amazing Mitchie, really talented" He complimented.
"Why thank you, sir. See you tomorrow Shane.." I waved as I got out of the car.
"Bye Mitch." He waved back.
"Hey, Mitch?" He shouted.
I turned around to face him again. "Yeah?"
"I hope the kiss doesn't change the way our friendship is...?"
"No, Shane it wont.." I assured.
"Okay then, good, You better get some sleep. Nate is teaching music first period and he doesn't like it if his students are late."He warned with a huge smirk on his face.
"Yeah, whatever dude.." I said walking away and laughing to myself.
I quietly put my keys into the lock and opened the front door. The lights of the study room were sill switched on so I assumed mom was there, probably puting the finishing touches to her new book.
I peeked into the study room to see my mother typing away on her laptop.
"Hey mom!" I said as I wrapped my arms around her back.
"Hey honey, how was dinner. Did you kids have fun?" She asked pulling her glasses lower and smiling at me.
"Dinner was great mom!" I exclaimed with a huge grin on my face.
"Justin called. He said that you phone is switched off so he couldnt get you. Call him"
"Okay.." I walked out of her room switching on my phone, but it refused to do so. The battery was down. Great.
"Hey dude.." I smirked as he answered.
"How was dinner, miss me much?"
"No, actually I completely forgot about you and I realized my life is so much better without your presence.." I joked.
"haha very funny Mitch..I know you cant live without me.."
I scoffed. "Yeah dream on Jus. How was practise today?"
"Great as usual after all I am the best player on the team..."
I rolled my eyes as I put the phone on my other ear and sliped into bed.
"So how was your date with Shane?" He asked.
"WH-aaa?" I literally screamed.
"How do you know? and it was not a date by the way" I corrected.
"You're a celebrity now Mitch, you guys were on TMZ I gotta admit I was a little suprised to see him hold you so close and carry you into his car.."
"I was on what?" I asked again.
"TMZ" I could hear him smile through the phone.
"We were just leaving the resturant and these stupid photographers literally shoved their cameras into my face, and correction Mr. Rastelli it was Caity and Natey boy on the date not Shane and I"
"Yeah thats why you guys left the resturant alone without Jason. And I thought I was your bestfriend. Mitchie you could have told me if you guys are secretly dating I do happen to know you since the time you ran around in dippers.." He was joking I could sense it.
"Shut the fuck up you idiot! Shane and I are just friends, he has a girlfriend who happens to ba a complete bitch you could hook up with her I'm sure your personalities will match jus, seriously im gonna punch your face off tomorrow in school.." I threatened.
"Yeah yeah Mitch" He laughed.
"Stop laughing"
"See ya at school babe"
"whatever"
I covered my face with my pillow as the suns rays filtered though the glass and flooded into my room. I opened my eyes slightly to check the time. 7:12 am my clock stated.
I sighed as I dragged my body out of bed and reached for my phone which I left to charge overnight. I did not want to go the school. I wanted to see Shane alright, but I didnt want to go to school. The whole school will practically stalk me now that I was on TMZ and everyone thinks Shane and I are dating.
"Whoa!" I whispered to myself as I saw the numer of missed calls on my phone. 79 missed calls? Wow.
I walked dpwnstairs into the kitchen and eyed the back door to see if I could spot Nate. I wanted to know what happened last night since I wouldnt be going to school to ask Caity.
Hey Cait not goin skool 2day. have fun at Natey boys class and tell me wht da hell happened yesterday on ur date x Mitch.
I typed into my phone and sent it to Caitlyn.
Hey, Its healthy to miss school once in a while and definately when you know people are gonna stalk you all day.
I spent my day playing around with Macy, how I missed doing that. We were spending some quality sister-sister time.
"28, 29, 3-" I screamed as we played hide and seek only to be disturbed by my phone vibrating.
I pulled my phone from my pocket and my heart skipped a beat seeing who it was. "Shane" I heared my heart whisper. It was a message from him.
Mitch you okay? didnt see you around at school today. Glad you didnt come though otherwise you would have been glared at like a vampire glares at his next prey. Shane.
P.S lunch wasnt the same without you.
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