Just to clear up the confusion Bella is a vampire but she still has human traits like eating, sleeping and crying. Now on with chapter 5.

Why does he want to talk to me? I left him alone when he left me. I didn't go looking for him. "Bella can you listen to me for a few minutes. I only want to talk to you." Edward said. I shook my head and held on to Demetri.

"She doesn't want to talk to you so leave before I rip you to shreds." Demetri growled. I looked up to see that Edward looked like he was in pain. Is Jane doing it? I looked around and I couldn't see her.

I knew I couldn't smell her out because that wouldn't help me sense she's like 500 feet away in the castle. "I'm not leaving until I talk to Bella." Edward said. I poked Demetri and he looked at me.

I pleaded with him to move over a little so I could talk to Edward. He wasn't happy about it but he did as I asked. I kissed his cheek and said in his ear "thank you." I turned to Edward and said "why do you want to talk to me?" he looked taken back by the coldness in my voice.

" I want to tell you the truth, when I left it was because I fell in love with this girl. She was a vampire and I wouldn't have to worry about hurting her. She was perfect for me" that's when I stopped listening I couldn't come to turns with what I heard.

He was having an affair with someone else when we were still together. I cut him off by saying "Then why are you here and not with your wife. If you love her so much you would of just forgotten about me and not cared what happened with me.

Just go you said all you needed to and I don't want to see you anymore." "Bella what I'm trying to say…" Edward began but then Demetri cut him off by saying. "Leave before you cost Bella more pain, if you haven't noticed she's still in pain from when you left and now telling her this is breaking her even more.

I will not hesitate to kill you if you cause her more pain. Felix will also help me if you do not leave right now." Edward looked at me once and left so did his family. When I was sure they were gone I fell to the ground started to cry.

I felt people wrap their arms around me and I looked up to see it was Demetri and Felix. "Its ok Bella you were to good to have him anyway. You don't need a backstabbing cheater. Forget about him you have us now." Felix said.

I nodded and said " I know but it just hurts to know that he really did that. I guess he only ever wanted me as a toy. Something to use then throw away." Demetri didn't say anything I knew he would and will kill Edward for doing that to me.

That's why I love him he knows how to make me feel better or make me forget. I stopped crying and got up realizing what I had to do. I went inside to see everyone one else. I knew the other two were following me so I didn't have to worry about telling them too.

It was only a few minute walk to get to Aro's study when we got there I knocked once and then went in everyone was in there talking they stopped when they seen me. "Bella I'm so sorry that he did that to you. You didn't deserve to be cheated on like that. I'll kill him for you." Jane said as she ran over to me and hugged me.

"I'm fine Jane you don't have to worry, but there is one thing that I came in here for and that was to tell you all something. Now everyone was paying attention to me now. " I want to thank you all so much for helping me out when I needed it and I want to say that I'll never forget any of you but I'm leaving Voltura." when I finished everyone had shocked looks on their faces.

" B-But you can't go." Heidi stuttered. " I have to go I really need sometime on my own for a while." I said and with that I left. It only took me a few minutes to pack my bag. It was only 3 in the afternoon when I got to the airport.

I was to busy thinking to notice that I was being followed. I'm going back home to say goodbye to everyone then I'm going to live in Canada until I can find someone to kill me. I can keep hurting the people I love no matter what they should be happy and not worry about me anymore. I'm always putting them in danger by me being there with them.

I can't deal with that anymore, I will not put them in harms way any more. The flight was only 6 hours to get to Washington. I bought a rental car and drove from Seattle to Forks. I parked by Charlie's house to see he was home I went up to the window and saw him on the couch crying.

I quietly said goodbye and left. I went to the border and sat on the ground for a few minutes thinking of all the fun times I had with Jake. I hope he's happy. Just when I got up and was going to walk away I smelt the wolves and turned around to see all of them there.

"Don't worry I was just leaving I only came to say goodbye." I told them when they started to growl. Sam and Jake left to phase back then came back in Jake said "how did you get changed Bella and what do you mean good bye?"

" I was change by the Volturi and I'm saying goodbye because I'm going to Canada and find some Vampires to kill me." I said with no emotion in my voice. All of the wolves froze when I said this and Sam and Jakes eyes widened and their mouths were hanging open.

"Why are you all so shocked? Isn't that what you want all vampires to die?" I said after a few minutes. Sam was the first to recover and said " No its not we care about you your like our little sister even if you are one of them. We will not let you do that to your self."

"Bella you can't do that you still have us and it doesn't even matter if you a bloodsucker. We still care about you." Jake said then he walked up to me and hugged me. That's when I broke down and I cried for everything.

I felt Jake stiffen and I looked up to see that he was looking at me. "Y-Y-You can still cry?" I nodded and said " and I can still eat human food and I can still sleep if I wanted to." "Are you still clumsy to?" a new voice said I looked well more like jumped to see over Jake shoulder to see that I was Embry to asked.

"No I'm not and I'm happy about that." I said while laughing with everyone else. "You know Bella you don't smell all that different now, you still smell like flowers." Jake said. For once in almost a year I was able to laugh freely and happily.

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