Ok, I own absolutely nothing of this chapter, as always. :P
This chapter isn't really that creative. It's just the lyrics to the actual song and my crappy translation. :D
Romaji Lyrics
sorawa haiiro kumoyuki mo ayashiku
marude bokuno kokoro mitaidane onajidane
potsuri hitosuji ochitekita sizuku wa
sorano? bokuno? docchi? wakaranai
soredeii
(...shiritaku nai)
kasamo motazuni zubunure de hitori konomama
hibiku amaoto ga sonnna bokuno
sonzai sae mo kaki keshite iku
yande yande hayaku yande
kono mama ja kowarete magirete shimai sō
naite naite namida karete
sorenanoni imada kono miwa nureta mama
...tsumetai
kitto ashita mo nikoyaka ni o"hayō"
boku no kimochi nante shiranai de iun dane
tadano "aisatsu" sono teido dakeredo
fukaku kokoro kezuru iu naraba "kyōki" kamo
(...wakatte runo?)
kimi no shisen no sono sakini bokuwa inakute
zutto suki datta sono egao mo
ima dewa nazeka nikutara shiiyo
yande yande kokoro yande
kono mama ja itsuka kie usete shimai sō
itai itai mune ga itai
okashiine kimi wo shinu hodo aishi teru
...kowai yo
hayaku kaihō shite hosii raku ni nari tai
hibi ku nōnai ni dareka no koe
"sore nara subete kowashite shimae"
yande yande kodō yande
sewashi naku ugoku urusai shinzō wo
tomete tomete hayaku tomete
kimi no te de boku wo ima sugu keshi satte
...onegai
yanda yanda oto ga yanda
kimi no me ni utsuru jibun ga kowa sugite
nande nande korewa uso da
meno mae ga akaku somatte kurui sō
...tasuke te
English Translation
The sky is gray, Looks like it's gonna rain
It's as cloudy as my mind
One drop fell on the ground
Is it from the sky or my eye? It doesn't matter
I don't wanna know
Without an umbrella, I'm standing there like a lonesome drowned rat
Sound of rain is ringing and its killing my existence
Stop it, stop it, I hope the rain stops soon
Or I'm gonna break down
I cried, I cried, no more tears are left
Even so, I'm still all wet...
I'm cold
Not knowing my feelings, you say "Good morning" with a bright smile as usual
Tomorrow, and the day after that, and the day after that...
It's no more than a greeting
It hurts me badly, I can say it's as deadly as a lethal weapon.
...You know that?
You have a gaze at him, not me
I've always loved your smiles
But I hate to see you smiling now...why?
Psychotic, psychotic, I've got a psychotic mind
I'm so psychotic that I'm gonna vanish into thin air
It hurts, it hurts, my heart hurts
Isn't it ludicrous? I love you deadly
I'm scared of myself
Let me go as soon as possible, I wanna be relieved
Somebody's voice is echoing in my head
"Well, why don't you finish it off?"
Impulse, impulse, I'm having a strong impulse
I feel my heartbeat quicken, it's unbelievably noisy
Stop it, stop it, let it go, as soon as possible
Let me go, finish me off with your hands
...please
It stopped, it stopped, no more voice I hear
Me in your eyes freaks me out
Why? What is this? What happened? It can't be
I see nothing but a bloody world, I must be insane...
Help me!
Okayz, here are the romaji lyrics with my crappy translation. XP
Eh, R&R. Maybe you can give me other Vocaloid songs to write. Thx for reading. :D